Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | April 1, 2017

Change, then Change Again and Again. We are in a Fast Moving, Unstable Event Horizon!!


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Here we are, April 1st, the beginning of phase two of this life changing year.  A phase so large it needs 6 months to move thru it.  I think we can look at this phase as orienting ourselves into a brand new life that has never existed before.  Kind of daunting, kind of exciting.

I sit here this morning with the energy of a new wave swelling up from deep inside me, building to something new.  Of course, I am down to my last three days in Florida, in my mother life, or at least, what was my mother’s life.

There was so much I wanted to share with all of you from ongoing revelations since the Marco Island adventure, but they seemed to blend in to this new wave slowly building in me, in my center.  Instead, I have stared at the computer screen and was given a sort of life review.  A spiritual life review, my teams way of preparing me for this next phase.  I share with you to perhaps help you in the same way.

I started this path on the beautiful Crystal Coast of North Carolina.  I move to NC in Oct. 1996 and fell in love with the area.  On Nov 11,th 2000 at 7:30pm thru 3am, I had the life changing Ouija board experience.  Thru that experience, I learned meditation, pretty much lived in my bathtub and visited my kids occasionally running around the rest of the house.  Never in a million years could I foresee the depths of my life falling apart once again.  Or at least, in those early years, falling apart was all I knew.  I would have never looked at it as the birth of something new, something so new it needed to be grown and nurtured elsewhere.  By mid summer 2001, life having crushed my world again, I moved to Virginia and in with a psychic who worked out of the Edgar Cayce A.R.E. center.  I think I learned by osmosis to understand how she did what she did and borrow some of that for my (future) self.  Again, to my seedling of a self, that relationship went devastatingly bad and into a homeless shelter me and my 10-year-old went.  An eye opener for sure about homeless shelters and not in a good way.  We were evicted 5 weeks in.  My daughter and I took up residence in a hotel until some church group came for the summer and made everyone move out.  Of course, I was not looking at the lack of compassion by this church group, I was down on my knees once again, because my world fell apart.  Or at least, that was the way I was looking at it.  In less than two years from the Ouija board session, my life that I was living and loved, dissolved 5 separate times.  FIVE!!!!

I never once stopped to look at the lack of compassion and amazing compassion we were experiencing, building within ourselves.  I was grateful that every place we went to had a bathtub, my connection to my team, my bitching, ranting and raving was crucial or I know I would have tried to commit suicide again, but that energy was wiped from my system with my last attempt Feb 4th, 2001.

Stripping down my belief systems were hard enough, stripping down my life, over and over again with a 10-year-old in tow. She was my blessing.  She always seen the higher road and I needed her!!  My beloved Valorie!!

An internet friend invited us to stay on her camp in Vermont and we gratefully accepted.  it became the most amazing playground on earth.  A rebuilding of what I never knew I was capable of.  Another move into the city, into a real apartment with a real job (paycheck) provided even more extracting of my latent abilities.

By year two, I loved Vermont, even the icy cold winters they provided.  And another ending was looming, another move was becoming eminent.  March 2003 we drove to Idaho.  More latent abilities came out and became developed.  That was a short-lived experience.  This move was provided by yet another internet friend, I rented a wonderful house from her and her husband and she and I opened a business called Souly Beautiful.  She was a bookkeeper turned massage therapist, I had no idea what I was!!  Her husband hated me.  Past life karma was evident.  The relationships all fell apart, but not before this community in Iowa was presented.  My daughter and I got permission from the founder to move there.

The one thing this community taught me is that I never want to live in a community again.  It was supposed to be spiritual, but it was really a mix of mormon teachings, native american teachings, judaism and seriously fear based.  To the degree the founder was insisting that my beautiful labradorite crystal was created by satan and I was asked to remove it from the property and he was pretty sure that satan must have been my teacher!!

Eight months later, I got the hell out and went to visit my son in VA.  I needed to breathe.  In a million years, I could not have foreseen within 3 days of landing in VA, on my 42nd birthday no less, I would be enrolled in massage school, completely funded by student loans and grants.  I was looking for a job and ended up in school.  Then I had to ask my son if I could stay for 9 months until I graduated.  lol

All of that set up a whole new set of skills within me.  Blending what I had already developed over the years and what I learned in massage school.  I developed a session called the hands of light and sound therapy, creating a niche no one else on earth could provide.  Which made it easy when my life force was being squeezed out of me 5 years later and sent me packing to New Mexico.  Getting clients is easy when you are the only one in the world that can do what you.  Not for the lack of trying to teach others, but it takes great inner commitment to expand and for most people, life’s distractions are the focal point.

Just under 2 years in New Mexico, a good steady clientele under my belt, the Jemez was presented as my massage business, my forearms and hands were winding up that phase of my skill set. Until this point, I read from the physical level of life.  The denser emotions, the blocks within a person’s, physical and mental.  The Jemez was going to open up a much broader skill set.  Reading from the Soul level of incarnated Beings and reading at the leading edge of constant change.   5 years in the Jemez, the learning was large, deep, soul changing for all of us!!  The more we connect directly to our soul mind and energy, the more the soul itself can evolve.  That is, after all, why we live life.

Now here I Am, 9 months to the day, into the field of my mother’s world preparing to leave.  I left my beloved Jemez on July 3rd, I close here on April 3rd.  My mother transitioned back to the Light October 3rd.  An absolute ending of endings like never before.  Miracles and heartache blending so lovingly together to fuel whatever is next.

As everyone knows, over these last few months, my direction has changed and changed and changed.  To me it now feels like looking at a slow-moving carousel of possibilities, all that came directly from the focus of my teeth.  My teeth, a life changer!! lol  It started the spin.  The emerging possibilities and I went for them all, until the went back into the abyss energetically.  However, it all started the movement.  That was the point.  Start the movement of movement.

Let me tell you too, for those that funded my gofundme teeth adventure, you may not realize how crucial your part in all this was, is!!  We can liken it to putting gas in the car, you kept my focus on getting my teeth.  Without your generosity, I would have let that go, all of it appearing too big to bite off (smile.)  Instead, you seen what I could not and it started me pushing on other doors I never would have looked at.  So, beyond thank you.  And I will be updating the fundraiser soon.  I pick up my refund check and my new temporary dentures the morning of the 4th, on my way to Texas.  I have an appointment with the new dentist, same company, in Texas on April 7th.

When I thought I was going to be traipsing around Mexico, maybe parts of S. America for a year, I started to see something in relationship to that.  It was so beautiful… a gentle waterfall spilling into this amazing blue pond of water, hidden by flora.  It the image, the energy of it drew my breath in.  Of course, I assumed (silly me) this was an area I was looking for in my travels.  I would excitedly explore the jungles to find this peace of heaven (yes, spelled that was on purpose.)  And then, my world direction changed again as Julie and I came together.  The UK is on my target zone after, completely after my teeth journey is done and my new dentures are fixed onto the implants.  So I had to ask, what of this waterfall.  I wanna live there!! lol

Over this massive, internal week, I remembered….

Back in 2001, while I was in school learning Life Between Life regression with Michael Newton, PhD, all the students had to have a LBL session and conduct one.  On my amazing regression back to spirit, my regressionist asked me, once I was fully integrated back in spirit, what I did for fun when not incarnating.  I was immediately aware of creating a world, a planet that only housed me and my soul partner, (who was my mentor at the time) and on this world, we created this place, this waterfall and pooling pond in a jungle like setting.  Much to my surprise, we did not experience this place in human bodies at all.  Instead, we were these short, squat, green bumpy creatures that stood upright and had 6 arms.  Thru these creatures, the sensory experience of being in that world, of each other, was wayyyy more than our physical bodies were ever capable of.

What I could have never understood then, or hell, even thru the years, was that spiritual memory that was opened up in that hypnosis session, was showing me what it feels like to live heaven in a physical plane of experience.  Experiences and senses that just do not exist in the pure soul state.  But to live like that, is to be so open, so pure in our energy fields that nothing, NO THING could ever take you out of there.

That said, focus on what you desire.  What we are creating, even, especially within the unknowable of it all.  Only look at what is falling apart if you can look it with love and appreciation.  Including your own life.  Something better, bigger, is revealing itself.  Look, then look again.  Move and allow yourself too change your movement on a dime, with the next revelation pulling you towards it.  It may feel initially, like living in chaos soup, and we are!!  Swim, dunk, play and splash around because we are building the inconceivable as we go.

There are two things I want to conclude with today, pulled from the audio I embedded in yesterdays sharing from Kryon.  Something our teams have been saying for well over a year, maybe two years (time blurs lol.)

At 16:00 minutes into the audio, Kryon is talking about this new fractal of life emerging, one that has never ever ever been before.  And he says “A time that has no prophecy about it.  There are no elders, no channelers anywhere giving you good solid prophecy about what’s next…”   Couple that with what he says at about 18:30 minutes in:  “Some of the very essence of metaphysics is changing processes, procedures.  How you meditate, how you pray, what it feels like, how long it takes, expect these things to move, because you are sitting in a fresh new energy…”

Your souls have been saying this very thing for the last couple years (thru our readings together.)  If you can allow yourself to do one thing… let it be this.  Wake up every day as if nothing ever existed before that moment.  No past lives, no atlantis, no lemuria, no history about what the earth has been thru.  No nothing.  It is ONLY in this place, the new will be revealed to you, thru you.  Otherwise you are trying to bring an energy that can no longer hold itself together and dare I say, you may even try to bring others into the illusion with you (unintentionally.)

Trust, that inside of each one of you, of us, are master creators.  We have created grandness in many places before this moment.  Allow the untainted knowings of that be what drives you forward.  Nothing less will take hold!!!  And most importantly, move with the ever changing movement of your LightField, LifeField!!

Speaking of LightFields… I am so hoping to see a little something something today.  However, last night I was reminded of something that came thru the last reading I had post eclipse… the energy field here in FLorida, even at the office, cannot hold the vibration of light that will be next.  The landscape where I will be in San Marcos, can.

Talk about the importance of Location!!!

Speaking of location (smile) YOUR HEART is the Emerald City, as we combine each city to form the Nation of Lights, together.  New.  Never before seen, experienced…

I love you all so so much and thank you for allowing…

((((HUGZ)))) of fast paced changes and new worlds emerging to and thru ALL!!

Lisa Gawlas   www.mysoulcenter.com/bookreading.html

P.S.  I will be raising my rates on April 4th.  I will also start phasing out new readings by the end of April.  The landscape is changing too rapidly to assure completion beyond that.  

 

 

 

 

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  1. Thank you thank you thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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  2. Hi Lisa!

    When I read the part about U.K. And waterfalls, spirit hit me upside the head with a song. “Waterfalls” by TLC. https://youtu.be/8WEtxJ4-sh4

    There is a line in it that says, “you’re going to have it your way or nothing at all…. but you’re moving too fast. My thought with that is this. You have always “ran” towards your hopes and dreams right? Always allowing you to grow and learn more, but nothing ever stays. The new energy in the new world is different now. You are a QUEEN, right? Part of royalty in this new earth. And what do queens and royals do? They wait and allow things to come to them.

    Well that’s how this new earth energy is. That is the POWER of manifestation!! We do the foot work and then we allow the universe to help bring whatever it is into fruition. You no longer have to “chase” your waterfalls in life.

    I’m sure you have had many deep conversations with Julie…but if you do move to the U.K., have you talked about your desires together? What do you both want out of this relationship? Is it just spiritual, or something more? Is this just a time to learn and grow from one another or will it be long term and in 5 years from now you two will still be ‘working’ together?

    There’s nothing wrong with chasing waterfalls. But I just hope you have an idea of how it’s going to end so that way you don’t have to run to a new location again in 24 months.

    I personally am tired of running. I have played this game for way too long and I feel it’s time for our reward. I’m willing to put forth the effort….but if I’m the one doing all of the work to reach a certain point, where is the reward in that? How do I then get to enjoy the power of the universe if it’s just sitting there watching me do everything?

    Put it out there, your thoughts and dreams and desires. Do the work and ask questions, but then wait. Wait for it to come to you! You ARE a queen….so BE a queen!!

    Love you!! I’m heading towards Clearwater today, not too far from you. You will be in my thoughts. 🙂

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    • That is the big difference between you and I rachel… we live in two very different worlds of experience and understanding. You assume to know me, and you do not. All I will say is what you see as running, I am experiencing as dancing!! And I love to Dance!! 😉
      You are wonderful, beautiful prime example of someone else trying to tell you how you should live and experience life according to (their own) false beliefs and misunderstandings. Thank you for that!!

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      • I don’t want to tell anyone how to live. Too much responsibility in that….lol!

        Just passing along the info that Spirit provided me. And believe me, I really do want the best for you and to be happy and to find your heaven.

        The energies are crazy right now and I think a lot of us have been thrown into this tailspin. We are spinning around so fast that a lot of us won’t know where we will end up. I’m just taking the notion of the turtle and the rabbit. Slow and steady wins the race. Standing back and taking it all in and weighing all the options sometimes isn’t a bad thing.

        Also this tailspin is a reality for some and an illusion for others. It will all just depend on how we decide to jump off the ride. Will we get spinning so fast that we are thrown off and accept where we land? Dazed and confused? Or will we try and calculate the speed of the spin with the gravitational pull and safely stop the ride ourselves in the exact spot we want to be?

        No dictating here, just starting a conversation.

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  3. […] Source: Change, then Change Again and Again. We are in a Fast Moving, Unstable Event Horizon!! […]

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  4. Hmmmm….love to read a good conversation! As a fellow Leo, dearest Lisa, I ‘felt’ your hackles rise a tad….lol…I don’t know of anyone else that is experiencing what you are experiencing, I can think of only 1 other person that comes close, in fact. IMHO, Rachel was trying to help, advising you what Spirit expressed to her. Of course, no-one can ever presume to ‘know’ you through this medium, the Internet, but …… My own observations – thoughts (as an Englishwoman, having lived here in Sydney since 1968), of Americans looking to live there, is that recent history moulded Great Britain, and never the two shall meet. Unless one has ‘lived’ the experience/life, it’s difficult for one to understand the other. For instance…Americans think they speak English, they don’t, they speak American, Indians (not Native Americans, Indians from India!) speak better English than Americans.There, my judgemental side surfaced. I have mostly conquered my judgemental self, 99%, except for the language/spelling thing! I have no idea why, despite many hours of contemplation! Sorry, tangent tracking….Just wanted to say, us Leo’s can be prickly, but, really we are not, we are pussycats. Kind, loving & generous to a fault, but sometimes what sounds like criticism isn’t, but we respond too quickly, & sound prickly…….I think I’ll stop now! LOL….no, I won’t change this, I am also entitled to an opinion….and I really want everyone to be ‘play nice’ (as American’s would say) great phrase, methinks….remember that unconditional Love? I struggle sometimes when I read/see ego based misunderstandings. It hurts my tender Soul. If you think I am out of order, sorry…..just trying to do what I do best, Spread The Love, and Healing as far & wide as I can. Lisa, I have been unable to catch up with your blog postings since I was in Hospital, which is why I am reading this out of order. (I was up to January!). Methinks after this posting surfaced 5 times, (out of date order!) I was meant to read it, sigh, I am slow sometimes…I am still trying to catch up, though, as I don’t want to miss anything. Loved the posting on your journey, filled in some missing bits for me. I also Love reading about the expansion of The Emerald City, & your ‘ladies’ readings….Now I must go away & try to wake up tomorrow & forget everything that went before…..not easy, but great advice…I am quietly confident that soon I will have the cataract removed from my right eye, hopefully before my Birthday in August….what a great gift….Thank you Universe, thank you Source Creator, thank you Lisa, & everyone who has sent Love & Healing to me recently….I am in full gratitude to all….I have asked, now, I am not sitting back & expecting it to just materialise, but keeping up with my positive affirmations & gratitude, don’t really want to be a Queen, just the best person/Soul I can be here in this energy we call Gai’a.
    I Love you all soooo much, you all teach me, just by being you….Please keep on Loving each other.
    (((HUGZ))) and kisses to you all.
    Sylvia Melaynia xxxxx

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    • Sylvia saideth:
      “I think I’ll stop now! LOL….no, I won’t change this, I am also entitled to an opinion….and I really want everyone to be ‘play nice’ (as American’s would say) great phrase, methinks….remember that unconditional Love? I struggle sometimes when I read/see ego based misunderstandings. It hurts my tender Soul. If you think I am out of order, sorry…..just trying to do what I do best, Spread The Love, and Healing as far & wide as I can.”

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      Right….ok, Sylvia? You are doing THE SAME THING — you are telling them both to live the way YOU want….the way that makes YOU feel “comfortable”.

      Do you understand, that this behaviour and this perception of others, is NOT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE?

      Unconditional Love, is *ALLOWING* them, to do whatever the hell they want to do, in order to experience their own life lessons, in their own way.
      NOT *your* way.

      So as a Master, when you train yourself, to rise higher in frequency and perspective and empathy of others, you then learn to ACCEPT with Neutrality, each “stage” that each different person is at.

      Because all humans are at different stages of Soul Evolution….that is why there is no “Unity” Consciousness, at this 4th dimensional level of Earth reality.

      In order to experience true Unconditional Love, a person MUST raise their vibration and their perception, to the 5D level.
      The 5th dimensional Unity Perspective Consciousness level.

      All Masters, have done this. And all Masters have moved themselves through the “tender soul hurting” phase.
      And risen above it.
      To the next phase, of Compassionate Neutrality.
      This is where you will be going, next. COMPASSIONATE NON-INTERFERING, ACCEPTING, NEUTRALITY.

      What “hurts your tender soul”, is YOUR issue, and is YOUR lesson to move through, integrate, and overcome.

      All you can do, with Others…..is cast at them the “seeds” of what you have learned.
      Throw the Seeds of Your Higher Knowledge about, with *no expectation* (also this is unconditional love)……and they will eventually take root, but only when the other person(s) are ready to evolve further.

      As Rachel said, the Universe will take those seeds, and will pollinate each person FOR you (only when they are ready) — the Universe will do all of this “work”, FOR you.
      If you acknowledge and surrender to the Universe’s incredible divine intelligence and orchestration, and simply allow it to do, what it does best.

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      • Brilliant! ❤

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      • Thank you Kiera…..I do see what you are saying, and will take it all on board. Thank you for your help….I turned it around & put myself in that same place & it did make sense….Much Love & Blessings to you, xxx Sylvia Melaynia xxx

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  5. […] Source: Change, then Change Again and Again. We are in a Fast Moving, Unstable Event Horizon!! […]

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  6. Ah well, imgur sucks at loading animated gifs properly…must seek alternate GIF hoster.

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  7. Lisa bespoketh:

    “You are wonderful, beautiful prime example of someone else trying to tell you how you should live and experience life according to (their own) false beliefs and misunderstandings. Thank you for that!!”

    *

    P.S. One more thing — their are no fundamentally FALSE Beliefs.
    Everyone’s “belief” is TRUE for *them*.

    All you can say, is that what is true for one, may or may not be true for another.

    This is what humans have the hardest time with….understanding that ALL beliefs are “real”, and all of them are “true”. Each separate belief, creates a separate reality to be experienced.
    This is how Source operates, in order to experience All-That-Is. From every perspective.

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    As for “misunderstanding” — this occurs only at lower frequency levels, because the person’s Consciousness has NOT EXPANDED enough to be able to “get out of oneself”, and empathically imagine and experience the Perspective of Another.

    At higher and higher frequencies (5D levels), pure limitless “understanding” completely replaces “miss – understanding”.

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