Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | July 6, 2013

The Big Bang Theory (within) and the Chaos Theory (without) = New Life!


Every now and again, when we are undergoing a drastic change of energy, the readings seem to take on the hue of a science project unfolding, which would be perfectly OK if I had a science kind of mind to process it with clarity (from the world of science,)  but I do not.  I suppose tho, if I did have a science oriented mind, I would really be missing the spiritual significance of what is happening.

There seems to be three very relevant themes happening: Expansion.  Contraction. Stillness.  (Very much like the in-breathe, the out breathe, and the pause between the two.)

It has really taken me over a week of connections to see this bigger picture happening.  So much for puzzle pieces being so nice, neat and in an orderly row.  But even that, gives me a feeling of being within the “chaos,” which happens in the midst of deep and radical change.

I found a wonderful website called the Fractal Foundation that gives us some understanding of this extraordinary moment of chaotic time we are in.

The Butterfly Effect: This effect grants the power to cause a hurricane in China to a butterfly flapping its wings in New Mexico. It may take a very long time, but the connection is real. If the butterfly had not flapped its wings at just the right point in space/time, the hurricane would not have happened. A more rigorous way to express this is that small changes in the initial conditions lead to drastic changes in the results. Our lives are an ongoing demonstration of this principle.

This theory was so prominent when I returned home, except, instead of the gentle flapping of the butterfly wings, it was caused by the intense roar of the hummingbirds wings.  The only way I can fit this into our intense puzzle is the speed at which change is happening.

  • Unpredictability: Because we can never know all the initial conditions of a complex system in sufficient (i.e. perfect) detail, we cannot hope to predict the ultimate fate of a complex system. Even slight errors in measuring the state of a system will be amplified dramatically, rendering any prediction useless. Since it is impossible to measure the effects of all the butterflies (etc) in the World, accurate long-range weather prediction will always remain impossible.

Let’s say the unpredictability is our thoughts, interactions, choices and non-choices, at this moment in time, renders knowing (even from spirits view) the outcome impossible.  Which has been a theme for every single person over this last week.  We can see where in the midst of change you are (expansion, contraction or stillness) but the outcome of any… unknown as of yet.

  • Order / Disorder Chaos is not simply disorder. Chaos explores the transitions between order and disorder, which often occur in surprising ways.
  • Mixing: Turbulence ensures that two adjacent points in a complex system will eventually end up in very different positions after some time has elapsed. Examples: Two neighboring water molecules may end up in different parts of the ocean or even in different oceans. A group of helium balloons that launch together will eventually land in drastically different places. Mixing is thorough because turbulence occurs at all scales. It is also nonlinear: fluids cannot be unmixed.

These two walk hand in hand with what I am understanding.  The transition of one field of life to the next, I see as packages of quantum energy.  Formless, indescribable, but moving into expansion, into stability as a viewable expression.

Then there are others in contraction, condensing, like each breath they take is removing all the air from their life as they know it.  Which, for a moment, would have to harness the place of nothing, until the release begins the expansion (think, Big Bang.)

Now, if I can take the above understanding and place it into the readings of this week…  That zip line was not a line at all.  Instead, think of a zip lock baggie.  In one of my beautiful connections yesterday, this zip line actually opened to about 3-4 feet wide.  Big puffs of quantum energy was all that I could see within this container called the mans life I was connecting to.  On the other side of this container, were blobs of deep red, almost like a blood red.  At first I thought I was seeing hearts, but I wasn’t, I was feeling hearts and seeing blobs.  Love recreating itself in what will become new form.  The formless creating form.

One of my ladies yesterday threw me for a tailspin, at least for a moment.  Where her quantum opening should have been, I seen a rotating elliptical.  I recognized this elliptical from the logo of atomic energy.  Three elliptical moving around a nucleolus.  It took me all the way thru to this morning to really understand the significance of her addition to our story.

Each and every one of us are a universe unto ourSelfs.  Creating and uncreating our story of life.  Atoms are the building blocks of all matter, so are we.  Our body can be looked at as the nucleus, our immediate life field, the energy surrounding the nucleus.

From what I am understanding (again, I am not trying to be scientifically correct… at all) the 5 day period I had mentioned before, that started about June 30th, was (re)creating the nucleus of our Being.  The three day orientation period is serving to spark that nucleus into a charge that will produce our new life.

In most atomic symbols there are three elliptical’s, representing the movement of electrons.  Electrons play a major role in all chemical bonds.  Let’s take this out of the science lab and into human life.  When we meet each other for the first time, whether in person or on the net, we either feel attracted or repealed to another.  It is our internal chemical make up that creates the ‘attraction” and bonding.

So as our own universe collides with another, we are chemically changed and either bonded to their frequency or compelled to move away from it.  If we are going thru the chaos of change at the speed of hummingbird wings (as opposed to the flutter of butterfly wings) something intense is underway.

The Big Bang theory… OMG now this is really making my heart skip happy beats.  This info taken from this website (click here.)

Discoveries in astronomy and physics have shown beyond a reasonable doubt that our universe did in fact have a beginning. Prior to that moment there was nothing; during and after that moment there was something: our universe.

Nothing, that still point some people are undergoing.

Singularities are zones which defy our current understanding of physics. They are thought to exist at the core of “black holes.” Black holes are areas of intense gravitational pressure. The pressure is thought to be so intense that finite matter is actually squished into infinite density (a mathematical concept which truly boggles the mind). These zones of infinite density are called “singularities.”

After its initial appearance, it apparently inflated (the “Big Bang”), expanded and cooled, going from very, very small and very, very hot, to the size and temperature of our current universe.

The condensing!!  The black holes suck in all that is around it.  Which is why I had seen my last reading of the day, sitting at her west field and her entire world, inner and outer field of life, contracting.  Getting smaller and smaller until there is going to be nothing left to contract, then explosion outwards can be the only result.  Of course, after a pause for the cause!!

I can really understand this now, especially given my last few months.  My trip to the N.E. was the start of my contraction.  I had a rest period in Arkansas, and the moment I returned Home, the expansion began… and continues.  What it really means to me, to us, I have no flipping clue, except by the trinkets left in my meditations this last week.

A more stellar form being housed within our biology.  A multidimensionality that is going to truly blow our minds (meant both literally and symbolically lol)

Even this makes greater sense to what I have been feeling in my brains.  I have been uploaded and downloaded more times than I can ever count over the last 13 years.  I know what each feels like.  What I have been feeling lately is utterly different, more like an out-loading.  The new processes and understandings streaming outward from my center, my own nucleus.

I am obviously in extremely deep processes within mySelf these days.  When I go here, there is little else I can do, coherently (well, except the readings, which adds to my ongoing processes.)  Sadly, this affects my day-to-day tasks like responding to emails, sometimes (like now,) my processes are so deep, it’s all I can focus on.  But, I think, I am round that corner of understanding.  I will catch up!!

I am going to close on that note and get ready for today’s class.

Heaven is expanding thru the nucleus of our hearts… reaching outwards to the heaven unfolding!

I love you all SOUL much!

((((HUGZ)))) of wonder,

Lisa Gawlas

P.S. For those attending the “Gathering” July 19th thru the 21st, we will kick off our time together with a welcome dinner at my house about 6pm Friday evening (the 19th.)  I will get directions and details on my website sometime today (I hope.)





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  3. Hi Li li! I always giggle when you talk science and you know I love it so much cause I do have a science brain housed in a spiritual temple!

    I am reminded as well of two processes–one is the beating of the heart–it contracts and then expands and moves things forward with small pauses between the two phases!

    the second is when a cell comes to the point where it is going to divide–the DNA in the nucleus of the cell seems invisible and free floating and all of a sudden it concenses down into the genes we can see as tiny little X (and one y if you are a boy!) they then line up in the center of the nucleus and divide and now one becomes two and a whole new cell is born! Each of the phases of mitosis (cell division) has a small pause between each phase and of course after the division there is a rest period that is set for that type of cell in its dna–it divides according to divine timing–expanding into more perfectly.

    I so love this stuff!!!!Big hugs and keep on spinning us right round! 🙂 Alex


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