Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | October 22, 2016

The Resurrection and New Life. It Is, Indeed “OUR TIME.”


I don’t think I ever fully realized just how much energy clings to furniture until you remove all that furniture.  We won’t even mention the divine timing in everything!!  When I had to go meet with some of the board last week, I realized they have a yearly old furniture pick up that happened to be happening on the 23rd of this month.  The moment I heard that, there was a swooshing energy that went thru me that said, now is the time to get the new furniture that has been on my heart pretty much since I got here.  My mothers stuff was 19 years old, looked it and worse, felt it.  But until we started putting it out at the curb yesterday, I didn’t fully realize how much of the sadness was caught in the fabric of the furniture, equating to the fabric of my mother’s life.  I could literally see the energy gather with the furniture and get put out to the curb, allowing its transmutation back into the ethers.  It was the most intense emotional release I can remember having.  Then again, I am not around a lot deeply sad and heavy energy to begin with.  However, I do have to say, the day before, when I moved the chair my mother always sat in, from the livingroom out to the sun porch so I could vacuum and shampoo that area, I cried.  A part of me felt like I was moving my mother out of her own home.  Trust me, that feeling passed as soon as it came, but it was there for a moment none the less.  Then I just started bitching to my mother for choosing isolation for so many years.  The filth was just heart breaking.  I would have so helped her.  My neat freak of a mother almost ended her life in filth.  Truly ironic really.

Sitting in my newly furnished living room, my whole Being went into reflection of all that transpired, starting with the middle of the night visit I had with my mother’s soul energy on January 6th.  Because that visitation was so real and I wasn’t sleeping, but was woken out of sleep, I really thought she had died.  I called the office here to have them check on her.  My only true regret is that I didn’t pursue that visit any further.  I let it go when the office manager assured me she was alive and well.   Thank god Rune and my daughter Michelle came to the rescue, so the end was radically different than it would have been.

However, I do want to talk about my own body’s transition thru all this, starting with the day I left new mexico.  It has not been a pleasant thing to reside in since that day.  We talk about ascension symptoms a lot, there is also, as I am experiencing, complete resurrection symptoms too.

The week before I was leaving, my throat swelled up to the size of a plum directly at the vocal cord/thyroid area.  Granted I had voice issues over the past years, but never swelling like this.  It didn’t hurt or stop me from swallowing or talking, it was just huge!  I thought about going to my ears, nose and throat doc, but I didn’t want to get distracted with myself when my mother’s life was hanging in the balance.  The day I left, my throat was back to normal.  A complete change out in the energy frequency.  Man, this is freakin rough!!!

Then. the day I was leaving New Mexico, I was carrying my memory foam bed topper into my car and my right ankle completely gave out on me.  (Just for the record, I am understanding all this in hindsight.)  My emotional connection to my beloved home in the Jemez was severed in that moment.  It had to be, or I would have spent time missing that place, which has not ever happened at all.

Of course, my ass fell to the ground, but I got up and was ok.  Nothing hurt, until about 2-3 hours later.  Keeping in mind, I was planning on leaving out the next day, not that day.  The intense pain that started radiating inside my right leg from the ground up had me hobbling about.  I could barely walk.  I was planning on cleaning up so my landlady didn’t have to, but that was not happening.  Just trying to push the broom around brought tears to my eyes.  And then, it all just pushed me out the door.  I didn’t even finish my house sale, or finish loading my car… nope… away I went to my mother’s world.  The pain remained in my leg until I got a hotel room that night, then it went away as if it never happened.  I think the only way I have of explaining this event is like when you have a frayed extension chord and the energy is no longer flowing but breaking out of its flow.  Stepping into the hotel room allowed for the extension cord to fully release itself.

Once I arrived at my mother’s home, holy shit something happened to my left knee.  Bending it was the most painful thing I had experienced there.  Even crawling into bed was painful.  What the hell?  Am I falling a part here??  Squatting was no longer possible.  There was no swelling, no bumps or lumps… just pain for about a month.  At the same time, my big right toe went numb and I would get this freakin shocks into my big toe knuckle.  Holy freakin hell batman!  It too, last for about the same month or so as my knee pain.  WTF????????

So I do what I do, interpret the areas.  Toes area support that keep you in a state of balance as you move thru life.  Big toe is a main support, right side is the emotional/spiritual side.  OK, maybe this is what a plant feels when it goes into shock by being transplanted, root numbness with occasional stabbing pain in its flexibility???  Left knee is the flexibility of moving thru life.  Well, I can’t be flexible if I tried, my whole life and heart was trained souly on my mother and her wellbeing.

What I find really interesting if not completely odd, as my mother was admitted into the hospital, these two areas started to ease up and eventually ceased to be bothersome.  But now, it all moved up into my back, OMG I feel like an old lady here.  At least the back was much more bearable than the toe and knee was.  Once she came home from the hospital, then it was the arms as the back was fine now.  Especially the left outside area of the wrist.  OMG, like my big toe, stabbing pain on occasion. Then weakness of the arms and forearms, primarily on my left side, was added in.  HAY!!!  That’s not nice, I have got to live and help move my 220 pound mother, I need every ounce of muscle I could muster.  We look at the arms, our reach for life.  My left side, the flexibility needed to pull what I desired towards me (the wrist area) was going thru an electrical overhaul like my supporting balance system did back in July and August.  Jee Zuz!!!

And now, this past week, it is every knuckle on my right hand.  At least it’s not that stabbing pain, it just hurts, on occasion, when I bend them.  The emotional grasp of the life I desire.  The strength needed is still going thru an overhaul I suppose.  There weakness in the muscles of my arms is coming back, but like the flexibility in my left knee, slowly but surely.

If I didn’t know my body and hear its communication, I would have been running off to doctors myself.  It’s hard enough caring for a dying person, but when your own body feels like its falling apart… holy shit batman!!  At least it did it in sections and not all at once I suppose.  But it gets better and stronger each day.  Actually the legs and back are just fine now, it’s the arms still doing thru its energy changes.

Now, most of what I wrote here, I wrote yesterday.  I woke up so tired, my body felt like a 500 pound weight and was more focused on finding a massage therapist.  When I googled Massage therapist in Tarpon Springs, groupon was the first thing to come up.  I have never used groupon before, but hey, I am all about saving as much money as I can.  Holy shit, there is a lady offering a 90 minute massage for $39 and groupon had a first time special and I could take 25% off that.  So for $29 my body will be in heaven for 90 minutes!!  Unbelievable!!  While I was taking a shower, I heard my inner voice say, well look on groupon for a carpet shampooing place.  Sure enough, I am getting all three rooms of rugs shampooed for $39 Monday.  Holy heavens, I hit the lottery!! lol

When I called to book my massage appointment yesterday, I just fell in love with this lady.  For anyone taking advantage of a groupon special, especially with those doing physical labor like massage, tip heavily.  Groupon keeps 50% of the money, so my new massage therapist will only get $19.50 for 90 minutes of her time and energy.  Plus, groupon holds back 20% of that until after her special ends on groupon.  In our 15 minute, wonderful conversation, she said so many times she has been simply surviving for years.  Hell, at these rates, that’s not even surviving.  I know first hand, massage is hard work.  It is also a flooded market so, you have to be different and lean on that difference.  So I told her, if she was open to it, I would help her with marketing her differences, if she was open to it (and she was) I would teach her my way of massage and there is no one like me out there.  I also offered her my ionic detox setup as a gift.  She was thrilled and said she has been looking into getting one of those.  Well I had no idea why I brought it to florida with me, I could have easily sold it with my massage equipment before I left.  Nope, it was meant for her and to help her thrive.  Then she offered me an add on with my massage.  She said she has this medical equipment and she will give me a session.  She never really said what it was, but hey, I am game for anything!! lol

This morning, as I open up her website and look to see what sort of medical equipment she has… suddenly the reading I got last week… maybe I threw the baby out with the bath water.

On her webpage of services ( is a thing called Vibroacoustic Sound Therapy.  I never heard of such a thing so I just googled it.  “Vibroacoustic therapy (VAT) uses sound to produce vibrations that are applied directly to the body. During the vibroacoustic therapy process, a client lies on the specially designed mat or bed or sits in a chair that is embedded with speakers or transducers which transmit specific computer-generated frequencies into vibrations.”

I am super freakin excited!!!!!  And I am sitting here this morning, with the reading I had in my face, with this beautiful lady telling me about having a partner, being a part of a shop, using sound and tone therapy, she even said about creating my own healing deck of cards (again, using the Doreen Virtue reference.)  First of all, I am not musically or artistically inclined.  Baby and bathtub went the window.  Until I had this wonderful conversation with a friend last night and out of the blue she mentions my daughter Valorie creating art for healing cards.  Hmmmmmmmm!!

What is really really interesting, and I put this out here for everyone to feel, own and Be.  After I hung up with my new massage lady yesterday, my team repeated over and over again (like they even need to convince me to do this lol) “If you want to be more abundant, cause someone else to be more abundant.”   This morning, I realized they were not talking me into something, I was already joyfully engaged in what could be and how I might could help her thrive instead of survive, but their way of saying, pay attention, something much bigger is going to grow out of this new relationship.  YAY!!??

I have got to tie this in with it, since this too is being placed in my face.  Gotta love that team of mine lol.  As I started to come out of the intensity of the grieving process, my team repeated a phrase they have said many times over the decades as they gave me a full example of how it applied to me now.  “If you knew you could have it all, would you first give it all up?  My heaven, I gave it all away so that I can help my mother.  My mother, in turn, gave all she had away (to me of all people lol) so that she could have it all too.  We both died in our own way and both resurrected into a new, expanded field of Life.

And I cannot help but think of all the readings since being back and all the new powerful attributes available to the folks I connect with and I had wondered…. whats mine?  It’s only in using it do I ever realize the fullness of it… and I have a feeling, the new is going to be revealed thru this precious lady giving herself away on groupon!!

I am going to close with a thought from AA Michael “This is OUR TIME.”  Let’s live it out loud, together!!!!!

I love you all so much and million times more than that!!

Big big (((HUGZ)))) of new, resurrected Life thru and to ALL!!!  You are each so magnificent and I’m in love with you!!!  Thank you, All, for causing me and my mother to be so incredibly abundant thru these last few months.  May your return blow your ever loving minds😉❤

Lisa Gawlas

P.S.  TWO DAYS LEFT… I have put together a special using the energy of 1 (new beginnings) and 5 (change) on my 15 and 30 minute reading sessions.  Save 15% thru the 23rd (ahhh another 5 energy there lol) on 15 and 30 minute readings.  Type in coupon code: Changes to receive discount.



Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | October 19, 2016

The Power of You – Releasing the Fear and Laundry Lists.


I am going to kick off this sharing with an experience that happened on Monday during one of the readings.  My powerful lady that I was in the reading with, happened to be a part of the witch clan, and she was telling me, obviously still using her divine authority in retelling me about a declaration she made many years ago, something on the order of: she is done dating men in and connected to 3D and releases that from her.  As she was saying releasing 3D, the lights in my office flickered, the AC stopped, I felt the collapse of the energy field in my office, in my core of my Being and my phone actually put her on hold, but I couldn’t take her off hold either, I had to call her back.  This was such an amazing and powerful experience!!  It shows her power unmistakably.  I mean my heart and solar plexus was in shock for many minutes afterwards lol.  That is where I felt the implosion, or better said, the sucking in of energy the strongest.

Now lets look at the beginning of her reading (this energy collapsing happened 12 minutes in.)  I had to giggle as she was all decked out for Halloween in her witches outfit, right down to the black pointy hat and this all covering black cape/robe kind of thing.  Her foot tall, pointy hat (without the brim) served as a vortex of sorts, pulling in all the elements she needs to produce what she is focused on.  Then her team gave me a peek beneath the material of her hat, holy cow batman, there were all kinds of gears and rods working like a well made machine.  These gears and rods were taking the elements and binding them, changing them, doing whatever was needed to produce whatever she was focused on.  So really, outwardly, there was nothing she needed to do.  No mixing of potions, no chants or spells or anything of the things that brought the witch clan to this moment.  Now, it gathers at the source and the speed of focused thought, as my electrical experience shows!!

Her team also gave us a peak under her robe, I kinda felt like a peeping tom there lol.  Her feet and legs were bare but man oh man, sooooo beautiful.  I have to say the most beautiful legs I have ever seen.  They twinkled and glittered and just was luminous.  It was explained that her root chakra, her legs and feet were a part of Gaia’s energy, the core of Gaia walked the earth thru her.  How freakin beautiful!!

Now to get to the energy of her stated desire, which I found interesting and this may be a problem for many who may feel challenged and bringing to them what they say they desire.  When she was talking about releasing 3D relationship from her field, that was obviously powerful and producing.  When she stated she was ready for a relationship (lets just use the phrase 5D, even tho we don’t use that phrase, I think it us used enough everyone will understand the meaning,) the energy was nowhere near like the release.  She wants it, but not with her whole Being.

Which brings me to repeated information thru the readings this week.  This is where our power gets strongest and most effective as well as quick in production.  The desire HAS to be with your whole Being.  Imagine you are putting every ounce of your weight into it, your whole heart and soul.  Many things that people say they desire are concepts, which has little power.  Or even, the opposite, there is such a laundry list housed around a desire, it completely skews the energy.  Or (we can go on and on with the or’s lol) in the desire we also trying to hone in on the how.  (How it will arrive)  That takes the fullness of unlimited potential and creates all sorts of limitations around its arrival, delaying and at times. completely eliminating its arrival.

Then there was this lady, her clan is the magnetic field clan.  Whatever took place in our connection, my language skills completely fell apart.  I became like a babbling idiot trying to bring into words the power I was seeing!!  Geez!! Beneath her feet, excuse me, as part of her feet were tons of ribbons that were magnetic fields, magnetic highways if you will.  Each one carrying a different frequency of direction, all so freakin beautiful and flowy as they stretched outwards from her feet.  Here I am again, with a loss for words, we really need a new language lol.  So I am going to condense the important message that came thru for all of us thru her reading.  Since she has complete access to anywhere at any time (yes, we all do, but we all do, differently) and she was talking about already using her field to produce food for those in Syria and other war-torn places.  She added this amazing sentence that I have seen a million times, but never ever realized the fear base it stems from.  She said that she always adds “for the highest and greatest good.”  The moment one states that, embeds fear.  The person saying it is afraid they are going to do harm to someone by their own desires.  Drop that language from your everything.  Same with “for a benevolent outcome.”  Unless you know in your heart you are wishing harm to come to others, then yeah, put the protection around what you are doing, but I don’t know anyone that is intending that in what they do.  Maybe one says it because they are afraid of their own power, get over that.  Can you imagine God saying such thing?  Even thinking such thing?  Guess what… you are god made manifest.  Own it and stop being afraid of your own power or that you would or could do unintended harm!!  Trust YourSelf the way god trusts him/her Self❤ You – We Are One!!

Another thing that came thru this wonderful connection was something I touched on above but will bring the reasons into greater clarity here.  When we are manifesting something, anything really, get over the “how,” leave the how completely out of the equation.  A couple of example that were given to my magnetic lady can really clear this up I feel.  One example is… lets say you want a specific car.  That is enough.  However, if your language involves specifics like how, you may inadvertently take the car right out from someones ass.  Meaning, someone was paying their car note, defaulted and the car went to you.  No need to take a thing from anyone!!  But we do unintentionally by putting too much a laundry list together.  Maybe you were thinking of going to a car auction to get a good price, that would equate the how…  And I am hearing “No, this is not a place where the “highest good” sentence should be used, it’s a fear based energy, period.”

Then I got a clip from Bruce Almighty!!  This was awesome really.  Let’s say you were wishing the moon was bigger and brighter for whatever reason.  Like in Bruce Almighty you pulled the moon closer to the earth (yes, you can do that!!) but just like in Bruce Almighty, it will create cataclysms world wide.  So knowing your power, your use of that power and perfecting it… important to say the least.  We have three months, to the close of this year.  Meaning, buffers (our teams) are in place so that we don’t create cataclysms to ourselves or anyone else.  2017…. that’s another story!!

Well, I am going to close on that thought today.  I am starting to crash and it’s not even 7am yet!!  There must be some sort of reboot happening, when I got home yesterday afternoon from furniture shopping, I was wiped out.  I mean, no energy to even think a thought.  I am surprised I am feeling that again now.  Thank goodness tomorrow is a day off (and I get my new furniture too, yay.)  So I am saving what I have left for the 3 prescious souls I will connect to today.

I love you and thank you for all that comes thru you to the All of Us!!!

(((((HUGZ)))) of magnetic fields ‘o plenty❤

Lisa Gawlas

P.S.  I have put together a special using the energy of 1 (new beginnings) and 5 (change) on my 15 and 30 minute reading sessions.  Save 15% thru the 23rd (ahhh another 5 energy there lol) on 15 and 30 minute readings.  Type in coupon code: Changes to receive discount.





Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | October 18, 2016

Tribes and Clans. Timelines and Timelessness.


Boy oh boy is there a ton of understandings I cannot wait to share today.  Thank goodness my day doesn’t start until unusually late today.  So let that serve as a warning, this is going to be a long sharing!!

I am going to back up to Saturday morning before I left out for the reading field.  To say I was feeling the unsureness of performance anxiety would be an understatement.  I was sitting here at the kitchen table, and I asked to see an image of the field.  I thought I was seeing my first connection, but I wasn’t, I think they gave me an overall view of… lets just call it our timeline potentials.  I could see a body (no ones in particular I guess, or maybe mine but didn’t really see the body long enough to connect to it) and this metal tubey thing covered its entirety (the whole body is now considered your “core.”)  At the top and bottom of this tubey thing, were things that looked like propellers, metal tabs that extended outwards from the top and bottom (head and feet) about an easy 10 feet out and there were too many to count.  What the hell is that??  I had no idea.  It’s only now that I understand it.  The construct was made out of this metal, a deep gray-silver metal, representing earth elements, since that is our current incarnation of consciousness placement.  The metal represents earth.  The propeller things hooks into timelines, dimensions, collectives and so on.  We can be accessing a higher consciousness with the propellers (and they are not propellers, I am just using that as a description to call them something) and our feet in a completely different density reality.  We all have this mechanism.  Our job over the final quarter of this year is to become intimately familiar with it, with using it.  And finding ways to make sure our head propeller and feet propeller open to the same frequency.  This, as all things we are getting familiar with, will be trial and error until it’s not, at least thru the end of this year.

Again, on that day, seeing this image (without any understanding of it) and assuming I was seeing my first appointment, I asked to see an image of me, of where I am right now.  It was such a crisp, clear visual.  I was in the dark, like the dark of the night, off to my left (which now represents the fullness of consciousness instead of just physical life) was this huge, bright rising sun coming up from the horizon and the image of me running as fast as I could, towards the sun.  I just had to giggle.  Yup, that’s what I feel like, especially that day, my first day back into readings.  I am running towards your light to drink of your soul shine!!

Yesterday, I booked a lady in the 8am slot, completely forgetting I don’t start my days now until 8:30 since I actually have to drive to work.  When I pulled out of my car port, the full moon was brilliant in the early morning sky.  I took pictures, of course:

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It wasn’t until I pulled into the parking lot where my office is did I get the fullness of this early morning experience.  The image I was shown on saturday fully expressing itself in my created reality on Monday:




That sunrise is to the left of my office door and the flood of light was as brilliant as the image i had seen Saturday morning.  The full moon coming out of the night to touch into the new day rising.  A full on expression of my own life.  In a way, my life has been in the night sky since July, focused on the only thing in front of me, my mothers well-being.  Then, spending 9 days in the grieving process, a true dark night of the soul, but not as horrific as the first time around, this is the millionth time (over the last 17 years) and came with understanding and allowance for its need to be.  However, this sunrise, this new day, was and is unlike any other coming out of the dark night.  It is the everlasting new day.  This may sound corny, but I am hearing it in relationship to all this “and on the third day, he rose again.”  This may have been my personal experience, but it includes every one of us, our collective, our tribe fully alive upon this precious earth. We have come thru it all, together, as One. Together we opened up a new day that will never end, but only get brighter from here on out!!

Keeping in flow of my own experiences, before I get to the nuggets zooming out of each connection, I was over the moon excited to have someone read for me.  I purposely choose a medium because all I wanted was my mother and/or father to come thru.  And yes, I do have my own connection, but again, I am still human and have my blockers in place (my own doing, of course.)  I just wanted another mouth piece to give me some messages.

The first thing I did when I went into the room with this beautiful lady, was check her energy field.  Tiny little sparkles, kinda reminded me of fairies I guess, fluttering around her back and shoulders.  Kewl, this lady is connected.  Yay.  Yet, as this precious soul started giving me messages, everything she was telling me I was getting ready to do, I have already done, some things as long as 10 years ago.  She was very accurate, just reading a timeline as if it was new to me.  It was already long past.  Right down to writing a book that contained my memoirs. Did that a decade ago.  She talked about having a physical place to work out of with a partner, did that back in 2010, and I will not do that again!!  Tho she did talk about the increase of frequency happening and the expansion of light coming in which will take my (our) abilities to a whole other level.  She mentioned about just coming out of a dark place.  On my drive to go meet with her, I acknowledged to my team that I have indeed come thru the last of the dark nights of the soul experience with this passage with my mom.  So I understood what she was seeing.  There was plenty of validation that what she was getting was accurate, but very little in this present moment.  Except to say that Archangel Michael was standing to my right.  Yup, that’s my dude!!  She also said she was getting the color yellow and asked if I had a connection to yellow.  YES!!  That’s my validator, has been for 16 years especially thru the Coldplay song, Yellow.  So I knew my team was saying, pay attention.  She mentioned something my team threatened me with for years, and as far as I am concerned, I reached that already.  Tho my team disagrees.  She said I must put myself on a bigger platform, that someone is or will be coming into my path that will put me on a platform equal to Doreen Virtue.  Alrighty then, I don’t want that… but hell, I know this game isn’t about what the small me wants.  We shall see.  I am not writing any more books tho.  Too much work for too little return (money wise.)  Ohhh she also said about doing hands on work, that there is a tremendous energy that flows out of my hands.  I did 7 years of massage work, ain’t doing that again either.

When she asked if I had any questions, I said I was hoping some of my family would come thru.  That didn’t go well.  Altho she said there were two ladies standing next to me and a male off to the side near her, but he wasn’t ready or able to communicate.  She never got the mother father connection, or the timeline of my mothers passing.  I relieved her struggle by saying my mother was never a mother to me, so that is probably why you cannot feel the mom connection.  It didn’t matter.  I was ready to go.  Bless her heart.

On my drive home, my team reminded me of something I tell people who have had not so wonderful readings with “psychics,” they cannot see beyond their own timeline.  None of us can.  We our vibration is aligned with lets say, 2010, we cannot see beyond that.  So it’s not that they are not accurate, just seeing from a different timeline.  The reasons she had so much trouble with the medium part, we changed the timeline to one that exists in a whole other realm of frequency.

It was all so worth the experience, the confirmation of something I have been saying (thru your teams) for decades and really helped me understand the entanglement of time in a brand new way.

OK, enough about me and my crazy adventures!!  Let’s get to the light show of readings.  Have I told you lately just how much I love and appreciate you.  You really are my fine wine of consumption and I deLight in you on so many levels.

The “clans” are so wide and so vast it gives me a smile every day.  The “magnetic force’ clan, the “witch” clan, hell, I didn’t even realize until just now that each of you showing up right now are representing a unique association with each clan.  Again, the use of the word “clan” is spirits, not my own.  So let’s be really clear on this usage:

  1. a group of close-knit and interrelated families (especially associated with families in the Scottish Highlands).
    synonyms: group of families, sept; More

    • informal
      a family, especially a large one.
      “the Kennedy clan gathered for the celebration”
      synonyms: group of families, sept; More

    • a group of people with a strong common interest. (I would say, abilities as opposed to just interests.)
      “New York’s garrulous clan of artists”
      synonyms: group, set, circle, clique, coterie; More

Unlike clans on the physical earth, there is no inner or outer fighting, the need for domination or anything like that.  Instead, we are like a tapestry, interwoven threads (clans) that create new images, new realities every moment.  The more we allow ourselves to interweave into the lower platforms on earth, the higher their vibration has to go.  That changes completely any given landscape of energy, of outcomes.  For example, I cannot make a statement containing a higher truth that does not affect all clans on earth.  For those still held to the density of duality, I will piss some people off, put them on the defense.  That’s awesome, let’s stir things up a bit.  For those working beyond the field of Karma, it stirs you up to greater potentials, of abilities and cohesiveness.  And trust me, you do the same for me, in all-ways.

Ohhh here is an added tid-bit (as I am pondering the difference,) within a tribe are many many clans.  I was wondering about the use of the word tribe (as my team uses it, it’s always about how my team talks and not how anyone else talks) vs the use of the word clan.  Wholeness and diversity is crucial in tribes.

Now let me mentions some of the information that came thru yesterday’s connections.  My first, beautiful lady asked a question that I find profound in reply and I know it is important for all of us to understand, intimately.  Other people (first off, ignore other people) have told her that she is too ungrounded, she lives in the ethers and wanted to know how to bring her soul more into body.  Don’t you dare!!!  We are now in our multidimensional form for use and all that goes with it.  Our energies, to include consciousness and soul, reaches beyond the limitations of time and space.  A place, a frequency freedom we have all worked our asses off to achieve and you sure as hell don’t want to put the genie back into the bottle.  It may take a little practice being this expanded at all times, but please, know this is the best possible outcome you could have ever hoped for, regardless of what other people may say you need to be, or do, or act.

And then we come to that pesky word, healing.  Release it from your vocabulary once and for all.  Please.  And with this, I speak only to those who are free of the karmic energies that they came in with.  Others are still working that out and healing is their only next important step.  You know who you are😉  We have all gone thru this process and know… KNOW it is done!!!

There is nothing that will take you out of the expanded field of timelessness than the association of healing.  You bring your consciousness back down to the field of imperfection, of lack, of something is wrong and needs to be fixed.  When something is healed, it can only go back to the way it was.  However, when you change your focus to raising the vibration, the frequencies, it goes beyond the way it was into higher forms of itself.  Changing the focus in this way, allows you to see the fuller potential and go there instead of the limited potential of restoration.  I hope I am saying this in a way that makes sense.  This redirection came thru several times yesterday and spirit is more adamant about it now that they have been over this last year.  Even if we see the earth in need of healing, we take ourselves out of the realm of perfection and upliftment and go back to a timeline where that is (your) truth.

Well, there (as always) is so much more to share, but for whatever reason, my team is giving me the all done sign for today.  So, I will leave off here until tomorrow.

Big big ((((HUGZ)))) of timeless adventures and empowered moments to and thru ALL!!!

Lisa Gawlas

P.S.  I have put together a special using the energy of 1 (new beginnings) and 5 (change) on my 15 and 30 minute reading sessions.  Save 15% thru the 23rd (ahhh another 5 energy there lol) on 15 and 30 minute readings.  Type in coupon code: Changes to receive discount.

Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | October 17, 2016

Living BEYOND the 3D Realm of Life!!


It is funny how things can change from one moment to another, right down to my schedule.  When I looked at my appointment calendar on my phone Saturday night, I had 4 appointments sitting.  I knew the last one of the day had to cancel since she emailed and told me that.  When I opened my online calendar yesterday, I was down to two appointments, ok… an early and quick day, don’t want to gobble up too much light at once I guess lol.  Then I get to my office and my first appointment is MIA, now I’m down to one and what a One she was!!!  Holy sunshine batman!!  Literally!!

Before I get to that tho, I do want to mention something my team was leaning on me to share yesterday, but I forgot and here they are today again.  Our super powers.  Our spiritual abilities.  In doing all my readings now, I fully realize that was what is taking place is a sort of x-ray vision.  Since everyone is showing outside my office walls, the matter, the energy that makes up my walls disappears.  I do not see my walls, nor the items near them, they all disappear so that my vision is focus souly on the presentation outside.  My team is explain (ohhhh this is getting good) that it is not a trick of the eyes, but a frequency platform that we connect on, beyond the earth realm, beyond what we call the 3D level of matter.  This x-ray vision is simply a start of what we are all capable of, with focus and intent.  The walls are out of our vibratory range, which means, if I didn’t get distracted back into the 3D realm when I stood up or held that space firmly enough, the ability to walk thru them would take place, because our vibration is beyond the 3D realm.

Taking it a step further, what I see, what I call the details of your reading are as real as the walls were before the connection.  Which means if a magic carpet showed up in a reading, it is quite literally there to use.  Meaning, I could step onto that magic carpet and we could fly around, seen only by those with eyes to see (eyes that can see beyond 3D.)

Now that makes sense since so many times I could literally feel the texture of what I am seeing thru you.  And my team asks a question I never thought to ask… how could I feel a texture of anything if it wasn’t real.  Hmmmm… good question!! lol

We call ourselves multidimensional but really have little understanding of what that means and more importantly, how to use the fullness of ourselves.  (Finger pointed directly at my face lol.)

Now let me straddle this with my lovely lady yesterday.  Since she was my one and only, we just stayed connected until we both ran out of things to glean from each other.

Her image as she showed up outside my office was breathtakingly beautiful.  Full on sun energy, with 4-5 umbrellas made out of sun as well.  I mean fire, sun fire.  I know the energy signature of our sun when I connect to it and she is full on sun energy.  Her umbrellas are part of her energy tool set that is not a separate thing from her field, but as much a part of her as her arms and legs are.  Her team explained why I could not settle on 4 or 5, because it is both.  To put this simply, she has 4 when she is complete a desire.  I get that, with a twist, from my simple numerology, 4 is a cycle of completion on the earth, with us now, it is transformed into a cycle of completion of desire in our earth realm.  My team is now reminding me that several years ago, they (so many teams) told us that as we evolve into higher Light Beings on earth, much of our esoteric systems will change too, to include numerology, rocks and crystals, everything has a newer, fuller, higher vibrational expression, just as we do too.  She uses the 5th sun energy umbrella to change things.  Uncreate if you will.  This 5th one became really interesting to understand, it contained the energy from the core of the sun as well as the atmosphere around the sun.  You must use the inside and the outside if you truly desire change.  The four umbrellas harnessed the four quadrants of the sun (North side, East side and so on.)

Something else came out as we were understanding her sun clan energy connection.  Dragons.  Her closest allies are dragons and all dragons, no matter their attributes, are a part of the sun clan.

OMG, I just got a hellofan insight for myself (and I hope, others, as well.)  I would have sworn I would be a sun clan gal, I have been a sun worshiper since I was a child.  I just got a flash of an experience in my early meditation days, when the blessed mother gutted me like a fish.  The took she used to energetically cut me from clavicle to pelvis in my meditation was AA Michaels sword of truth.  She gutted lifetimes of bullshit and it spilled out of me like black ooze.  Before she did this, her words to me were to “Lay down all my beliefs so I could be filled with the truth of Spirit.”  But even the sun must play a part in illuminating the truth in hidden corners.  Interesting!!!

OK back to my lady lol.  One of the things that was as repeated with her as they were repeated the day prior, we must own everything.  When we say we “need” something, we separate ourselves from it.  Keep in mind, you/we are fully empowered Masters Now.  Whether you believe that or not, well, that’s up to you and that is how you will work your mastery.    To give an example, since so many people can relate to this desire.  Lets say you need X amount of dollars to do or get something, KNOW it is already there.  The moment you say something like I need, when I have, whatever takes you out of already having it, you put space between you and it.

We can even back this up with my recent experiences.  Back in the 2nd quarter of this year, when so many readings were preparing the person for change, for intense change that comes with intense growth, I wanted that too.  My life was not a changing environment at all.  I woke up, wrote my blog, did my readings, processed thru the afternoon then slept… rinse and repeat.  I want this growth, this change, these challenges too.  I may have never stated it out loud, in those kind of sentences, but my core was bubbling with desire.  Well, I obviously got more than I bargained for!! lol  And will be eternally grateful for every nano second of it…. and it continues.

Well, I am running out of morning as I have to take a shower then get to the office.  There is so much more to share from my connection. but sadly that is going to have to wait until tomorrow.  I do want to put this out there, I booked a reading at a local metaphysical shop near me, with a medium.  Ha!!  I just realized it is at 2pm today… my mother died (her heart stopped beating) at 2pm.  Hmmmm… I’m kind of excited.  And yes, I can hear, but sometimes, I block my parents out (excuse me, a lot of times) because I am too worried I am self creating it (pesky human that I am.)  So I have 20 minutes of someone else’s gift to utilize!!  YAY!!  Someone who does not know me and therefore, eliminates bias.

Have an amazing day, enjoy your Self in all ways, and dare to go beyond the confines of 3D every change you get!!!

I love you so much!!  ((((HUGZ))))) filled with wide-eyed adventures and unlimited experiences to and thru ALL!!!

Lisa Gawlas

P.S.  I have put together a special using the energy of 1 (new beginnings) and 5 (change) on my 15 and 30 minute reading sessions.  Save 15% thru the 23rd (ahhh another 5 energy there lol) on 15 and 30 minute readings.  Type in coupon code: Changes to receive discount.

Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | October 16, 2016

Masters, You are Now Out of Time Completely!!



Well Hallelujah, I’m back!!  Thank you again for waiting (and waiting and waiting.)   There was a few common themes thru each of the (4) readings yesterday.  I know as the days and more readings unfold, more understanding and information will come thru, but for today, here is what I am understanding.

We are out of time.  Every person showed up outside my office, literally outside, and each person hovering about 6 feet above the ground.  As I acquaint myself to what the new field looks like, my new reading field, it was made very clear that anyone showing up outside is out of time, literally outside of time-space.  The karmic field in which they incarnated to clean up, has been totally cleared.  So the if we think of it this way, the effects of gravity has no hold on those without old karma that keeps one bound to a certain place or thing.  Even as I write that, and think about where I am now living, I hear a “but…” lol.  Dammit!!  I’ll get to that “but” in a moment (I hope lol.)

First lets understand the word karma as my team uses it.  The majority of us, when we were born, had karmic blueprints embedded into our DNA so that we would (one day when the time was right) cross paths with others, with areas, to finish up unresolved energy.  To Master that field of energy.  So many times we hear the word karma and think negative things.  Not all karma is negative, a lot is actually very positive too.  But even the positive could be unresolved in its mastery.  Lets take two examples that I am seeing right now.  That perfect job you once held (instantly my own mind goes back to Terminix lol) and how much you loved it, how good you were at it, how it and you thrived together.  Then one day… it all just fell apart.  That is because you mastered the perfection of that place and there is no need to linger, but time to go onto other adventures.  Same with some relationships, be it friendships or love interests.  You mastered the perfection of togetherness.  The task became completed, the energy receded.

We, as humans, get rather hung up on the “forever” gig.  There are many levels of experience and inexperience happening all at once on the earth plane.  For some just acquainting themselves with the earth realm and its intense dualities, the newer souls or even some of the older souls who just wanted to be here for this grand event, may actually be in long-term relationships, jobs, whatever.  Then again, there are many long-term relationships (that includes jobs, areas and things as well) that are long past its expiration point, but familiarity keeps them in place.  These precious souls are still working out their own karma, their own mastery.  These folks, if I ever read for them, would show up in my office space.  Just to be clear, this has nothing to do with the fields layout for the few days I actually did readings back in August.  The field, WE have changed since then, so has the layout of the readings.

Another thing that comes with being “out of time” is that we have access to all time.  Also, my team is using the words “time, frequency and dimension” as one and the same thing.  If we change the timeline one iota, then we equally change the frequency to match that timeline and the dimension it exists within.  You cannot change one without changing all three.

All four people had very different attributes as part of their energy for accessing timelines.  This too, is the keynote of a master.  And let me tell you, YOU ARE a master.  That was repeated over and over and over again yesterday.  You are not becoming anything, YOU ARE.  You Are unique unto yourSelf as are your skills.  For example, I was able to see your skills, but I have no clue how you are going to use them to your fullness.  I don’t have access to that information, only you do.  No one else can tell you the depth of your abilities, it is for you to use and perfect.  All I am doing is opening the window shade for you to see what you have upon your energy field, Now.

Let me give you a few examples.  The merlin clan (smile) uses their clothes, the colors of their clothes as magic enhancers.  My first lady on the field yesterday was of the merlin clan.  She had on this thick beautiful robe that instantly reminded me of merlin, but the design and color flow was unique to her skills.  The palate was this Light infused blue with images/patterns of something I couldn’t tell you what it was but it was maroon trimmed in a deep gold throughout her robe.  Her homework was to start to use and understand the maroon and gold together, then add in the blue because it enhances and changes her magic.

As I find the image for todays sharing, I am suddenly compelled to add this.  My merlin lady had her arms and hands held in exactly the position shown in the art I used for this sharing.  Her hands and open container drawing in whatever she was focused on, which would include timelines as well.  Her arms fused together to create the “wand” of creation.  At first her open hands were aligned with her third eye and as she moved her arms down wards towards her heart, I could feel the energies intensify, become stronger in her creation magic.

Another lady, she had 6 pointed stars/spurs on the back of her bare feet.  This is how she access timelines.  I have no idea what clan she hails from, I guess that wasn’t important, yet or was so unfamiliar to me, her team did not attempt to confuse me more than I already was.  These cowboy looking spurs were at the back of her heels, her bare feet and these spurs were a part of her heels.  The left side accessed consciousness, the right side spiritual emotion.

Which reminds me, things have changed even in our right and left sides since I last did readings.  The left side now represents consciousness as opposed to our physical life.  This being due to the fact we are no longer held to time.  Each morning we wake up, we start at zero time.  What we feel and engage in, sets the timeline we are going to experience in that day.  Of course, it always changeable as the day goes on and it changes by what we are consciously focused on.  Let me share a quote that I am hearing right now “Master, master your moments of experience.”

Ohhh and I had a lady with antennas coming out of her head,  This was weird as it was kewl to see.  The antenna that was constantly on was the right antenna.  The emotional antenna.  It was tapping into particular grids depending on what my lady was feeling.  The left antenna was particles and only became form when she had a conscious desire (and the word desire is incredibly inadequate, but the only word I can use to come close to explaining this) the particles became form, her left antenna merging with the right antenna and changing the grid access.  To me, the grids looked like slices of honeycombs scattered all over space.  There are, more or less, different vibrations/experiences of consciousness.

And then there was someone near and dear to my heart and her reading makes even more sense this morning than it did yesterday.  She challenged me in understanding let me tell ya.  Cuz she was outside like everyone else, yet, her wrists were bound by this rope.  She moved to align with my sliding glass doors, looking inside.  Then I shifted my vision to my office space and about two feet in front of me, were 6 white baby mice.  What the hell is that???  Mice has your reach for life bound up??  What??????

Ohhhh 6, soul partnership, babies, a new relationship that is a soul partnership.  The mouse pays attention to details, stealth and invisibility.  She told me she met a new friend about 3 months ago.  Her friend is very life oriented instead of seeing the bigger picture of spirit.  Yet, they do have a common desire together, an intentional community.  My beautiful lady’s task is to help her new friend go beyond duality, to see and experience the bigger picture.  This is a very important soul relationship and her friend came on board in this particular time to assist my lady with her mastery of relieving duality.  For an intentional community as they desire to work, duality must become an asset instead of a detriment.  This is the same lady who helped relieve the duality of my car payment from me and took it on as her own.  Well she paid off my high interest note and I pay her back interest free.

I almost forgot!! lol Going back to our placements on earth, we are moving around, shifting like crazy where we are shine the most light.  Where we can and will harness a great amount of power and energy thru our Being and equally, assisting to loosen the energies of dense duality to a place of power, of Light!!!

It is only this morning I am hearing the use of the phrase “clans.”  The body of energies we have come here to embody and use.  There are many many clans we (excuse me, I) have never heard of, therefore I cannot assign a name to them… yet.  However, as I typed out the merlin clan above, I instantly heard “and your from the AA Michael clan.”  Really?  Well here is another twist I couldn’t have imagined… so was the dude we know and love as Jesus.  I know my team heard my inner questioning about Sananda, one of my greatest teachers/allies upon this journey.  Well, even he had to hail from a clan as well.  Incarnations are like that😉

Unlike what we think of as clans on earth, there is a constant sharing of each other.  Of our skills, our energies, binding and tying them together for grander experiences.  So other clans will show up to enhance their part in your part, teach you/us how to bind their magic in our magic and vise versa.

This will be the true communities that form.  A partnership, a tapestry so blended and cohesive we don’t know where one energy starts and another ends.  This is exactly what happened as I shifted to Florida.  The Masters, the clans of my tapestry came together so bountifully to produce the magic gifted to my mother in her last three months of life.  Which was gifted to the whole, to and thru the ALL and forever, changed time as we know it.

We entered an amazing place as we transitioned into October.  The last quarter of this phase of our growth.  We will (to quote spirit from yesterday) dock into 2017 fully alive.  The energy of 2017 as I see it this morning is a Light emitting emerald-green!!!

On that note, I have to get ready to go to the office.  Again, thank you for the long wait to get back into the field of Spirit again, you are so incredibly appreciated!!  I love and honor you sooo damn much!!!!

Big big big (((((HUGZ))))) filled with magic and truth to and thru ALL!!

Lisa Gawlas

P.S.  I have put together a special using the energy of 1 (new beginnings) and 5 (change) on my 15 and 30 minute reading sessions.  Save 15% thru the 23rd (ahhh another 5 energy there lol) on 15 and 30 minute readings.  Type in coupon code: Changes to receive discount.



Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | October 13, 2016

Getting There….


Slowly but surely, I am making a path back into my life.  But let me tell ya, the energy in this community I am now calling home (absolutely small h there) is like shoveling cement.  Thick, heavy and ohh so dense.  I woke up two days ago with my whole awakened focus paying attention to the energy hanging in the air (not on purpose, it’s just the way I woke up) and it was so still and heavy, oppressive really.  Instantly I knew why I had to get my office when I did.  Like so many things in life, even our spiritual path is really 20/20 in hindsight and I became grateful I have that place to work from, because working the way we do, from here, impossible.  And then came the pesky words I so did not want to hear from our beloved Kryon:  Lighthouses are not built in safe places, but where they are needed the most.  SHUT UP!!  That is not what I want to hear, thank you very much!!

I cannot help but recall the words that jumped out of my damn mouth the first day my mother told me she wanted to put me on the title.  She explained that when she passed, I could sell it and get all the money back that was invested in her well-being.  I told her, that was not my money, but a world-wide community effort in love and I don’t want that money back, but I will stay and live here.  I shocked myself with the last 6 words.  I don’t like this place at all, energetically speaking.  lol

The last couple days, between continuing to clear out my mother stuff and focusing back on my life, putting in change of addresses, ordering new checks and return labels for envelopes, OMG my heart is just shattering.  I officially know what a plant feels like when it goes into shock by being transplanted.  Only, I wasn’t transplanted into a healthier environment, instead, I was taken out of fertile soil and put into decrepit sandy soil.  Thank god I come packing my own inner nutrients!! lol  33 christed pounds of extra nutrients!! lol Diet time again!!!

I met with two of the board members yesterday, thank you Florida law for protecting my ass!!  Much to this communities dismay, they cannot kick me out.  Florida law states that of someone in a caretaker role inherits a home in a 55 and above community, they by law, established residence and have full rights to remain.  The attorney who did the paperwork for my mother told us that clearly and I know she equally made sure the main man who runs this place knew it too.  So I got an ear full of their rules… I can have no traces of weeds near my home.  Because my mother was sick for a long time (seems they knew that) she got free pass.  No motorcycles allowed in this community at all and there are only a handful of homes designated as dog friendly, mine is not and I am not even allowed to have a visitor with a dog.  The one lady explained to me, that she had a friend come with a dog and the dog stood in the car.  So the dog can stay in a hot car outside the house, but not in a cool house.  Alrighty then!!

I can so see why my mother loves this place, suddenly so much is making sense to me.  The superficial beauty is the only thing that is cared about here.  My mother was exactly like that too, see my outer perfection, but don’t come peeking too deep…

I mention twice in this little meeting about getting a wellness committee together, explaining twice how I found my mother and her home.  I was ignored both times and the subject instantly changed.  That’s ok… I have nothing but time on my side now.  Especially since they have this odd rule that you must own your home for 2 years before you can rent it out.  Weird.

There are some perks to living here, I am only about an hour away from Disney and with two grandsons who will LOVE doing Disney and universal, well that alone is a good reason to have this place.  I own the land and mobile home free and clear so I only have to pay monthly maintenance fees that include basic cable, water, sewer, trash and lawn care.  That’s kewl, I can’t rent a place with all that for the $210 a month it costs.

Yesterday and this morning I am reminded of a quote from Neale Donald Walsch I put on my facebook a few days ago:  “It is okay to be at a place of struggle. Struggle is just another word for growth. Even the most evolved beings find themselves in a place of struggle now and then. In fact, struggle is a sure sign to them that they are expanding; it is their indication of real and important progress. The only one who doesn’t struggle is the one who doesn’t grow. So if you are struggling right now, see it as a terrific sign — celebrate your struggle.”
― Neale Donald Walsch

I am struggling to find my footing, my place in this new landscape.  I am both grieving and going thru transplant shock at the same time.  I am in gratitude and awe of all that has transpired, not to mention the enormous world-wide support, love fest that allowed these 3+ months to transpire with dedicated focus to my mother.  I live each day now, overflowing with tons of emotions I have not felt in a very very long time, some, not at all.

I woke up this morning KNOWING that even tho this is the a place I would have never chosen for myself to live, it is exactly where I must be Now.  I have said this a million times thru so many readings over the years “you don’t have to like where you are, but you should honor it and delve deeper into why you are there.”  I’m delving!!  Selling this place is not an option, never has been.  Equally tho, as I am seeing right now… the last 5 years in the Jemez was intensely important.  I grew unencumbered with the highest of energies and the love of the Guardians of Shambhala.  I attracted you to me and me to you.  Thru our connections and communications we created a brand new collective that is alive and flourishing on this amazing earth.  And now… the true work begins… (whatever that may be.)

I do want to mention something odd, bizarre (to me) even.  Since my mother’s passing on the 3rd, every single day between 4-5 pm, my body becomes drained of energy.  Like someone pulls a plug and empties me out every day at that time.  I could barely stay awake.  Maybe it’s my team flushing the toilet each day lol.  I don’t know, but it has been consistent.

At least this morning tho, I woke up with the Light of excitement shining thru.  It’s been awhile since I woke up feeling this way.  It’s a good thing too, we start reading again on the 15th… I am so excited and so freakin nervous all at the same time!!  I think we are rounding the time to have a house lighting party too.  I am amazed at how many of you live close by… Maybe November we can conspire towards that!!

Well, on that note, I found a metaphysical store near by that opens at 10am.  I am going to go stand in the midst of some crystals and re-energize myself.  Sadly I left so many of my crystals (and all my shoes, pots and pans and other things I wanted to bring with me) in the Jemez.

I love you all so much.  Again, I thank you for taking such good care of my soul and my mother’s soul (and our bodies too lol) thru this life changing time.  We would have never done so well, so beautifully and gracefully all that needed to be done, without each and every one of you.

See you in the field soon!!  (((((HUGZ))))) of wonder and bliss to and thru ALL!!

Lisa Gawlas

P.S.  My daughter Valorie’s beloved cat Fenix passed away yesterday.  Please send my daughter loving comfort, this is going to break her heart and she is stuck in jail to deal with the emotions.  Fenix has been a part of our lives since 2004, born in Idaho, moving to Iowa and then finally Virginia with us.



Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | October 10, 2016

The Return….

Creation Laura Sotka 2008

Laura Sotka 2008

Attempt number 2!!  I spent two hours yesterday writing this blog, and with some crazy flick of my wrist on my mouse pad… poof it was all gone, replaced by two letters: zd.  ZD is what got auto saved, dammit!!  Maybe that was for Zero Data lol, cuz thats what I got!  I was not about to do that all again.  Today is a new day, I will be more careful with my wrists as I write on a kitchen table that is too high for arm placement.  Yes, my mother has two desks here that I could be comfortably typing on… Speaking of my mother, it’s finally been a week today since she made her stubborn exit into spirit.  I thought it was a week 3 days ago.  It is kind of funny to witness the flow and drag of the thing we call time.  The three months prior to her death went by in a blink, the last two days of her life, as her body actively shut down, the minutes passed like hours.  This week after, it was as if time stopped and the memories and emotions poured out.  With it all, a lot of understandings as well.

My mother was a huge picture taker, so I was able to see her life captured on paper these last 20 years.  Ohhh the parties she threw.  Tons of parties, tons of people attending, laughing and drinking at each occasion.  Years worth!  And the trips, lots of cruises, adventures, a lot of fun really.  For all that, i am glad for my mother.  Keeping in mind, my mother won $200,000 in the Pennsylvania Cash 5 lottery in 1998.  That enabled her to buy this home and have years worth of wonderful times, 4 years to be exact before she declared bankruptcy.  Not only did her money slip away, so did all those happy friends drinking and eating on her dime.  To be fair to others, my mother was a master bridge burner and she burned a lot of bridges along the way and told a lot of lies along with it.

At first, I was just angry that in her end, not a soul came around to be with her, to hold her hand, save one lady that I called to ask if she would mom sit for me, until that time, my mother had not seen even her in years.

In the midst of coming into this full on realization about the quality of people in our lives, one of my skype sessions with my daughter in jail evoked the same message.  She was so disappointed that none of her friends (save 2) sent her a birthday card.  That one two people (myself included in the 2) sent her icare packages and two of my friends put birthday money on her commissary.  Since the understandings were already coming clear with my mothers life, I explained to her that your friends are there when the drugs are needed or flowing or you’re throwing incredible tattoo specials, other than that, they are not your friends at all.  The majority of people you have in your life are there to get something out of you.  Not even her father wished her a happy birthday in anyway.  Not even when she called him.

The main topic I was writing about yesterday comes from the audiobook I was listening to the day before my mother passed: “Conversations with God book 3” by Neale Donald Walsch.  I had read the entire trilogy years ago, but had a credit on audible I needed to use up so I could finally remember to cancel that subscription, and I choose that book.  I was listening to chapter 7, which was about the 5 natural emotions stated by God.  I was shocked at one of them.  But here is the 5 natural emotions via the Neales conversation with God: Grief, anger, envy, fear and love.  Envy surprised me.  Until now, I really thought of envy as a negative emotion, but after listening to Gods explanation, envy can be confused with jealousy, which is an unnatural outcome of envy.  Simply stated, envy is the desire to be or have something more.  My daughter is envious of my friends, the bond and help they so lovingly extend to the others in my life.  That is a great thing to be envious about.  That is a great thing to strive for in your own life.  Envy stops being a good thing when one is unwilling to change to have whatever they are envious and then that envy turns to jealousy.

I was not as surprised to hear the emotion of anger in the 5 natural emotions, I have been told long ago that anger is actually a positive thing, the thing that tells you something is not right and needs to be changed.  It is how we use that emotion that can make it a bad thing.

For the last three months I have been angry with my mother’s primary doctor for not doing her job.  I was teetering on blame, which is not positive.  In the last month of my mothers life, I was angry with this community, the lack of care that is here.  I have a hard time even calling this place a community, because it really isn’t.  It’s a nest of mobile homes that are more interested in rules than the lives that live here.

Grief, phew baby, I have been knee deep in it for a week.  The desire to not say goodbye.  Even with all the cleaning and throwing away of tons of stuff (my mother bordered on hoarding in her last years) I fully realized yesterday that living in my mother’s home, without a trace of me being here, is hard.  It makes the grieving process linger.  She is everywhere I look, walk, sit.  And I miss her and teeter on being a little pissed that I only got 2-3 viable weeks with my mother.  I do return to being in gratitude that I got 3 unexpected months with my mother… but hey, I am a work in progress.

To completely change the subject… On Saturday morning I decided to try a bath meditation.  This tub is the most uncomfortable tub in the world.  The back is straight like the wall and I had bought a high end bath pillow when I first moved here, but it does little to keep my chin off my chest.  I managed to get a few minutes connection with my mother.  It was faint and I had a hard time holding my connection, but my mother said, “I had to go now because I can help you better from this side of life.  You are going to be doing big things.”  What??  I already did a big thing, thats enough!!  I don’t have the strength in me for anything bigger, thank you very much!!

So yesterday, after I vented on facebook about my lack of blog, I took to the couch and my pendulum to have a swing with Archangel Michael.  For the first time really, I hesitated to have this pendulum conversation considering he foretold my mother of her impending death the last time we had a conversation.  She knew what he was saying, I gaffed it off as cryptic.  I have got to smile, as I continue to clean my mother’s stuff out, I found her pendulum book, a palmistry book and animal medicine cards.  She and I could have had such a good time together!!  We still will, of course, but not the way I would like it.  Dammit!!

So anywayz… off to Archangel Michael land… He swings out: “Open to return to our state.”  WHAT??  Am I going to die too??  No movement.  Are you talking the state of florida, new mexico, somewhere in the US???  He swings no.  Back to death… am I going to physically then??  What the hell???  He swings no.  Then what the hell do you mean!!  He repeated something God told me in 2004.  I refused to write it down, nor will I ever say it out loud, even here.  When God told me this in 2004, I blocked God’s voice for 3 years afterwards, I wanted to hear no more, nothing of what he was talking about.  We have amazing power on this side of the veil!! lol  I didn’t block Michael, I just refused to write it down (I write everything down when using the pendulum so I don’t forget then I can go back and ponder.)  So then I asked what the hell does that mean now!!!!!!??????  He swings out: “Our time is now.”  What??  Of course, I am still having a melt down about the not written statement and he swings out “Trust that your true self is ok.”  Hey, I bank on that or I would be screwed!! lol  That was enough AA Michael for me for the day!!  Besides it was almost time for my skype session with Valorie.

Bless valorie’s heart.  She has been having a massive pity party for herself pretty much since she went to jail.  With everything happen with my mother, I didn’t have the emotional strength to address her at all.  Every time we had a skype session she complained, took pity on herself, blamed everyone around her for the way she was feeling and the things that were happening to her and not once took responsibility for what is happening.  Hell for the fact that her actions placed her in jail.  She showed up depressed yesterday.  They have been in lockdown for a whole day due to the storm.  I reminded her that she is in jail, a place she put herself in and now she has got to find a way to make the best of the time she has in there.  Long story short, I told her I don’t have the energy for her ongoing pity party.  She is only grateful when someone writes to her or she gets an icare package or commissary money.  When she is in between any of that… boo hoo hoo.  Suddenly I got this clear contrast between my youngest child and my mother.  And out of my mouth flew the words “I just spent three months watching my mother die, doing nothing to resolve the many issues in her life and you are doing the same thing.”  Valorie’s only reply was “you have changed.”    Uhhhh yeah!!!  I told Valorie I needed a break from our video sessions until she is ready to do something positive within herself.  My mother was dying, I allowed her whatever she needed or refused… I explained to Valorie, you will one day get out of jail and into a new life.  At this rate, you will get out and be back into your old life, your old ways of doing things and that is something I refuse to enable.  And I disconnected our skype session and canceled the other ones I had set up.  I did write her an email and explained in detail my reasons and the choices she has.  I put a lot of quotes from the secret and the conversations with god books in her email for reflection and told her to call me when she was ready.

I felt a receding of the grief and anger I allowed myself to wallow in this last week, not a complete receding but a start.  OK Michael, I am open to return to the state I was in before… or better.  If what you are asking of me is so… then I must be much better, spiritually speaking, than I was.  I just divorced my incarcerated daughter, that can’t be a very high spiritual thing to do lol.   I had to ponder tho and the pondering gave way to understanding.  I hope this helps everyone of us.

I have threaded every detail of my beginnings, experiences and understandings on my website (which Homestead just completely retemplated, I have a lot of web work to do to clean it up now) and the true start of this journey happened after my experience with the Blessed Mother who gutted me like a fish (click here to read the story.)  Afterwards, feeling utterly empty and lost all I kept asking is “who am I.”  My team would only say, when the time is right, you will know.  Three years later, no longer caring about the answer to that question, God told me.  I was shocked and like I said, block him and any detail of what he meant for 3 years.  Even when I told him, OK we can talk about that now, at least a little… I didn’t really mean it.  So now, 12 years later with Archangel Michael spelling it out in unmistakable words… exact same words, starting with “You Are…”  Think about that for a moment.  It wasn’t you can be, you will be, YOU ARE.  I kind of liken god’s words in 2004 and Michaels yesterday like entering college to be a doctor and on day one the teachers declare you a Doctor.  You are a doctor, now be that!! lol  12 years later, you get the certificate that states it again. lol

Unlike college tho, instead of learning something, you are embodying something.  You cannot learn to be spirit in body, you can only Be that.  Sounds strange doesn’t it, when there are a million classes and activations out there to state, yup you are fully living spirit in body, but that only means something to the person who receives it, mostly likely, who paid for it.  There are a lot of doctors out there who should not have that piece of paper, like my mother’s former primary doctor, she does more harm than good.

Action speak louder than words.  ACT – BE.  Stillness and movement are one and the same.  Within the stillness of your Love is the action of your love.  Of your soul, your True Self.  Not the other way around.  Ponder that for a minute!! lol

I spent a lot of time reflecting yesterday on the weeks leading up to my move to Florida.  The stillness came before any action, any choice.  Everything that came thru me was more different than it ever was before.  It is hard to explain in words.  Usually, there was a choice and a time to make that choice.  With every choice point regarding my mother, it was all one energy vibrating in my core.  A decision needed to be made and it was made instantly in that moment from my core.

I have also been leaning heavily on the timeline change that had to take place before I left.  I have talked to my aunt in PA just about every day since I got here, especially after my mothers passing, thanking her for talking my mother into letting me come.  She stated often that it took a lot.  She would call and my mother refused over and over and over again, until that experience when I got lost trying to go on a hike in Albuquerque.  She stated many times that she has no idea what made my mother suddenly change her mind, and then even got excited about my arrival… I do.  And I think of that power we all have to change timelines for higher outcomes.  But even more than that, listening to the Conversations with God, book 3… and god stated that we all have the ability to instantly travel from one place to another, we just do not believe we can and therefore, we cannot.  That has hung with me since I heard it a week ago.

On a final note for today… I am back in reading land this weekend, the 15th.  I sent out an email to everyone a few days ago that has been patiently waiting to get rescheduled, I also placed it on my facebook, but now let me place the rescheduling link here too.  I am finding out that I have missed some people with the email, I am so sorry about that, I never expected a 3+ month delay in all of this.  Please click here to get your reading rescheduled:

I am so excited and a bit scared (in a positive way tho) of getting back in the saddle again.  Call it performance anxiety.  So much changed when I did that week of readings in my new office, there is no doubt in my heart even more changed now.  I will be putting out a new special this coming weekend, I want to let those who have been waiting, to get scheduled first.

I love you all so much.  Thank you for being my rocks, my wind, my loves during this life changing time within my world.  Thank you for loving my mother and building a temple of love and grace for her to exit from.  I cherish you more than I can put into words.  Let me share with you something my team told me (as I try and explain to people here what I do) “I only read for the evolved souls.”  I know it is within our own human nature to question our own evolution, spiritually speaking and I know without a shadow of a doubt, those who love me, who have sent prayers and love and assurance thru this massive 3-4 month journey truly are god in body, expressing as You.  And to coin AA Michael’s words… “Our time is Now!!!”

Big big big (((((HUGZ))))) of loving gratitude to ALL!!!

Lisa Gawlas

P.S. Just as I am looking for artwork to go with this sharing, in comes a wonderful “Marshmallow Message from Kryon:”

It’s Not Weird
From Kryon Live Channelling, “Getting Connected–Part 2” April 2016 in Columbus, OH

Old soul, you are the one to start having these dreams, these new realities. As your DNA starts to increase in its efficiency and you give permission for a higher consciousness, it may begin. It won’t just happen to the children. It can’t be only them, since you’re the ones with the most experience at the moment. The children will get there eventually, since they’re old souls too, but you have the wisdom to understand it now.

As these things start to happen to you as an adult, no matter what age you are, old soul, there’s a tendency to suppress it. Perhaps you will instead question it and go to somebody who will listen to you and say, “I’ve had a weird thing happen.” Don’t you dare say that! It’s not weird; it’s a normal thing! The only thing weird is a Human who has lived with the grand potentials of this for eons and never used it! That’s weird!

If you’re someone who can transmute time, and there’s some in here who know exactly what I’m talking about, I want you to claim it. If you’re one here or listening who has had what I will call a multidimensional experience, I don’t want you to tell somebody it was weird. I want you to stand up and claim that you’re moving out of this 3D box and you’re starting to realize that you are having experiences that you’ve earned! The shift is here and the old soul is starting to feel the new tools!

through Lee Carroll, the Original Kryon Channel







Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | October 5, 2016

The End and the Space Before the New Beginning.


bbedHoly heavens, what a wild, wild journey this has been.  But finally, on October 3rd my mother finally surrendered to the next journey, but not without a fight. She entered a state known as terminal restlessness at 12:35am Oct 1st and that was the last of her or my sleep.  Sunday morning the angels of Hospice came to my rescue and had a nurse here 24/7 until my mother’s passing.  Even with them upping her anti anxiety, anti psychotic and morphine doses, placing her into a deep sleep, my mother fought letting go. Monday morning tho, with the first full nights sleep under my belt in close to a week, I had some brain cells to use, some energy to use to help my mother let go, vacate the premises.  At first, I didn’t even realize what I was doing.  I would go to her feet and stroke from her feet upwards to mid calf with my hands.  I did this several times during the course of the morning.  It wasn’t until the hospice nurse asked me if my mother liked having her feet rubbed did I fully realize what I was doing and then was able to do it consciously.  I said to her, I have no idea if she likes her feet rubbed, but what I am doing is releasing the energy that is binding her to the earth realm and pushing up her body.  In realizing what I was doing, my team turned my vision on for the process.  I could see short dead roots out the bottom of both arches of her feet.  They were surprisingly short for someone kicking around the earth for 73 years.  In last nights sleep, I got to understand a lot of things that my mother gave to all of us thru this exchange.  I will get to all that in a few.  As I was gently pulling the energy up and out of her feet and pushing it up her legs, I became aware of a light Being up at her head, pulling up thru her crown the energy I was pushing up.  Talk about your reverse labor!!  A couple hours later, with my hand in hers, she took her last breath at 1:55 pm.  However, because her heart rate was intense (over 200 beats per minute) all morning long, it took another 5 minutes before it beat its last beat.  She was pronounced dead at 2pm.

Besides my handy energy work, I decided to put on an audio book for her to listen to, to help release any of the fears or reservations she has about fully letting go.  I played “My Life After Death: A Memoir From Heaven” By the beautiful Erik Medhus (Of Channeling Erik.)  I tried to get her to listen to this book when she was much more alert, but she wanted to hear nothing of the other side, even stating “I want to be surprised.”  Well, obviously, she needed as much reassurance as she could get and since I am still on this side of the veil telling her of the wonders of where she is going…, maybe Erik can help since he was on the other side letting us know how amazing and non judgemental that side really is, not to mention all the adventures he had before he crossed fully over.  I do feel in my heart, that helped tremendously too.  The additional beauty of playing that book, the hospice nurse was enthralled with it, stating she never heard anything like it before and made a point of writing the title down to pick the book up.

A few minutes after her death, I heard her say so clearly “Wow, I look like shit.”  I had to laugh, yeah it was a long fight, but now your free mama!  Really really free.  After the hospice nurse got her dressed and ready to go, I tried to take some pictures, asking her to sit on her body so I can get her as an orb.  My note 5 sux for orb pics so I decided to do the video… and there she was, flying around her body, along with another spirit or two.  I posted the video on my facebook to share the wonders of life and life.

I am adding this video after I initially published.  I wasn’t going to share it here, but I am being pushed over the edge to include it.  So, here is my beautiful, free mama and company flying free:



The hospice counselor came to see me yesterday and I showed her the video, she was amazed!  She also gave me a revelation that I did not even get until she pointed it out.  A couple days before my mothers death, one of the nurses asked me what I wanted her dressed in when she passes.  Dressed??  She’s getting cremated without a viewing… dressed??  That never even crossed my mind.  I talked to my aunt in PA about what I should put on her and she had the perfect idea, her blue dolphin shirt since that is what she wore just about every single time we went out.  So yup, she was adorned in her blue dolphin shirt, her bad hair day hat and a pair of shorts.



I also realized I need an urn.  With the cremation they only give you a cardboard box to take your loved one home in so I have that task to do.  Up until these last few days, I was going to plant mom in the yard, near her 4 cats that she buried, simply because having someone dead in my space gave me the heebie jeebies.  But this time with mom changed that fully for me.  I will keep her inside and I had to find an affordable urn but I didn’t want want looking like an urn.  And I found the perfect one, of all places…!!!



Her ashes will be swimming with the fishes!!!  The hospice counselor noted that she has the dolphins on her body and the fishes on her urn.  Ohhh how kewl is that, I didn’t even get that connection.  The sea of life will embrace her and love her energy imprint within this realm as she flies free in the other realm!!

Yesterday was more emotionally hard for me than I anticipated.  I miss her, but also, my heart just breaks thinking about how she existed the last several years.  Also, I needed reassurance that she fully crossed over and wasn’t going to linger on this side.  I even told her several times, you make sure you cross over, no staying here and haunting me!! lol  (She did threaten to do that, with a laugh.)  My team showed me that they sucked her into the light and she fully crossed.  I was grateful.

As I was standing at the bathroom mirror brushing my hair and teeth and crying, again, just thinking about how alone my mother was, she came to my rescue.  I could see a much more vibrant mother standing in that same mirror getting all ready to go out and have a good time.  She reminded me it wasn’t all bad and that she had good times and to stay focused there.  …I’m trying maw…

I woke up this morning with such clarity of why I had seen those roots beneath my mothers feet and what it means to all of us.  When we are living healthy lives on earth, our root systems should be long and deep and intertwined within other roots (each other.)  However, when our ego leads every move, our roots are short and thick nourished only by ground water instead of the depths of the earth.  If it doesn’t rain, if no other water moves into your world, they dry out and rot, as does the body system.

We are also in a rapidly changing ecosystem as well.  There are those whose roots are deep and nourished and nourishing yet, their bodies take up take up various diseases.  They are the strongest souls as they are cleaning up the remnants of disease in this realm, transmuting it with their love field so in times to come, we will not see or experience the outbreak of disease like we do now.  I want to make this point clear, because in our own desperation to understand ourselves, we have labeled every disease… dis-ease and that is not always the case at all, not any longer.  We have the highly advanced souls taking on various diseases to love it out of existence.  For those other souls whose roots are shallow, well, we come in to take up the task of loving.

Between my own cancer journey, my father’s and my mother’s, I have a brand new appreciation for cancer.  It is amazing what good it can do.  How healing it can be because, unlike being hit by a bus, it allows for so much resolution and reflection while still in this realm.  My mother is living proof that even the most closed off person can be restored to love.  If she wasn’t, she would have had zero fight in her.  She felt each and every one of you, of us and drank us in.

I must say again (and again and again) thank you for loving us so unconditionally, so unexpectingly.  You truly have given to the fountain of life in ways we will all only fully understand on the other side of this amazing veil.  Thank you for Being YOU!!

As I awoke yesterday, I felt like I was in another realm.  Like I woke up in a new place, which lasted only until I moved my body to get out of bed, but I had to pay attention to that feeling, that…. KNOWING.  We have all transcended to another plane of Life, together.  As I headed out to the coffee maker, my team clearly said (before I even started thinking of it, they know me so well) no work, no readings until the October 15th.  Wow, the 15th??  Thats a long ways away!!  They repeated it.  OK.  There is nothing that my team asked of me that didn’t (eventually) make sense.  I go back to being pushed out of New Mexico and now, I clearly see why and am so beyond grateful I trusted it (the force to go was 100 times stronger than any desire to stay lol.)

There is plenty for me to finish up here.  I am going to finish going thru my mothers things, I am going to hire a cleaning company to do the big, deep cleaning that is needed.  The task is too big and will take more energy than I have to give at this point.  I have got to go before the board and let them know I am staying.  One of the guys in the office told me (when I went to pay October’s maintenance fee) that I will have 30 days to vacate after my mother passes since I am 10 months too young to live here.  At least I can now approach this fight with the title to my mother’s home in my hand with my name on it.  The title came yesterday.

I am going to be changing my work calendar with new days and hours, so please do not reschedule yet.  I will send out an email to everyone when it is time to reschedule, when I have my ducks in a row.  I will also post it here, on my website as well as on facebook.  And can I say thank you for waiting over 3 months to get to this point of reconnection.  I talked to my mother in depth before she got sick, about how incredible you all are.  So many people already paid me for readings they are having to wait for and yet, they opened their hearts and purses to make sure you are taken care of.  And the out pouring of birthday love… you drenched my mother and you drenched me too!!

Well my computer is having fits so I am going to close before it completely crashes.  Again, (I really need new words lol) thank you so much for loving us so completely, so unconditionally and breathing new life into our lives and into the whole of Life!!

Thank you mama for the profound gifts your life has given to all of us. I love you, have all-ways loved you so damn much!!

Big big big ((((HUGZ))))) of eternal love and gratitude to ALL❤

Lisa Gawlas and her mama Julie❤❤









Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | September 24, 2016


Happy day after the equinox, (which is now the day after the day after lol) but most importantly, welcome to the first days of the rest of our lives!!  We all have been getting previews, experiences of what this new cycle will focus on within our personal lives these last couple days, well, starting with the 21st.  The day before and the day after the equinox consist of one full day in spirits eyes, or so they say anywayz lol.  This understanding really nit me when I read a post my son put up yesterday, he won $500 thru a radio station: 92.9 FM.  Last week I just told him, he has the worst money karma I have ever seen and its time to change it, I cannot afford to take care of 3 people besides myself (my mother, youngest daughter and he shares my cell bill, which I usually pay in full.)  He agreed.  So i got really excited to see he started this phase with a huge influx of money.  The radio station number tells a big story too.  YAY Chris!!  Then he said his boss just told him yesterday when the job he is working on is done, he will have a $700 bonus with it.  Wheeeeeee!!  Change is in the air!!! So I hadda sit and look at myself too and suddenly the day prior (the 21st) suddenly made sense.  So I share this so you may take another look at things that may have been presented or happened in the last couple days, with a deeper understanding of them.

On the 21st, after I sung and danced happy birthday to my mother, I came outside and had my coffee, smoke and morning wonder.  I heard/felt (at the same time) its time to raise your reading prices.  WHAT??  Are you kidding me!! lol  I’m not even reading right now, have no idea when I am going to read again and have a ton of people so patiently waiting for their reschedule and you want to talk about a price increase, bite my ass!!  I agreed to do that January 2017, dammit.  Just for the record, we (my team and I) agreed to $25 a reading increase.  I have not raised my prices since 2005, well once at $4 a reading to cover the paypal fees, but I am well taken care of at my rates.  Or at least, have been.  I cannot even imagine the why of this, but, gotta trust without understanding.

Wednesday was also my mothers “spa day.”  The day the hospice volunteer comes in to give her a bath and freshen her up, not surprisingly, she declined her spa day, she woke up in belly pain that morning and has been having an increasingly harder time breathing.  Her nurse that came in in the morning explained to me the degree of her cancer, which I had not fully understood all the medical words from her CT scans, even with looking them up.  I had no idea there are a ton of lymph nodes that align up and down the sternum area for the lungs, and she has cancer in those lymph nodes, plus “free fluid” (from the cancer) in her abdomen, which is what is causing her belly pain.  Bless her heart, which is enlarged due to all this stuff too.

The spa lady that came was a replacement for her usual one.  I felt bad that she made a trip for no reason.  But spirit is always setting people in each others paths that need each other.  I needed this precious young lady as much as she needed my abilities.  For the last week, I have been so homesick for my connection to spirit thru readings, almost to the point of wanting to speed up my mothers process to get back into my own life again, but keep falling short of having a stern talk with her soul (I had one of these with my father, a week later, he transitioned.)

On the kitchen table I have a beautiful book called “The Next Place” given to my mother by a beautiful soul.  My mother is not ready for me to read it to her yet.  The day it came, we looked at the first page and then she said she was done.  I have been waiting to look at it with her.  Her spa lady opened it up and read the whole thing, crying thru it.  This is actually a beautiful picture book with inspirational, hopeful sentences inlayed within the pictures.  As the spa lady was finishing the book (a super quick read) suddenly I could see her team, 5 in all, two next to her left arm to help her thru life, one on her right arm to help her thru the emotions of change and I loved the two in the back, behind her, to shove her into new experiences.  The two in the back (I bet many of you who tend to make the same choices over and over again, have two, a masculine and feminine energy, behind you too.  I wouldn’t fully understand the significance of her male and female tail pushers until the next day, but I’ll get to that in a minute.  They did explain to her (and I am doing the same for you) that should she feel pressure, pain, anything out of the ordinary in her lumbar down to her coccyx, it is them pushing her in a different direction, to pay attention to the choices that are at hand and make radically new choices.  The safe road is not the best road for her (our) life plans.

More came thru for her and we were both grateful for this moment.  I got my sip spirit that I had been longing for, she got insight into her moments now and to come.

When she left I thanked spirit for the connection and the much needed refill and I had to ask, why can I not connect to my moms regular people who come here and are very open to readings too.  Well, too much light would be shed on the condition of my mother and for that, we all need blinders on.  Dammit!!

So yesterday, the hospice counselor came to see us and she is very much on her spiritual journey, we have had wonderful talks before.  She was a safe place for me to vent about the pest control guy that was here earlier in the morning and I have no idea how the discussion turned to politics and his love of trump… grrrrrr.  Talking, excuse me, venting to this precious lady was like breaking an egg wide open to see the hidden contents of an emerging life in the USA.

Without given all the details of how we got to this part (it doesn’t matter) she said that with the influx of feminine energy we must have a feminine/female president.  Once again, like the days of old, spirit hijacked my lips to release understanding.  I love that!!!  We have already had the full feminine experience before the masculine had its hand at life.  This truly is where slavery started, the women in power making the men and their strength, their slaves.  It linger to this day.  This time MUST have people in power and in life that are fully balanced, masculine and feminine.  Bernie Sanders is balanced.  Michelle Obama is Balanced.  Those talking souly about the feminine are still wounded within themselves.

And then the surprise of my mouth came out… it may be time for the USA to fully collapse and Trump is just the guy to do that.  Yikes!!   The more we all realize Hillary’s non health condition, the higher trump goes in the poles.  The saving grace for this confused nation will be the reentrance of Bernie… or not.  Or even Michelle!!

This morning as I sat to write all these wonderful insights of the last couple days, I fully realized why the spa lady had two spirits, defining themselves as masculine and feminine, to push her into new directions, our path needs to be that of a combined energy, the balance of emotional strength to rebuild this precious world starting with our own lives.

(I wrote the above yesterday the 22nd, then my battery died and my day went in a whole other direction.  So “yesterday” above is now the day before yesterday.)

I do want to insert this little treat I came across on facebook while scrolling on my phone immediately after pausing on my writing yesterday, on Lisa Rising Berry‘s facebook page (her name is linked to her blog:)

The Spiritual Significance of the Equinox

In the yogic tradition, the equinox is seen as a day when one has the best possibility of transcending the limitations and compulsions of one’s physical longings.

Shiva is said to have sat as an Ardhanari – half woman and half man, because masculine and feminine are on an even keel on this day.



So with all that said and I hope, understood, let this new cycle be the time where you honor the divine masculine as much as the divine feminine is honored.  It is crucial that we all do!!

On the 20th, I swear my own body has felt like someone took and completely unplugged my energy system from any and all energy systems.  After full nights of sleep, I still couldn’t keep my eyes open and would lay down for many cat naps during the day, only to awaken with my hand, wrist and part of my forearm on my left side completely asleep.  At first I thought it was due to the fact I was napping on my mothers really hard as a rock couch, but the same was happening in my bed too.  I would wake up with my hands and forearms asleep to the point of numb.  The second day in the row this happened, my dear, blessed, protective ego went into protection mode looking at the physical causes that it could be from.  Gotta give the ego its protective stance for a minute anywayz.  Then, yesterday I fully realized its the energies reflecting back to me, my life as it is still in the midst of what could appear as numbed out change.  Stillness.  However, the left side is our reach for life, the hand is our grasp for new life, the wrist is flexibility and the forearm is the extension that allows whatever you are reaching for to be pulled back without fail, without it falling to the ground.  The numbness is my body’s way of saying, things are happening deep inside the field and it is not time to do a thing yet (dammit.)  I finally realized this yesterday, no more numbness.

There is also something I want to share that I came across on facebook on the day of the equinox while mindlessly scrolling along.  It’s an article about an amazing autistic boy:

Included in this article is a video that I watched and realized this beautiful 12 year old is not only teaching us about the gifts society does not take time to realize, but also the importance of thinking.  To take time to stop learning and use that time to think.  The greatest inventions and understandings has come thru the time when life someone stops our path f learning (taking in new information) to ponder.  Please take the few minutes and watch the video included in the link.  There are other nuggets of wisdom in it, but that one (repeated) thing hit me like a ton of bricks as it reflects my life these last (close to) three months.

Well, mom is stirring and I don’t want this to sit another day.  I love you all so much and may we all have our thinking cap on as we continue to watch “as the world changes.”  In balance of course😉 In the words of a 12 year old genius “Forget what you know!!”

Big big (((HUGZ)))) of stillness and bliss to All!!!  I love you❤

Lisa Gawlas


Another 4am morning, but today, instead of hearing the insistent pleadings from my mother saying “Lisa, I’m hungry” instead, I awake to her large but frail frame struggling to get into the doorway of my room.  That kinda scared me.  She was heading to my toilet, a far far journey for her.  She forgot that I put a hat in her toilet to monitor her bathroom releases and insisted that her toilet doesn’t, even when I told her it did and reminded her of the hat, she was already focused on using my toilet.  Alrighty then… of course she got stuck on my toilet.  Between being completely out of breath and not having the 4 inch high rise on the toilet seat, she could not get up and I was of little help to get her up.  Time for me to start weight lifting or something.  I called on my team, put my arms around my mothers back and whooosh, up and off the toilet she came.  The trek all the way back to her bed had me holding my breath.  If she fell, we were screwed.  Of course, hospice gave me the number to call in the event she fell, 5 strapping men would come to get my mother back into bed.

Got her into bed, put some food and morphine into her system, fed the damn cat, who has become so needy and whiney.  I finally got my coffee came outside and pouted.

As I awoke from my slumber yesterday, to my mothers voice, it became vividly clear that last week, those few days I was absolutely sure mom was in the midst of making her transition, she opted to stay a while longer, her rebound, which I have got to continue to give credit to the anonymous box of Godiva chocolates that came via UPS to her, as the cure, because from that moment on, it was like my mother became a rose blooming one more time.  She has been awake and alert much more thru the days.

When I am not having my own selfish (and yes, little s there) moments of saying shit… I cannot do months more of this, I can see and fully understand the bigger picture.  There is magic happening, I can see it, I can feel it and more than my tiny, occasional selfish moments, I so appreciate it.  The allowance of being loved.  This seems like a little thing, but really it is energetically transforming.

Her life, our life, is surrounded by an in pouring of love.  All her birthday cards are opened and displayed all thru out her room, the gifts that come in she holds in her hands before I set them somewhere.  Every ounce of it, without conditions or expectations, just because she IS.  I have watched how she takes in this energy.  I do not have the capacity to put the details into words, but it has changed her from the inside out in truly miraculous ways.  Equally tho, it has done a similar thing to my aunt that lives a few streets over.  She is now visiting my mother more often, several times this week.  My mother insists that its her guilt, which was probably true in the beginning, but as I explained to my mother, I am really good at reading energy and Aunt Joan is here because she loves you.  I could almost feel the relief within my mothers field.

For all of this, I am so grateful to not only witness, but be a part of.  Yet… my own inner restlessness is stirring and dare I say, amping up my own aggravation for the ongoing limbo of my life.  So as I came out here on the car port to have a smoke and pout a bit, my team showed me more details of little visual understandings I have been getting this last week.  I have tried to write about them all week, but between my increasingly dysfunctional laptop and my mother calling me… well…

I have found a great image to help explain what I have been seeing and understanding to this point:




Let me say this from the get go, one place is not better or worse than another.  We are all scattered about all places, as needed, all timelines.  If we look at the outer fractal, what we are going to call individuated timelines which really are frequency of existences, or simply… area 1 (to save my typing) and to make this more understandable, of course I will lean on my own journey and understandings.  In the beginning of this year, the first quarter of pure energy, I was living on one of the area 1 fractals, doing what I do and enjoying it.  Equally understanding that the energy of the first quarter was to get us ready for massive choice points and changes of venues in our lives, if we allowed for it.  Free will is NEVER taken away.  It may be squeezed to the best advantage point towards soul growth, but never taken away.

As I/we (and there is no timeline for any of this, it is always energy packages and not associated with any illusion of time) moved into the 2nd quarter, we also started to move towards the center of the fractal we were on.  The place figure three is calling no time, a reconfiguration of our on going life points.  We could all see how this played out in my own personal life with my daughter and grandson showing up in my life on mothers day after a 4 year estrangement.  Little did I see the enormity that would unfold, but hey, spirit keeps us blindfolded, a lot!!  But having my daughter come back started to reconfigure all of our choice points (mine, hers, everyone that would be involved in our lives, to include, my mother.)

When my daughter landed on my mother’s doorstep, she placed herself in the area of figure 2, the conclusion of many lifetime events that had an opportunity to completely finish up.

When she called me to tell me of my mother’s true living and health conditions, my own timeline exploded (into vibrational energy) and with my choice of helping my mother one way or the other, my life came out of the fractal energy it was happily within and came plowing into the conclusion area.  However, with free will of my mothers still very much at play and her free will was standing behind that wall of anger, we had to reconfigure her timeline.  If her mind and body wasn’t in such a weakened state already, I am not sure it would have been as easy as it was… but her energy had to move off the timeline (figure 1) that she had been living on, completely taking her into the center (figure 3) and spitting her back out on a timeline where we had healed the energy between us and she was ready to open to my presence in her world.  This happened with a lot of effort from my daughter as well as her sister in Pennsylvania.  Which means, they equally had a foot on that timeline already.  Talk about living multidimensionally!!

Now lets take this one step further (as I am not getting this understanding) back in 2011 I wrote my mother a letter trying to get myself back into her life, or anyone of her grandchildren.  Had she accepted that invitation then, the plane we opened up recently, would have unfolded in her/our consciousness.  However, she declined the invitation, so beyond this consciousness, all that needed to play out, did, but in a whole other timeline of existence beyond this particular fractal of consciousness.  HA!!  Think about that for a moment, this particular fractal of consciousness.  Wow, I never thought of it like that before, yet… seeing it and understanding it now, of course it makes perfect sense.  Going with the elongated spiral fractal, it is designed so that one fractal can easily fit into and blend with another.  So when we merge timelines and conclusions, the mind does not see what happened to get there, it is just there.

Let me back up to 2011 tho, as I just realized this.  At the time of writing that letter ( and including lots of pictures) to my mom, I was living off the grid in a trailer in the desert in south albuquerque.  A few months later, I moved back to my roommates world, then moved back to virginia to be with my son, got spit out and moved 3 months later back to new mexico.  I could not figure out where I was supposed to be, now I fully understand that unsettled feeling thru 2011 was the potential of reuniting with my mother.  Instead, I found my heaven January 2012, until the next opportunity presented itself to be Here.

So yesterday, as I come outside (my new really hot, refuge) and try and get myself down off the mound of guilt for just thinking, I don’t want to do this for months, but to be clear, I will, without hesitation, I decided to pull the weeds in my mothers flower box in the front, since my aunt informed me if I don’t, we will get a ticket by the office.  Great!!  I gotta go kill plants that look pretty to me cuz there are rules around that here.  (Hear me grumble lol, I miss my free growing desert.)  And then these crazy memories with new twists started to infiltrate my awareness.

My mothers primary horpice nurse, after being here two days in a row to check on my mother said there is a chance my mother may be here for a couple of months, if this sudden burst of energy isn’t just a rally.  Instantly my whole Being deflated and my mouth was already sending off the words “I don’t know if I can do this for a few more months, just sitting here.”  She had said there are options, I can put my mother into hospice, once, for 5 days to give me a break to get my own stuff done.  She hinted about me returning to New Mexico for that time, or my mother could go into hospice.  Neither will happen because instantly I could feel the decline of my mother simply by leaving her house and what she has come to know here.  I thanked her nurse and with appreciation just said, I couldn’t do that.  I am in this for the long haul, here, with my mother.

So as I am plucking really pretty weeds getting ready to open tiny little yellow flowers (how are these weeds???) there was a culmination of timeline (non)memories wafting thru my consciousness.  In the timelines my mother and I shared together in this ongoing consciousness, every time my mothers life was disturbed or should I say, inconvenience, I went to live with someone else, usually foster care.  The choice (not from guilt, which was only fleeting within me, but from the depths of love) to stay by my mother, thru to the end, changed all of our timeline outcomes.  That is to say, completely voided any and all (negative) karma that was waiting another lifetime to be transmuted.  That is one of the huge gifts of residing in the area (3) of no time.  When we choose via the heart mind and not the ego mind, it changes everything, completely.

So this morning, again, for the 2nd day in a row, I came outside and pouted and this time, asked my team to help me understand this moment, the longness I feel in this moment.  My whole heart expanded when they showed me… my mother and I in the space of the inner most fractal, dancing a waltz together.  There was no sound, no words, just grace and fluidity. and such profound love.

You and I, being in the human suit, look at months as forever long, to spirit, it is less than a blink of an eye.

Coming into this week, I cannot even remember which days it was now, but for about 2 or 3 days I could see two sets of hmmmm lines, a bunch of them,  The top layer of lines, spread out in a circle were black, the ones below the black ones were a metallic gold.  They were spinning around and I was in the center.  I decided I guess I should pick one since the visual is always the same.  I stepped on a metallic gold one, that was the last time I seen that visual and I knew I did something, but no clue what.  At least, until this morning.

For two days now, I have been so restless inside myself with tinges of aggravation (pesky humanness gotta be there too ya know lol.)  And this morning, I realized that what I am feeling is the energy of the equinox coming up on the 22nd, now pulling us into our next grand adventure.  The magnetic doorway is now wide open, will be for the next thru the 21st, as the energies intensify as the doorway closes on the 2 days preceding the equinox (thru the end of the 25th.)

If I am understanding the ongoing visual, the black lines (pure human-based experiences) and the metallic gold lines (pure spirit in human form experiences and even describing it this way, is so inaccurate, but as close as I can get right now) are intertwining to become one massive fractal expanding.  This is unlike any of our timeline/frequencies experiences the earth realm has ever known.  I think the simplest way to explain what I am seeing, is if we took a song, any song and instead of listening to the song over 3 minutes, the entire song plays in a nano-second, all at once if you will.  With it will come many crazy, wonderful and more than likely, disheartening experiences thru 2018 (that’s one hellofa long nanosecond lol) the sound of pure spirit will be seeping more intensely to the human realm (those on the black line will be having experiences, intensified, as those on the golden lines.)  Those not energetically equipped to handle the speed up of frequencies will simply leave the body and go back to the other side.  Those of us walking the golden timelines will open to more spiritual energy than ever before, in ways unheard of before.  So with that, I have no clue what I am talking about (smile.)

The intensity of magnetic attraction will be so over the top intense as we maneuver this next amplified, extraordinary phase of growth in the human realm.

I had this odd, crazy desire this morning, which of course, I gave into.  I made some homemade bread with the intention of the yeast to pull the magnetic fields of all good things into itself and disseminate itself to those who eat of it.  I have never ever done that before.  Lets see what rises from it!!

Well this day is well under way and my computer is about dead again.  So I will leave on that note and say, I am not aggravated any longer, instead, in such deep and wondrous gratitude that thru it all… Here we are!!❤

I love and miss you all like crazy.  I hope I have gotten an email out to everyone on my dance card, if not, I did put a note on my main and reading page that until I finish this dance with my mother, I am not doing readings.  Of course, I will get a reschedule notice out on the other side of this journey as we expand into a whole new phase of Living!!

Big big ((((HUGZ)))) of beautiful magnetic fields of amplification to and thru All!!!

Lisa Gawlas






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