Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | May 28, 2015

A Strange Night… An Expanded Morning.


I just want to share my very bizarre nighttime experience.  I woke up at 1am, coughing.  My first impulse of course was to stop the coughing, nothing reeks more havoc on a tender larynx than coughing does.  Altho this didn’t really feel like an asthma attack, I was not about to take a chance, I grabbed my albuterol inhaler and puffed.  Didn’t do much… I popped a Hall mentholyptus in my mouth… other than wetting my whistle I was still coughing.  Dammit.  I decided to see if I cannot put this body back to sleep, maybe that will stop the coughing.

The moment I laid back down… I heard (what the rational mind thought was) a helicopter or plane descending.  The noise got closer and closer to the house.  What the hell is that??  I kept listening to hear if it was going to land, but really there is so much growth in the yard, it has no cleared place to land except maybe on top of the mesa and this noise was overhead and getting closer.  I finally turned around (was laying on my stomach) to look out the window to see if I could this craft and where it was… strange…. for just a moment I could see a white silver beam of light coming into my one window above that aligns with my bed.  No other windows.  My bedroom has a unique layout to it:


The very top left window aligns with my bed and was the ONLY window with this light coming thru it.  My coughing increased.  I sat back up.  I decided shit, I will breathe the peace pipe (my nebulizer) I cannot endure coughing I surely will have even less voice in the morning and I am chomping at the bit to get back to work/play/understandings.. Connecting with YOU!!!!!

I put my TV on, more to steady my nerves than anything as I smoked the peace pipe and again.. that crazy beam of light would shine thru that one window and I would only be able to catch it out of my periphery vision, when I turned my head to look directly at the window, it would be gone.

After my peace pipe was done, I treated myself to some much needed Fiber One chocolate brownie cake and fell asleep.

Waking up in the morning (later than usual of course) was just really bizarre.  My body felt incredibly weird.  It was all I could do (concentrate on) to get my legs to move from my bedroom to my bathroom, they felt like jelly.  As I moved from one place to the other, the spatial alignment that happens within the brain (giving you the sense of your body’s outline and spacial relationship to that which surrounds you) was really off.  My physical body felt 4 inches wider than it really was… like there was an added energy around my entire body and it was really throwing off my alignment with everything.

As I sat on my holy throne, feeling absolutely disoriented with myself and the space around me, not to mention the intense bloating and gas moving around my entire abdomen, I was leaning forward and I could see this pool of light directly in front of my feet on the floor.  It was about the size of a basketball hoop and would whip up a few inches and go back into itself.  It last for a few moments then just faded away.  There are no windows in my bathroom and I didn’t have the light on…

My brain once again feels like it has way to much space in it.  I just sat here staring at my computer, trying to orient myself back into myself.  My hands had the shakes so strongly I couldn’t even think of typing, of course, my mind could not have comprehended typing.

It’s kinda funny how our minds work, no matter what it knows, how much it knows the truth of experience, it still has this rational way of explaining the odd to itself.  I listened for a moment… rationalizing I overdosed on Ancient Aliens yesterday.  Another marathon was on the history channel and I partook of it all, mostly because all the episodes they were airing, was subject matter near and dear to my heart.  Somethings I already knew and was so flipping excited to see others knew/felt/realized it all too, other things created that ah-ha moment, that’s how that happened!!  Of course, we are talking about the hybrid known as Jesus, which I already knew cuz his soul, Sananda, told me/showed me.  What I never thought to understand (simply cuz I didn’t care) was the story known as the immaculate conception of his mama… well, when the storyline in ancient aliens started talking about artificial insemination with the aliens back in the day and the many (I didn’t know there was more than one) experiences of people claiming to have gotten pregnant without sex.   The light bulb went on so fast… ahhhhhhh-hhhhhhaaaaaaa!!  Of course!!!

But lets back wayyy up to the start of my day yesterday.  OMG the vital energy that was flowing thru my whole body, it felt so wonderful to feel peppy and alive again.  The mind felt crystal clear.  The voice raspy, croaky but at least audible to a degree.

I cleaned, I wiggled and danced and cleaned and danced and did a lot of lip syncing… there was magic flowing thru me, from me, into me… even if I had to be quiet one more day, it’s just great to feel this alive again.  I had to take my trash to the dump, so I gathered my trash and my rescyclables and jumped into my car to drive to the dump.

On memorial day (this past monday) I went to the local Powwow here in the Jemez and bought their Powwow music CD to have.  I had started listening to the CD on my very short drive home from the Powwow and left it in the CD player for the next time I go somewhere.  As soon as I turned the car on yesterday, the drums were blaring out of my speakers (I never listen to any music quietly) and I could feel the spin of my solar plexus amp up, to the degree it almost felt like it was twisting in knots… intensely.  My hands, instinctively pushing upwards towards the sky (one at a time of course ;-) ) And the FEELING flooding me… OMG.  I was shocked and simply stated “what is happening to me.”  The return reply was “your awakening to your entire ancestry. ”  I am pretty sure I missed the emphasis on the word “entire.”

I thought back to the day of the Powwow.  This was the third event I have attended since moving here to the Pueblo.  The first two were the year I moved here (2012) and there was such a disconnect, no feeling of anything at either one of the feasts I attended (Here in the Jemez with the Walatowa Nation and then again at the Zia Pueblo.)  I became very disinterested in their events.  Of course, these two feasts that I attended were catholic celebrations of some saints.

I had only learned of the Powwow event the evening before by the gal house sitting for my landlady.  We agreed to go together.  We got there just in time to hear some singing and drumming and my whole flipping body reacted, tears streaming down my face.

I am very familiar with the way my body works energetically, when there is a Presence permeating the air, my hands do this weird thing, like pulling the energy into my right palm with my fingers.  My hand was on overdrive.

As the main event started to happen, all these Indian Nations dressed in their amazing colorful garbs started to flood the field and dance and the drumming was echoing thru the core of my soul… I started to see the ancestors show up in droves, aligning all the mesa’s, filling the energy of the clouds… I even seen myself, a female incarnated in this land a long, long time ago, dancing in front of me all the while this particular ceremony was happening.  Whats funny, I could only see that part of myself from the legs down… dancing.  Super brown skin, bare foot with callused soles.

I have shared this on my facebook page so let me share it here too, just to stir your heart, your memories….

I also watched as storm clouds gathered directly above the dancers… it felt so purposeful, celebratory on all levels. I left after this dance and good thing too, the thunder beings arrived in droves about 30 minutes later.

I sat and pondered my experiences at this Powwow… the remembering that was still taking place as I sat there.  A friend came to visit me for a moment, since I couldn’t talk she didn’t stay long… but she stayed long enough for this amazing rainbow to form in the sky.  When I walked her to my door, we were both taken aback by the stunning brilliance permeating our sky:

The view from my front door.

The view from my front door.

I had to take pictures, the colors were soooooo brilliant.  I walked up to the main road where the trees would not obstruct its fullness, it was so large I had to use the panoramic element on my camera to show the whole energy system:

view from the main road

view from the main road

The rainbow tribe has returned… and it is US!!  The expanding consciousness, the accelerating Light frequency in body and mind.  WE ARE HERE!!!

The last time a rainbow was gifted to me was about 2 years ago.  My team, months before spring arrived, asked me to go out and down by the river when the first rains of spring come.  I wasn’t thrilled with the idea, but, I will do anything my team asks… all-ways.

The first rains came, it was rather cold, but hey, a promise is a promise, I went down to the Mesa, sat and exchanged with the guardians as the rains soaked me.  Fortunately they only last about 15 minutes… as I finished, on my way back to my house a huge rainbow stretched out to the north, bending from where I was sitting towards the path leading to my house.  This one above was in the east, in what I call ET-ville as well.

The (2nd) Galactic Kinship Era is closer than we may realize.  OMG, the 2nd coming….

Ponder that will ya!!!

Big big ((((HUGZ)))) of wonder and well, today, a lot of wonder!!!

Lisa Gawlas

P.S.  The power is within you, lets tap in and bring it out for full on use!! LAST chance Super Powers Course starting in June, click here for details.  This course is limited to the first 12 people who sign up, (2 seats left.)

















quantum energy releasing recieving

The one thing I am sure of… something huge happened in our sleep time last night.  What??  I have no freakin clue, but something did, I know it.  I was put down to sleep at 9pm.  Meaning, I couldn’t keep my eyes open to save my life.  Also, my cell phone went to sleep with me with a fully charged battery.  This morning I woke up shocked that I slept for a solid 8 hours (that hasn’t happened in a while) at 5am and my cell phones battery was completely dead while my inner battery felt completely charged.  YAY??  I now have a morning ritual of saying “hello” to myself to see if I can hear myself lol, Linda Blair is back!!!  YAY!!  For the last two days, any sort of audio attempt was akin to gargling on glass shards and barely produced a whisper.  So when I tried again this morning and that eerie exorcist sound came out… OMG I never felt so happy!!!  Monday my team told me to clear my schedule thru Wednesday, which I did…. here’s hoping I am back in the game tomorrow!!!  I am still being quiet today, I learned my lesson from Sunday!!  lol

It’s kinda funny really, as I sit here pondering what to share…  my team as me on lock down with a lot of things I am learning thru this May Course group and trust me, there is sooooooo much I want to share… I suddenly see the energy of the ocean and a massive geyser erupting out from the depths of the ocean.  Now given all the earth events happening this month… am I seeing what is coming or what is happening??  Maybe both!!

The ocean, the depth of spirit, the depth of pure emotion, always in movement, always in motion.  Like each one of us, whether we realize it or not, always affected by the motion of the moon, the wind the air the sun… all elements gather together to form the ebb and flow of Life.  But what happens when a geyser erupts?  A massive opening of long dormant energies being released to the elements of the air to travel far and wide to all that are ready and open to receive.

With that thought, I am given much more clarity with something that moved thru me last evening that I shared on my super powers exchange on facebook.  I can share that here… actually must share that here for everyone to really feel with and deeply understand:

There is a massive responsibility we have the more we open to all that we are. The first and biggest responsibility is to remove all judgement (emotional charge against anything.) Everything in this world, no matter what it is, is made up of energy. All energy is God/Creator/Source energy. Humans have been given the gift, the responsibility as their frequency increases, to maintain that energy, that purity in all things within themselves. In purity, nothing can harm anything. Should we have a negative feeling about something, that creates a negative charge within that something and becomes destructive because we changed its purity to what we judged it to be.

Very few individual people have the power/energy, to change something so drastically. This is usually done via a collective, a group of people who hold that thought, that judgement.  However, as you raise your frequency, your light and… you become your own collective of energy and you change things immediately. If you are judging anything, something good for you or bad for you, better for you or worse for you, go inside and neutralize it all. See the Light it is and honor its place in creation. It is more important than you may realize.

So this geyser that I am seeing is serving to release, completely clear and cleanse any remaining judgement for those open and ready to go higher!!! Equally, it is completely realigning the core (within the humans ready to zoom beyond imagination) to profound understandings and applications.

Earth, all versions of earth, is changing.  Humans are changing.  There is a massive shift in power underway.  It is all happening thru YOU and because of YOU.  Even if all you perceive yourself as doing is dealing with your inner chaos/issues/ stuff… change ALL-WAYS must start there.  You can never change the world if you never start with yourself.  The moment you change yourself for the better, the world around you cannot help but change.  Which creates changes beyond your personal world.  OMG, suddenly and for the first time…. so freakin clearly… I see the gyroscope.  I have seen gyroscopes in readings off and on thru the last several years, but until today, never realized the magnitude of it all.  I have found a brilliant website that can really give us a simple to understand/apply correlation to you (the rotor, center of the gyroscope) and the changing life we are neck deep within.  Please click here to read the site.  But let me share one of their artworks with explanation here:



Lets look at their handy dandy information and go a bit metaphysical with it all.  The first alignment any and all humans had to make was the alignment I am going to call the first trinity “body, mind and soul.”  Once that alignment was/is in place, everything changes… and creates the super powered alignment of the full trinity of “Source, Soul, Physicality.”  This second phase is what spirit means by becoming your own collective.  You become a super power source of Change, or wonder!!!

It also gives light to hitting critical mass in the “Shambhala” life field… and this is the reason so much is happening on earth (quakes, volcanoes and stuff.)

The age of enlightenment was an energy system getting us to here… The Age of Enlightened Ones is now Here and the earth and sun and everything in between, is spewing their sacred energy, long held deep inside… for use and even dare I say, celebration.

I have a feeling… we are going to see and experience amazing things together.  I know I will be back in reading land tomorrow and I cannot wait to see what we have done thru this massive shift called May/You.  (Without You who changed your gyroscopes, May would be a very different field of energy.)

My team is asking me to share one more very important tidbit that came for the group and applies to all of you as well:

Special Note: As you develop, get stronger in your “super power” abilities, I promise you, the universe is going to start bringing challenges to your doorstep. Not to kick you in the ass, but to have you start using what you are discovering within, in real time, to change that challenge into accomplishment. If you do not use it to change what is happening in your own personal world… well, lets just say the use of it is always applied direct in your own world first. For the first 8 years of bringing more of my abilities out to the fore, it really looked like destruction over and over and over again… Creators and Destroyers… one in the same. Sitting around singing kumbaya is NOT gonna get you to where you have chosen to go!! So when any sort of adversity shows up, get excited, dig in and use your “super powers” to change it!!! That is how validation and KNOWING what you are discovering and using is REAL. I love you all so much and honor the bravery within for choosing this amazing, challenging, life changing path!!!

Thank you for all you do, have done, will do in the days and weeks to come!!  I love you more than my heart can bear sometimes and miss you like freakin crazy!!!

((((((((((HUGZ))))))))))))) of wonder, bliss and exploding JOY to ALL!!!!!

Lisa Gawlas

P.S.  The power is within you, lets tap in and bring it out for full on use!! LAST chance Super Powers Course starting in June, click here for details.  This course is limited to the first 12 people who sign up, (2 seats left.)












Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | May 25, 2015

The Chaos Theory: As Within, So Without!!!


There is one thing I am absolutely sure of this morning, you (excuse me, I) don’t realize the intense energy and sweat of the game until you are pulled out of it for 5 consecutive days.  Granted, I truly am a hands on learner, as we all are.  It’s one thing to hear about something and how something changes, it’s a whole other thing to be knee-deep in those changes yourself.

Since Tuesday of this past week, I have not done any readings nor homework (individual) sessions with the ongoing SuperPower Super Human’s (smile.)  On Saturday, I could hear myself say “hello” for the first time in days, granted, it sounded like something out of the exorcist, but hey, I am grateful to be slightly audible again.  I took my emerging voice for a test drive with my son, I ran out of voice after 5 minutes.  Dammit.  Ok, in the quiet zone one more day, but dammit I am going to hold group class on Sunday no matter what.  I miss you, I miss the flow of Light energy when we are together.  I miss talking dammit and sharing, and exchanging.

I started to feel like Baby from the movie dirty dancing and the physical aspect called Lisa came over to the corner table and simply said “no one puts baby in the corner,”  done with my time out!!!  lol

I fired up webex and waited for the amazing Super Humans to arrive.  Holy heavens… one by one they started chiming in and my solar plexus started going flipping crazy, like suddenly someone took the dial that says full blast and turned the spin up faster and faster to the point I thought I would puke.  Yikes!!!  Then we started talking, I started croaking out words lol, and the light spins in my head… holy shit, I thought i would fall out of my chair many times.  I even had to hold my head to get it rebalanced from their energy and all they did was show up.  Keep in mind, this is our fourth consecutive group class together, and other than this past week, I met with each one (24) individually thru each week to go over their homework.  I have fully realized, as you stand in the winds of the hurricane, you actually adjust to the power and force of the winds… step out into the eye for 5 days, then go back into the windstream… WOWZERS!!!!

A few weeks ago, as I was sitting pondering the enormity of whatever came thru the field that day, I heard my team say, “there will be strong earth changes as we go forward.”  Just like our personal bodies are changing and it seems like they are blowing up instead of getting stronger, so does the earth.  She quakes, she spews, she storms as the energies change intensely.  They gave me that familiar image of the chaos theory.  I found a wonderful website that explains the Chaos Theory in wonder and simple detail… not take the inner changes that many humans are purposely putting into play at this time as you read/understand their theory:

Principles of Chaos  creator beings

  • The Butterfly Effect: This effect grants the power to cause a hurricane in China to a butterfly flapping its wings in New Mexico. It may take a very long time, but the connection is real. If the butterfly had not flapped its wings at just the right point in space/time, the hurricane would not have happened. A more rigorous way to express this is that small changes in the initial conditions lead to drastic changes in the results. Our lives are an ongoing demonstration of this principle. Who knows what the long-term effects of teaching millions of kids about chaos and fractals will be?
  • Unpredictability: Because we can never know all the initial conditions of a complex system in sufficient (i.e. perfect) detail, we cannot hope to predict the ultimate fate of a complex system. Even slight errors in measuring the state of a system will be amplified dramatically, rendering any prediction useless. Since it is impossible to measure the effects of all the butterflies (etc) in the World, accurate long-range weather prediction will always remain impossible.
  • Order / Disorder Chaos is not simply disorder. Chaos explores the transitions between order and disorder, which often occur in surprising ways.
  • Mixing: Turbulence ensures that two adjacent points in a complex system will eventually end up in very different positions after some time has elapsed. Examples: Two neighboring water molecules may end up in different parts of the ocean or even in different oceans. A group of helium balloons that launch together will eventually land in drastically different places. Mixing is thorough because turbulence occurs at all scales. It is also nonlinear: fluids cannot be unmixed.

We can even say with simply two energy streams, that which is known as Light and Dark.  Dark is absorbed into the Light and is transformed into a higher state of Being.  Duality in change.  Chaos.  In a world of physicality, these changes MUST be experienced physically.

I was equally reminded of several meditations I had many many moons ago (2002-2003) the first one actually stopped me from purposely connected with the emotional field called mother earth.  I just came off of a week-long spiritual strike (no meditating for a week lol) after landing in the Salvation Army homeless shelter with my 11-year-old daughter.  I was soooo pissed off… until others helped me see it in a different light.  Instead of staying in the poor pitiful me mode, I sought someone I might be able to help and there was plenty to find.  My first day back to meditation, I was purposely connecting with mother earth, she placed me in a landscape I was not familiar with and I could see a lava flow head towards me from behind me.  Crazy ass me never moved a muscle in this meditation, instead, that lava ran between and around my feet and lower calf’s as it moved forward.  In meditation it didn’t hurt at all, until I came out of meditation with 3rd degree burns on ONLY my right (emotional side) foot and ankle.  What the hell???????  Hours later, I found out that a volcano blew in the Congo killing hundreds of people.

Fast forward to another unpleasant experience I had just going into meditation, I was in Vermont at the time and suddenly my whole body and home felt like it was in the midst of an earthquake… to the degree I got out of meditation to see if I really was… I wasn’t.  Again, I found out that around that time, there was a major earthquake in either Iraq or Iran (I forget which now.)  I never understood those experiences, but let me tell ya, I never rushed to meet mama top side ever again.  It’s turbulent there!!!

It is only this week, as I ponder all the massive earth happenings this month… that my team finally helped me realize that the changes within myself affected the earth in very particular ways and I was in the middle of the experience as it was happening topside.    Truly, one butterfly changes the world.  Now get a bunch of butterflies flapping their wings…

Here are a few headlines sent to me recently:


Mount Hanoke In Japan steaming after 800 years of sleeping:

5/25/2015 — Deep Asthenosphere earthquake below Japan / China border — Watch out at Nepal / China / India border

If you don’t think you are that powerful… THAT LIFE CHANGING… think again!!

If we take the saying “as above so below” we can also make it ‘as within so without” as well.  My last blog I put out, I shared about my nighttime portal visiting experiences.  That very day I was filled with so much amazing energy, I still couldn’t talk, but man the body was like firecracker.  Equally, I became utterly aware of something…. new.  I went outside twice in the morning to feed the birds and each time I walked thru my back door into the house, I stopped in my tracks because I could feel this new Presence.  Like the most loving heartbeat pulsing in my home.  The second time I reentered my home, I had a fleeting glimpse of seeing new strings sprawling out to form my “inner space of creation.”  My home is very much like my womb, nurturing, loving, evolving.

I realized today especially, sometimes you have to step out of your center, your usual doings… to fully realize the enormity of change underway.  It happened in my home and now… with the Super Humans I meet with every Sunday.

Change on enormous levels.

But I also got to glimpse what is actually happening in me, most especially that crazy thing called my voice box/larynx.  I had to breathe down deep to get some audibility happening thru our 2 hours together.  When i purposely forced more air up to become more audible… phew baby, i could feel the fire (yeah, it hurt, a lot, but I am a trooper lol or crazy one or the other) emerge from my throat, but equally, strands of multicolored metallic energy equally bounding off my larynx.  I suppose I can liken it to the japan volcano above, new energy seeping out thru force (my own inner force.)

I woke up at 2 minutes before 1 am (duality and new beginnings) this morning, with my team billowing this statement to me (which I heard most of yesterday too) “Just because you can, doesn’t mean you should.”

Up until yesterday, the only thing that was in the garage  was my larynx.  I had no sore throat, no anything really… nighttime elephant squats on occasion, but I understood that energy exchange.  As soon as I closed out webex, the hell fires were burning in my throat, my throat itself swelled up to half closed.  I had a burning in my chest which made it really really hard to breathe and so I used my albuterol inhaler… nuttin.  For the first time this year, I took out my nebulizer to help me breathe, nope.  Hmmmmm…. it took me a while but I realized my larynx had swollen so much it was cutting off my air flow and I was back into the inaudible zone.  …and remain there today.  But at least today, everything went back to not swollen!!  Phew!!  But I was awake for an easy 10 minute lecture from my team.  Blah, blah, blah!! lol

I would do it again!! lol, well I won’t, but I am glad we did.  My whole path has been learning thru experience, especially in what not to do, but the insight and understanding is invaluable.  So,  I say all this to tell you, YOU are changing. Your biology is changing.  Your mother is changing.  And in the words of Neale Donald Walsch, “Change is ALWAYS for the better!!”

I am grateful today is actually a scheduled day off… I am taking my quiet butt to the Jemez Pueblo to enjoy their Pow Wow being held today.

I love you all so damn much, thank you for daring to be YOU!!!

((((HUGZ)))) of gratitude and change to ALL!!!!

isa Gawlas

P.S.  The power is within you, lets tap in and bring it out for full on use!! LAST chance Super Powers Course starting in June, click here for details.  This course is limited to the first 12 people who sign up, (2 seats left.)















Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | May 22, 2015

Shedding The Old to Reveal the Expanded, Empowered YOU!!

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About two weeks ago, I had a dream experience that has lingered in the forefront of my mind every day since experiencing it.  Yesterday, I finally got it!!  Let me share the dream, cuz all of what I am about to share today, in my own understandings, is relevant to all of us, each in our own way of course.

There is this person I always refer to as my mentor, Marc.  He was a huge, significant part of my own awakening for the first 2 years of this path.  He never really was a “mentor” per se, but truly a huge asset in helping me understand what was happening within me as my old reality construct crumbled around me with each dive into meditation I took.  His greatest skill back then was lucid dreaming.  He tried to teach me how, but I never got it at all.  Of course, I could eventually navigate the multiverse in meditation and that is where my spiritual team put all their energy.  Over the last decade plus, on rare occasions, when I was going thru massive growth spurts, Marc would enter my dream states even tho we had been long divorced and not talked to each other since 2002.  The last time he came to visit me in my dreams was in 2010 or 11 (I forget exactly.)  Also, he came to my world…always.

So you can imagine my surprise when a few weeks ago, I went into his world, but with an odd twist.  When I met him (via an online spiritual chatroom) he was living in Australia, Kings Cross to be exact, he has since moved to Hong Kong.  In this dream experience, he was actually living in Sydney Australia and the dream experience opened with me running up a flight of stairs to visit him.  He occupied a top floor, corner apartment and as I got to his doorway, he was coming out and not at all surprised to see me and simply said “I have just been evicted,” and proceeded to go down the stairs with me following him.  Even in my dream state, my mind was scrambling to understand why he was evicted, nothing about that moment felt “out of money,” there had to be another reason.  Altho he and I talked about spiritual things a lot back in the day, he never was one to share his personal world with me at all, which given this dream, something never change lol.

As we made our way down the steps we came to a large open air landing before going down more steps.  There was a high wall at the bottom of these stairs with a large picture window in this wall so you can see over the city.  I stopped a moment to look out this window… it was stunning.  The landscape itself was imbued with violet as its ground scape.  Beautiful buildings scattered about (no, not the opera house area) and suddenly I realized someone had recently sent me a picture of this (in my dream, not in my reality) and I mentioned it to him excitedly… “OMG, one of my friends just sent me this exact picture and here I am looking at the very place it was taken.”  (what this was all about, I have no clue… yet.)

Then I woke up.  Puzzled.  First of all, I went to his world during my dreamtime, I don’t do that, well, never have before anywayz.  But it was what he said that lingered… “I was just evicted.”  I know symbology well enough to know this is about residing in the higher consciousness of life, but what did it have to do with me.

Lets put that on pause a moment.

As the May course started and I am not only doing the hypnosis events, but taking the transmissions too, there were a few times spirit asked “what does your heart desire now.”  I pondered that for the last week or so in regards to myself.  I have no freakin clue.  Suddenly, as I would think about that question, I would hear my soul voice say “enlarge my territory.”  Hey!!!  I’m not sure the Lisa within really wants that… but then again, it’s the heart desire not the head.  Dammit.  I used to say that when I felt I needed to grow in new ways and it was always provided for, in unimaginable ways.  So I knew… hearing it without it coming from my mind… all I could think is, how much more could I possibly do!!  Well!!  It is being revealed!!

When I woke up yesterday, I was so flipping exhausted from my night-time adventures and growing a really achy left side.  The left side of my neck, shoulder, arm and down the side of my rib cage actually hurt.  Last week, it was my butt and back of my thighs that felt like the strain of mountain climbing seeped in.  That was easy to figure out, path of life changing and the strength (thighs) amping up to endure the changes.  So with the largeness of my left side (physical life side) I was little confused… sorta.  I know my voice is changing, my ability to hear/see/express is changing… but why my damn ribcage too!!!  Hey, mercy on this crazy girl!!!

So after I did my blog and notified everyone on my agenda that I am in silence yet again, I took a nice hot bath, one to try to melt my muscles and two to find some energy.  I was depleted on every level energetically.  I felt like a deflated balloon.  I knew I had easy 20 emails that needed tending to and without an ounce of energy in me, ain’t no way… so I went seeking some and got more than I bargained for.

Before I get to my enormous understandings, let me just share that my soul (not me, my soul itself) has 4 other incarnations here on earth and I have met them all over the course of the last 13 years.  One named Marc, the other Frank, Rick and Michael.  Everyone of them changed me to the core with their interactions, albeit brief, within the platform of my own life.

The first thing my team addressed in my meditation was the eviction of Marc dream experience.  He was the first one in my world of expansion and held a place holder in the lucid dream realm for me, for when I was ready.  (Whisper, I’m not ready, but who cares about that!!)   He also showed me, with real life experience when he came to literally visit me for 5 days, about the amazing magnetic pull of cellular biology towards each other.  Thru this, my team reminded me of my crazy nights the last two nights… lucid dreaming… that’s what that is???  Both nights, I knew I was a sleep and awake at the same time… what seems to be missing is my personal control over anything in that environment.

Then they brought back the memory of Michael, my most recent experience back in February.  Thats when portals started to form above my bed, literally.  But he was not interested in knowing how he created them or even how to consciously use them… I was, but I wanted him to do the work of understanding.  Yeah right.  Guess my desire was stronger than my laziness!!  Cuz, well… not only do I have the lucid dreaming going on, it’s all about portals (which again, not really portals like we think of them, but until they let me fully remember the word they use, I’m calling them that!!)

I shared the other day a session I did have (via meditation) with Michael and mentioned within it seeing his body like a snake-skin laying on the table.   It wasn’t until the next day did our team fully reveal that what was shown was potential, if he did the inner work to achieve what was needed.

Well baby, for those of us doing the inner work right now… we are all molting!!  I was shown wiggling out of my own skin like a huge snake.  My team explained, when a snake sheds its skin, every ounce of its energy, of its focus, is within itself, shedding and growing all at the same time.  It is not a time to be out in the world, but deep within our own cellular changes.   Obviously, my voice is shedding too… still today, dammit!!

I spent the whole of yesterday merging with my couch and rubbing icy hot on my neck and shoulders and puffing my albuterol inhaler to keep the breath constant.

I crashed hard at 9pm… and once again, there I went into portal land, but with a shocking twist.  First, I was given a review of what I learned the night before (and I still don’t consciously remember that yet) and the next thing I know… I was up and threw visiting one of he ladies from the May Course, helping her… in that moment, I knew exactly who she was and what she needed… and then I woke up with lungs gasping for air.  Puff, puff on the albuterol and back into portal land I went.  This time, I went to visit another lady from the course… same thing.. assisting where it was needed and return gasping for breath again.  The information and exchange were so vivid in my between times I was sure I would not forget and could email them in the morning of the experience… yeah right.  However, my last adventure for the evening, was a lady I had been working with and dropped the ball on weeks ago, and I went to her, did some energy work on her body and now she, I fully remember this morning.  The other two ladies, I cannot recall which two they were and what exactly we did.  Strange really.  It was so vividly clear and no doubt, I was given amnesia on purpose, why I have no idea.  But my last lady, I remember clearly.  Maybe cuz I know her personally and her landscape… Virginia.  I dunno.

Now, one would think I would be all excited about this brand new adventure unfolding… hell no!!  As I came out of my third portal adventure of assistance last night, I started my Lisa bitching… hey!!!!  I work all day long doing all I possibly can… now its night-time too???

Careful what ya ask for!!

I have complained for…. forever that I never know what I am doing when I sleep and my spirit seems to visit people during their dreamtimes and I want to be consciously aware of it.  Well, I am getting more than I bargained for!!  But with a larger purpose.  What I am learning/remembering in the dreamtime, will one day be fully activated in the day time.  Not as an energetic conscious visit, but as a body and consciousness going to visit.

I did hang onto one memory.knowing from the portal activation, it was a magnetic intention thing.  The energy of it ran down my core and I think kinda worked like a zipper would… with the magnetic frequency within, opened the spin rate of potential.  The various portals above were already aligned to those I visited last night.  Well, there is two more yet to be traveled I suppose.  Cuz there is five above the main spout!

What I equally find interesting, if not rather exciting… when mother earth insisted I put one more super powers course together before I leave for Boston and PA the end of next month, my team explained that what is happening thru the amazing people in the May course is laying the foundation of all that is to come and June is like putting buildings on the foundation… making it easier for all.  July… there will be no question of the unimaginable being fully realized.

The greatest gift in all the worlds… change yourself and the world MUST change with you!!

On that note… Dig deep within yourself, constantly, unceasingly and power up… Life will never be the same again… thank you creator Gods!!!

I love you!!  ((((HUGZ)))) filled with mastery Becoming!!!

Lisa Gawlas

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Well, what a marathon of night school I had last night, right back to those series of portals or wormholes or whatever they are.  This time tho, there was a shadowy figure of a man helping me to learn how to use these things, I never seen him clearly nor can I say I recognized him in any way.  But like the night before, I was neither awake nor asleep and had total memory of being there the night before.  The first session (we had many session thru the course of last night, to the degree I thought days had passed since I first seen these series of openings.)  Unlike the night prior, I was not being sucked up in anything, instead me and shadow man was standing just in front of the wormhole (there is another name that is used for these and I will be damned if I can remember what they call them) that was at my feet and went straight up about 10 feet to a serious of 5 other wormholes encircling this main one.  This man explained that it is the energy within the heart that activates their use and showed me how to do that and dammit if I cannot recall at all this morning… but, in that between place, I seen the main one go from being a gray like energy tube to being infused and revved up with the color of blue.  As it started to vibrate and spin, the one on the left top side started to become activated too, only it was engulfed in red energy.

Each time these things seemed to be fully activated, or at least vibrating and oozing color… I would wake up and couldn’t breathe.  That strange elephant from the night before was now on my chest and I would cough and reach for my albuterol inhaler, which cleared it up instantly, back to sleep I would go, only to end up in the same place, with the same guy, doing the same thing… all freakin night long… waking up coughing and trying to breathe at least until the albuterol adjusts my airways.

Not surprisingly, I am deeper into the silent zone this morning… at least last night (before sleep) I was able to reach down deep in my voice box to create a few bass tones.  This morning, I am back to squeaky toy sounds… barely.

However, a lot of timely revelations happened yesterday in my voiceless world of grocery shopping and house cleaning.  Like I said, I feel fine, my voice is just going thru puberty… again!!

In my Q and A with spirit yesterday (smile) I asked about the weird strain in my right ear as I tried to talk the day prior.  Then, couple that with some posts on my facebook wall the end of yesterday… man oh man, was spirit quick to chime in and for good reason.

For those of us who has chosen to purposely and dedicatedly accelerate our inner and outer vibration/frequency/LifeLove, much is added to our biology in abilities as well as awareness.

No one on earth can see, hear or understand beyond their frequency zone… some laws are unchangeable.  This is as true on the other side of the veil as it is on our side.  This is why the vast reincarnation cycles (of many worlds) are so extremely important to our souls… as they grow and expand and vibrant to higher realms in spirit too.

Our jobs on this side of the veil, the side immersed in duality and amnesia, is to Be the voice of spirit in all we do and say.  That really is where our frequencies start to accelerate to higher levels of knowing/information/knowledge… USE.  The more we share our Light, the more Light is given to us to share and to use and to share more of.

This particular growth cycle I am in, going thru, has everything to do with my ability to hear the higher vibrations of spirit and even, other worldly worlds and bring it down into this one for use and for sharing.  I was shown yesterday how my ability to hear and my (self-described inadequacy) of sharing it all out loud is going to another level… so I can bring more thru vocally.  But equally, YOU are going thru similar upgrades and I have to keep up with you since you show up on my field of light every day.  See, you are pushing me further simply by pushing yourself further.  Thank you for all that and more!!!

Many of us are going thru biological adjustments as we reach higher levels of ourSelfs.  Between extreme exhaustion, hunger, pain in various places, breathing issues, sinus issues, headaches, vertigo… there is an abundance of symptoms out there being expressed as our collective is hitting higher vibrational levels of living, of expressing, of (soon to be) use of what I lovingly call our super powers.

For eons of time, as we were clearing our biology and minds of “issues” to bring us to this moment (that actually started back in Jan 2013) we were so conditioned to think, if we hurt we had healing to do.  And for the longest time, that was true.  Not any longer.

I remember a time in either 07 or 08 when I entered my holy bath to go scrub away some more of my dysfunctions and no matter where I looked within, I couldn’t find something to tap into.  By this time, I was really efficient at finding and transmutting the craziness within me, it was my major focus for close to 8 years and there was always a refinement of my abilities each time I went in and scrubbed.  So imagine my shock when I went in and couldn’t find anything and asked my team to help… their reply was (and this SOOOOO IMPORTANT to everyone one, especially now) “Do you not think you get to a point where you have healed all you needed to heal.”  Ummmm… no, never even crossed my mind and surely not a person I know ever said such a thing.  Is this my ego????

Well, 7-8 years later, I really get it.  We don’t have to pop every zit we ever had or we will never stop the clearing process to start to grow into our expanded levels of Being.  We simply have to clear the container enough to hit the higher vibrations within ourselves.  At the end of the day, we are still going to have our human moments of irritability, fleeting judgements (speaking of my self here.)  But its when you can instantly recognize this, giggle and let that go… that is where true mastery lays and that’s all we ever needed to get to within our body and mind.

Clearing and expansion, sadly, feels exactly the same in the biology.  Neither should be stopped, which I learned quite quickly in my early days of healing my inner shit.  Until I started to swim in the deep end of the pool, I never so much as even caught a cold, since then… ohhh my dear lord it felt like my body went to hell in a handbasket, for me, primarily happening between lungs and head… and of course back then I would use decongestants or something to stop the sludge pouring out and my team would say, its only going to start-up again and finish itself more intensely.  To this day, I only ever use Tylenol for headaches (it stops the pain receptors and not what is happening within) and now, albuterol, cuz breathing is important and it opens the airways to higher flows of energy.

So with all that said, know you are expanding to new levels of yourself.  Where you are feeling this energy the most will be a huge tell-tale sign of where and how it will most likely affect your life.  The waist down, your path in life is about to change in directions that will amazing if not shock you.  The abdomen, your own power is hitting new levels of use inside and out.  The chest to head area… full on expression, outwardly in all that is You.

And so much more than that too, just putting it in a small thimble.

Please know with all your Being, you are growing/expanding/reaching higher levels of yourself.  If you stop and get or do healing work, you take yourself out of the moment and put yourself back in the past, only having to get back to this moment again… and again until you just KNOW your done with past issues and are now getting into your new shiny love infused outfit to go beyond anything you ever thought was possible.

I have got to add this in, cuz I cannot help but smile with spirits reply.  This morning as I am saying to my team (telepathically of course since my voice is still elsewhere, adjusting) this is really an inconvenient time to go thru this.  I am right in the middle of a course YOU insisted we do and now, everyone is getting rescheduled, if not completely missing this weeks homework follow-up.  Of course, everyone in the course is going thru their own biological changes now, or at least, will be soon!!  My teams reply is, there will never be a convenient time in the realm of human life.  We are always busy and it happens at the apex of inner frequency, not a time-table.

Last but not least… DO NOT talk yourself out of what you are capable of doing NOW.  Achieving NOW.  I have heard more times this week (or was it last week lol) sentences like “but I have never done it that way, I cannot do this, or that or stuff…”  Remember, you create your ongoing reality, or you change it.  The choice is ALL-WAYS yours to make!!  Please, put away your need to heal anything within, put away your old stories, and stretch into the new… and allow yourself to fly to places never even imagined possible before.

I love you so flipping much.  You are my greatest teachers I could have ever hoped to have in life.  Once upon a time, I seen God as something up there, beyond this realm of creation.  Now, I see him thru you each and every day.  You truly are God made manifest.  <3

(((((HUGZ))))) of silent bliss to ALL!!!

Lisa Gawlas

P.S.  The power is within you, lets tap in and bring it out for full on use!! LAST chance Super Powers Course starting in June, click here for details.  This course is limited to the first 12 people who sign up, (6 seats left.)








Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | May 20, 2015

Quantum Changes Within Gearing Up for Our Next Adventure

energy changes


Ohhh the energies, the biological changes, and dare I even say, thank god for the awareness of it all!!  I receive the majority of my energy adjustments when I lay down to go to sleep, fortunately, that also means instantly going into deep and extended sleep periods.  Works for me!!  The night before last, the very night I had seen everyone’s wonderful golden age energy flow… I swear a brand new kind of elephant sat directly on my chest.  Never felt that sensation before… and then I fell into sleep.  It was weird but not painful or disturbing at all.

As I started my day of connections yesterday, I became aware that that thing called my voice, was slowly slipping away, with it, so was my energy.  Not even tired, just… depleting.  By my third appointment, my voice was gone, yet, other than energetically exhausted, I personally felt good.  No sore throat to warrant a voice loss, zero coughing (except when trying to talk) no lung issues or asthma like attacks… just bit by bit that thing called audibility went away and is still gone today.

What was interesting tho, in my attempt to speak, I could feel a pull on my inner right ear each time I tried really hard to speak.  So I knew, my spiritual hearing coupled with my spiritual sharing is going thru the roof of change… again.  Yay!!??

I would love to know… where is this energy hitting you??  The answer will reveal where your strongest energies are for your use of “super powers.”

As I had plenty of time to ponder this sudden and unexpected quite time within myself, I have to laugh at the way my team explains things.  First thing they say is… you cannot look directly into the abyss (energy field) and not be changed by it.  Yeah, I know that from years of doing this peeking.  Then they gave me a rerun image of a show I just watched called “Supervolcano.”  A really great mini-series about yellowstone blowing.  In this show it erupted for 7 days and then started to collapse in out itself where the magma once was.  That was me yesterday (ummmm the last week) collapsing in on myself lol.

I take in massive amounts of quantum energy, especially in exchange with the wonderful and amazing folks taking this May course.  They are (in spirits words) literally going out into many different dimensions, super frequency dimensions, bringing back handfuls of never experienced before (in this realm) quantum energy, smearing it into themselves (as their super powers) and the landscape.  I breathe them in, their experiences, their excitement, their new energy fields every day and exhale here to you, in my own way.  Ya feeling the volcanic ash??  lol

Well, with the golden energy day of readings, which I knew was taking this massive energy system and finding solid ground to reform onto, into…

As I was waking up this morning, protesting about the 4am hour, I did my best to go back to sleep… instead, I went into what I will just call an awakened dream state.  I was not asleep nor was I “awake.”  I suddenly felt this pulling sensation and the next thing I knew, I was in the center of I dont know, wormhole, portal… an elongated energy system.  I could see it and feel it clearly.  I heard my team tell me, this is what you really do, you live between energy systems, I think they had a particular word they used, but I cannot remember it right now.  The next thing I knew, 5 other tunnels or wormholes or whatever they were… popped up in a circle around and above the one I was in.  What the hell???  What are all those things??  I guess that will eventually be revealed cus the next thing I know, that grip released and I heard, now get up and share.  Huh??  Share what??  Freakin pesky team I have!!!!  So, 4:30 am, I drag my booty out of bed… again, and this is the only voice I have today.  Silent on all levels.

On that note… have an amazing day!!  And may all that is in your heart become manifest as you express it outwards!!!

((((HUGZ)))) of grand adventures and deep and radical change to All!!!

Lisa Gawlas

P.S.  The power is within you, lets tap in and bring it out for full on use!! LAST chance Super Powers Course starting in June, click here for details.  This course is limited to the first 12 people who sign up, there is not enough of me to do 24 again.  Holy quantum energy batman!!







golden age


Gotta love the crazy energetic presentation of “simple” geometry that is the field, is us, shifting.  I had a feeling the other day with seeing that bell thingie move to the right and being only half viewable, something else was happening.  Well yesterdays readings gave us an amazing view, an amazing feel/flow of vibrant energy coming into those who created that critical mass event.

Of course, I have done my inadequate best to give you a visual to follow along with as I explain the best I could.  Beyond the stunning visuals, there was this feeling… OMG the feeling of energy, like nothing I ever felt before.

the field unfolding

The main image was the flow of golden energy that was in the most smooth blend of golds, yellows, gentle oranges, white and silvers.  Let me emphasis the “smoothness of this flow of energy down to a single point… the person I was reading for.  I don’t know another word to describe it, it was stunning really.  But then in the lower part, where point meets point, it got a big frizzy.  All I could think of was bed head to describe it.  The feeling of this perfectly blended energy… was beyond perfection at both ends.

As I tried to understand what is this energy, spirit came up with several different names that all represent the same thing.  Shambhala, The Golden Age and even thru one lady, the Dawn of Aquarius.  We obviously have a lot of different names for an energy system (from spirits point of view) all denote the same thing.

I did have to ask why the energy went from smooth, fluid… to frizzy once it connected with a point below our (earth’s) atmosphere.  The simplest explanation was, it entered “creatiality.”  Yup, spirit is creating new words as we go!!  Think of it like adding air freshener into your air, it is no longer stable as it was when it was in the can or even coming up thru the release valve, once it hits the air, it disperses.  With this golden fluid, it disperses ONLY in the field, the creation field of the human aligned with it.  But it too, will settle where it needs to inside and outside the human fully aligned with Shambhala/The Golden Age of Living Life.

Each reading added an extra element, depicted in my super humble artwork to the right.  The second lady had the added element of what kinda looked like an intense orange/red/golden sun emerging at the very top of her golden opening.  Even before I called her, I kept hearing a clip from the song “Age of Aquarius” with the lyrics “When the moon, is in the 7th house and jupiter aligns with mars…”  It took me a while, but I realized her team were sharing this part of the song to let her know she is in complete alignment within herself, with the energy system moving into her field of creation… SHE – WE ARE, the Age of Aquarius!!

The next lady after her, no more intense sun up in the ethers, instead, with that same intense color spectrum, was a pole like energy going straight thru the center up and down… for her, her team said one of her super powers is the ability to help people make like the phoenix… from ashes to rebirth in a matter of a session.  Of course, she got homework to understand what that means and how to use it.

Thru the course of this energy filled excitement, I mean day… spirit also said this very particular incoming energy, released to only those who are living heaven on earth, Shambhala, the age of Aquarius (pick a phrase) as a way of life thru the heart, this is also solidifying their energy field, their new earth(s) (I keep seeing many more than one that we will reside on, I have no clue how that works out… yet) that will take form as we end May and cross into the Brilliance, the solidity of June.

Ohhhh, and I obviously need to point (cuz spirit just reminded me) that in the image I put together, I could only see a part of the lower triangle and half of the body… we are still in transit thru the end of this month, building our new earths to experience our fullness on.

Now let me change subjects completely, since that’s all I currently understand about all that.  This has been an odd, exhausting, interesting week for me.  Granted, with the start and continuation of the super powers course, and me trying to make sure I have a few readings to do so i can keep up with the field, and doing my daily sharings, I am now working 12-14 hours every single day.  This week I scaled myself back to 10-12 (smirk.)  The minute and a half leave myself between appointments, I have been doing an Ancient Aliens marathon as is the cable channel I was watching it thru.  Some of the episodes talked about abductions… and something that came thru my lips on the Kelli in the Raw show started to come together.  Somehow our conversation came to alien abductions and my mouth (smile) said, there are no longer abductions like there was some time ago.  I really surprised myself when I heard that.  The things I didn’t even knew I cared about!! lol

But, between something about that conversation with her sticking in my consciousness, and this show talking about abductions and time lapses/amnesia with some people… domino’s started to fall in memories I had long lost, or so I thought.

when i was young, particularly age 6 thru 8, my mother, (step) father and their 2 children would go out on family outings and lock me in my bedroom instead of taking me with them.  When I first started this path of meditation and realizing I could access memories that were creating chaos in my adult life and change it, I asked my team to help me remember those lost years.  I know I was locked in my bedroom a lot during those years, but what did I do to pass time?  I had zero recollection of anything beyond being locked in.  They gave me a tiny memory fragment thru meditation of playing with Jesus and the Blessed Mother and Franklyn (my dude from the Pleiades) in my room, but even that felt like when you have a past life regression, there is almost no attachment to it and no real emotional involvement with the memories afterwards.  There had to be more….

As this crazy series is talking about alien abduction, suddenly memories I didn’t even know I had started to raise to the surface.  The time I was locked in my bedroom served for my adventures elsewhere, and I would be taken on the ships and a good strong, long-lasting dose of amnesia was put into place.  Hmmmmm…

When I was “awakening” I had shared my whole story and others shared theres on this place I lovingly refer to as that spiritual forum.  One of the men on that forum made an account of what he refered to as an “abduction” but with memory of it.  He talked about a group of humans being in a theater like setting… and stuff… and just reading that account of his, my whole body reacted, I couldn’t breathe, I started shaking, it was weird.  When I got myself back together, I asked him about my reaction and he simply said, cuz it happened to you too.  Gulp.  End of that story!!!

When I was living in North Carolina, the place I “woke up” in, a friend came to visit me for a month from New Hampshire.  He was well into his path and did trance channeling and stuff.  One morning he woke up and asked me, where did you go last night?  Huh??  I went to sleep, where else would I go??  He had said that he woke up about 3am to go to the bathroom and came out to the living room to talk with him and I was gone.  I was no where in the house and my car was parked in the driveway.  Hmmmm… have no clue.

Now fast forward to I think 2007, I was just waking up from a nights sleep, I was on the couch and when I opened my eyes I could see this creature standing over by my glass sliding doors, in my living room, staring at me.  He resembled a gray, only he was tannish and much taller.  I must have held my gaze on him for an easy 2 minutes… then I blinked and he was gone.

So as these vague memories are tumbling open, I hear my man from the Pleiades, Franklyn say abductions are not done by force, but agreement and with a higher purpose.  To eliminate any fear, amnesia is placed within the participants until the time they are ready.  (Ready for what, I have no clue… I am not!! lol)

But it all, also gave me such clear understanding of why I am so afraid of the dark outside, when alone.  I am not afraid in my house in the dark, or with someone else, just when all by myself.  Now I understand why more fully.  Doesn’t release that semi-fear, but at least now I at least understand it.

But I still gotta wonder… after 15 years of swimming in the deep, opening this and that and every crazy thing that has been shown to me since my “awakening,” why now?  Why put this all together… now??

I suppose, we shall see!!   …..rut roh… as I go to close this I hear “The Galactic Kinship Era…. returns.”  (Not without a friend it doesn’t lol.)

On that note, have a glorious day filled with golden sunshine beating in your heart and living thru you as Life, Love, Heaven made manifest!!!

Lisa Gawlas

P.S.  The power is within you, lets tap in and bring it out for full on use!! LAST chance Super Powers Course starting in June, click here for details.  This course is limited to the first 12 people who sign up, there is not enough of me to do 24 again.  Holy quantum energy batman!!






Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | May 18, 2015

May Into June… Dreams Into Created Reality!!



This time period we are in, should not called “the shift” of the ages, which denotes a single shift, but instead, the shift, of the shift, of the shift, of the shift (and keep going) of the ages.  Especially since this “Shifting” is collapsing and births of new realities, new consciousness systems/collectives, higher,more refined frequencies we are stepping into and using.  Just when you think you have a handle on something…. here we grow again, and again, and again!!

Let me tell ya, (as you already know) its freakin exhausting!!!   I wake up more tired than I went to sleep and seem to drag my butt around all day long wishing I was asleep.  Granted, this is the not the first time these feelings of fatigue gripped us, again that many shifts we went thru to get to here, but this one is big and long-lasting!!!

I have only done one reading the last two days, but she gave us an exciting as well as the ongoing perplexity of what is happening.  That crazy bell form has moved to the right, representing our perception of future.  I could only see half of it in her reading as her team added an extra element to this HUGE energy system we are birthing together.  Thru the deepest night sky that now made up my back yard in her reading, came puffs of enlarging energy… some deep red, some deep blue… they created the visual to show us how far into deep space this energy is arriving in our atmosphere.  As it got closer to her point in the imagery it grew larger and larger and the dissipated, I suppose much like what happens to a soap-bubble when you blow it too big, it disperses itself into the air.

Later that same day, I decided to get out my handy-dandy pendulum.  I haven’t sat and used that thing since sometime last year.  But being on that show, Kelli in the raw and she showed me her pendulum, I had to show her mine (show and tell lol) but in that moment, I could feel the gathered energy sitting in my pendulum, my version of inviting archangel michael over for coffee, instead of calling him on the phone (meditation.)  Hey, it works for me!! lol

So, I got our my A B C’s chart, got my pendulum out and sat and okay Mikey Baby, I know you have something to say… say it!  What I find amusing within myself, I already hear what he is saying before the pendulum swings out the entire sentence, but it’s somehow, oddly clearer this way.  But with this sentence, he didn’t let me hear it, instead he spelled it out.  “House in arc.”  Huh????  What the hell does that mean.  I have dubbed his communication with me as my archangel of quantum physics, but this left me confused… as usual.  So, gotta bring out a clarity question, what the hell does that mean???  What arc??   Alright, a couple of clarity questions!!  As the pendulum started to swing to the E, I heard the word energy… HEYYYYY!!!  I do not want to hear the word energy, so he simply swung out ELG.  What the hell is an ELG??  I had to giggle… Energy Lisa Gawlas.  I’m still clueless over here.  Like spirit, he doesn’t care!!

So I put my pendulum down and looked up arc as it relates to science:


Geometry. any unbroken part of the circumference of a circle or other curvedcurved line.

Also called electric arc. Electricity. a luminous bridge formed in a gap between two electrodes.

Funny how, thru my pondering and re-asking, he reminded me of the way he formed the sentence… IN… my HOUSE (is) in (an) arc.  The arc is ELG (from me I suppose.)  What the hell does that even mean??  Of course, I still have no clue.

So I decided to ask a more direct question that is in my heart:  So Mikey baby, are you going to come visit me in the physical reality.  He quickly swing the pendulum to the Y, our short way of saying yes.  My mind scrambled back to his opening sentence… geez if you just appear in my house, please make it during the daytime.  That will still scare the crap out of me, but only for a moment.  Nighttime… the wimp within lives strongly!!!

I put the pendulum down and just pondered for a few hours.  Then, inspired to hear one more thing, picked it up again and said… ok… now what?  (Yeah, I can have attitude with half answers and half insights.)  He swung out “Be Prepaid.”  Shit, I could feel the energy in my arms as the energy released to move the pendulum… for what???  MICHAEL.

That was the end of that.  I am not ready to hear any more, thank you very much.  For days now, since that moment, an energy session I had with a man who stopped by back in February, a man actually named Michael, kept showing itself again and again… the potential energy merge that was given to him.  Prepping him… I will copy and paste what I sent to him after this (meditation) session back then:

…a vision, a full on energy I will never not ever forget….
I could see you laying the table like you would witness a snake-skin which no longer housed the snake.  On the opposite side of my table, next to my window… Ohhhh my dear good god… a full on material Archangel Michael.  No identity (facial features that were clear) but I know that soul signature anywhere… and as I watched him, which is equally you, he opened his wings… It is downright shameful I cannot draw a lick… the feathers so brilliant white with a trim on every feather of Gold.
I will do a massage for you when you get here… its not even a choice, its a responsibility of completion.
I personally have been working/playing with aa michael geez, 2008 I think… never did I ever see him in full form.  I don’t see any of my guides/teachers/spiritual playmates in full form and hadn;t since my early years.  Minus the soul once known as Jorge turned Norte.  Now, I do want to say, that month long session of transformation never found completion cuz the man known as Michael, willingly and freely gave every ounce of this energy to a stranger.  (Long story, not needed in details again.)
Shortly after that session, I could see this crispy charcoal black man get up off my massage table and with a brief case in hand, walked out of my front door.  I knew the end of that.
But with this radiant, spread eagle (smile) remembrance of AA Michael standing at the far wall of my home kept circling around my mind, strange noises have been happening there the last few days.  I have decided, I am just as much a wimp in the daylight as I am in the night.  All I could think is… oh shit… I’m not ready.  I could feel the… YIKES within… moving up as I would turn my head slowly to see what might have feel, or scratched against the wall.  Of course, there is nothing over there, which heightened my nervousness/anxiety.  I still have some preparing inside to do!!  Who knew!!!???  lol
Now lets bring this all back to the shifting of the bell thingie, I realized today that the reason I only could see half of it was because the other half, the part I could not see, was releasing itself into new, versions of itself… realities made manifest.  Dreams come true.  We must have hit the gong these last few days…
The only thing I understand about any of this… June brings it all into solidity.  How… I have no freakin clue, but no doubt, day by day, the readings will reveal it all… eventually!!
Ya know, as I am sitting here ready to close this sharing for today, I am seeing all the businesses I created over my lifetime… their names.  Like leaving bread crumbs in my/our story of life.  The first one I ever put together, I was 24ish and was called “The Valleys Helping Hands” (gift certificate book, think… Dynamate.)  The second one:  The End of the Rainbow Lottery club, third one (actually, it was the fourth one, I had two at the same time at this stage… The Buyers Market newspaper, but on a whim created “Dreams Come True Dating Service.”   Then we have my website that I started creating way back in 2003 whose original name was “Spiritual Healing – Gods Way” that eventually morphed into the name “The Wonder of YOU” that now rests as The Soul Center.
The arc of my Life!!!
Love you all sooo much.  Have the most amazing, uplifting, KNOWING day/week/month/life!!!
(((HUGZ)))) of boundless love and eternal joy to ALL!!!!
Lisa Gawlas  The power is within you, lets tap in and bring it out for full on use!! LAST chance Super Powers Course starting in June, click here for details.  I will be sending out emails to those already signed up for June today.  Sorry, I went really deep within this week.






Posted by: Lisa Gawlas | May 16, 2015

Living Shambhala – Critical Mass Achieved!!!!

life exploding reforming

Two days ago, when I got out of that bath meditation as I was trying to get spirit to help us understand that whole bell shape, bell curve gig, I was suddenly overwhelmed with emotion.  I could feel the tears welling up behind my eyes like I have just received the greatest news of my entire life and it hung there.  There was nothing spectacular revealed in meditation, at least, not that I was aware of or retained.  I finally broke down and asked my team…. what on earth am I feeling??  I mean, it feels good, I just don’t know what I am feeling this for.

Just above my left ear (physical life side) I hear the softest, sweetest voice say “Lisa, everything you have ever worked for, is Here Now.”  What the hell was I working for??  My mind is scrambling to figure that out… there is no intelligent, angel of a man (hold the feathers) in my life… but the feeling grew deeper, fuller, the tears of… I cannot even call it joy, it was something else, something… reverent in away I never experienced reverence before.  Knots were curling up inside my stomach, like something huge was happening and you get that childlike nervousness inside.  What the hell have I been working for????

Just call me clueless Lisa… that’s how I went to sleep… clueless.

I only had one reading scheduled yesterday (the rest of the day are the super powers homework sessions) and not surprisingly there was that bell, there she was on the pendulum and the damn field is as tight-lipped with understanding as they were the day prior.

Spirit has said many times before, it’s not always about the “reading” itself, it’s about the conversation we have in place of a reading.  This precious 30 minutes in time was never more true in revelation.  Holy blessing batman!!!

She asked a question I had no answer to, nor was the field very revealing about… well… not in the way I am accustomed to anywayz.  She asked if the gong part of the pendulum will ever hit the sides of the bell image.  That I was sure was a yes given the faint details we did get the day prior.  We, as a collective, are building moment towards that.  So then she asked… will we hear it?  Will there be a sound we will actually hear?  I dunno.  But then I got a flash of what science now calls, the big bang theory.  Of course there would have to be a sound… but I don’t know if you and I will hear it.  Then the visuals I was receiving started revealing something, plus her explanation of what she feels when she uses her Tibetan gong (I think that’s what she said she uses.)

Lets take the image of many soap bubbles together, not just one cluster, many clusters connected to many other clusters:


Remember back in 2012 when everyone was talking about reaching “critical mass” of enlightenment.  If (and of course, we did) enough people “woke up” to their own christed energy and started using it, living it, ascension was assured.  We actually reached critical mass for that event back in mid to later 2012.  2013 had us arriving in the ever-expanding body called ascension.  The new vibrant earth and our high vibrational hearts became one and we started expanding, adding wisdom, stretching our consciousnesses into amazing realms of not only possibilities, but experiences.  This Christed energy is what my team refers to as the 5th dimension, less an actual dimension and much more a vast frequency interconnecting very particular dimensions together as I humbly shown as the lower area of the bell thingie.

Back in 2007 my team started to reveal the next great adventure on earth called Shambhala.  Living heaven on earth in all its possibilities.  Of course, I had to start doing research on what Shambhala was, I barely got out of the Christed energy understanding and I was still in finding my own inner shit and clearing it up… until I went into a meditation to look for more of my own inner crap to clear and I couldn’t find anything… did I break something??  My team said to me, don’t you think there comes a time you cleared/healed as much as you needed to??  Ummmm… well NO!!!

We can liken that to never ever getting out of the shower, you just scrub and scrub and scrub… and never get out and put on those pretty clothes you’re getting cleaned up to wear.

Playing dress up was never so freakin weird… for years… thru now even.  This is one hellofa long dress up session let me tell you!!!  But we really do work best by trying on something and realizing… nope that looked better laying on the bed than on me.  Figuring out what we do not want to create, what we do want to be in the center of and how exactly are we going to shine and giggle and be incredible playful humans living… LIVING heaven on earth.

Shambaha is not a particular place on earth, it is an energy, a LIFE LIVED that can only come thru the human incarnate.  When you have let go of your judgements, your biases, pretty much everything that made you human in the first place lol and live in absolute joy and love with ALL THINGS.

I chose the spelling of my use of the word Shambhala on purpose.  In Sanskrit is simply translated to Peace, Love, Harmony.  Perfect!!  But this MUST be thru your heart… no looking for it to be in a landscape, a job, anything.  It’s YOU, wherever YOU ARE!!!!

As my team revealed more and more and more of what living Shambhala really meant to the earth, to the people/collectives willing to do the inner work, holy heaven, its all I wanted, I have worked night and day, with anyone willing to work with me for themselves to get here.

Here we are!!!!  (insert major happy dancing here.)

That bell thingie… THAT is the critical mass reached for the solidification of Shambhala!!!  This is what my team meant by “all that you ever worked for, is now here.”  And I only understood that fully and clearly because this beautiful, precious lady showed up for a reading and we had a conversation instead.

But the illumination was just getting started!!!

Let me bring back the image from yesterday:

bell curve

The image of the pendulum…  our teams only have certain ways to show the story unfolding for me to understand.  We are not ON a pendulum, our entire collective ARE the pendulum.  WE, as a unified heartbeat thru space, time and well beyond, are what is swinging that pendulum, building energy to gong the sides….

And we could see it clearly, the gong, the reverberation of that round gongy thing releases a frequency never heard in all of creation before.. shattering the lower soap bubbles/dimensions where fear and separation are still hanging on.  All that energy coming up thru every other dimension, purified, excited with living light and we are forming new worlds.

There is more to this incredible, tear stinging with love and reverence story bubbling up in my consciousness, but it is far from clear, actually at this moment, its more confusing than anything.  But hey, lets all take a collective breath and feel and celebrate the enormity of what have achieved and are doing TOGETHER!!!

WE ARE the golden age of Life.  Only thru the human incarnate can anything happen.  You powerful creators you.  Remember too, to create takes the energy of uncreation as well.  Know mama is gonna twist and turn and burp and fart and just do what she does so naturally, wonderfully, in her “nesting period.”

On that note, celebrate, in-joy, hug each other, go in (to meditation) and see what being a living spirit in physical body means to you, start undersanding the super powers you brought here to use, to create and build with… because baby, we’ve only just begun!!!!

((((((((((((HUGZ))))))))))))))))) of Dreams Come True to ALL!!

Lisa Gawlas

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galactic return


Well, talk about throwing me a curve bell!!  (smile)  One day we are in anti gravity bubbles of movement, then in a blink of a day, there is a crazy bell shape energy system showing up for all 3 (almost 4, she didn’t show up, but I seen her anywayz) people the very next day!!  Two things were consistent for everyone, the background itself was like gray-black, again giving me the feeling of being in the night sky kinda feeling, or deep space.  The other thing was the shape of this crazy energy system itself.  I put my handy dandy humble artwork together to give you a view:

bell curve


The first lady that showed up on the field yesterday is depicted in the lower left side of this image, sitting down.  Unlike everyone that was on the pendulum itself, the bell image or outline was not golden, it was a little darker than the background to give us an image of where she was.  With the exception of the bell itself, I could understand her position.  Sitting in a classroom like setting in the position to look over all that got her to this very position in her life, gain strength and insight from it, if she choose, and then choose what direction she will go in from there.  But there was nothing more I could gather for her because there was no light of illumination come thru that I could see/read/understand.  But I also understand why too, she was busy being really upset.  Revolting against everything.  Bless her heart, been there, I know that place well.

I will never forget when my and my (then) 11 year old daughters path lead directly to the Salvation Army homeless shelter back in 2002.  I was on this flipping path for 2 year prit near, did every single thing my team asked me to do and we still ended up in hell, I mean the shelter.  I was so angry with the universe, with my team, with life itself and talk about biting off my nose to spite my face, I went on a meditation strike.  One full week, zero meditation.  Back then, I didn’t miss a day of connection and it was the only way I knew how to show the universe, my guides, I’m pissed!!!  For a whole week, my anger grew.  These folks at the shelter (and let me tell you, loving compassion is not the key feeling in a homeless shelter from those that take you in, at least, not this one) had all these crazy rules.  One of them was you MUST become employed.  I was employed, but not enough to live off of, especially with a preteen in tow, so they demanded I get a “real” job… piss me off more.  We won’t even mention the fact this happened December 19th… we were gonna spend christmas in the homeless shelter!!  This shelter wouldn’t even let us go to my sons house in another state for christmas, they said they would give our beds away if we did.  Well, bite my ass!!

Let me tell you, I was so angry that the toilet in me and my daughter’s room, instantly got clogged up.  Pee…UUUUU.  This shelter was not very helpful about getting a plumber to fix it either, days it was stinky and clogged until I threatened them with the board of health… that day, it got fixed.  But that toilet was a true reflection of my emotional field, clogged and stinky!!

I felt helpless, victimized even… pissed beyond imagination!!!  Thank god I was a part of a spiritual forum at the time and I vented my anger, my dismay on that forum and the incredible souls who held my hand, my heart thru my awakening helped me to look at my unpleasant position in another way… what if I was there to help someone!!  Hmmmm…. never thought of it like that.  Maybe this isn’t all about punish Lisa for doing what I was guided to do, maybe there is a bigger reason.  I started talking to the other girls/ladys there… understanding them, how they and their children got there.  I started to see homelessness in a whole new light and this entity called the salvation army (Which really was military like) in a whole other light.  I even found someone interested in spirit, in meditation and decided ok…. I will be less pissed and go take a meditation.

I don’t even know how I ended up in the meditation I was in, but it isn’t until today do I really get the full meaning of the experience (13 years later, lol, sloowwwww on the uptake I am!!)  I was standing in the middle of a landscape I was unfamiliar with and suddenly this orange-red lava started to flow behind me, encircle my feet and flow around me to the continue its journey forward.  I knew there was an emotional cleansing happening via the lava.  When I got out of meditation, I had 3rd degree burns only on my right foot and ankle (emotional balance in the path moving forward, or standing still, as I was.)  Several hours later, it came on the news that there was a major volcano eruption in the Congo and people died from the lava flows.  What the hell???  That was the last time I purposely connected to earth… she can be rough!!! lol  Mothers!!!!!

I got a telemarketing job, and since I was pretty much the only inmate there with a car, I got three other ladys a job with me so they had transportation to and from.  I didn’t like the job at all, but it did give me the privilege of consuming books between phone calls and allowed me to grow and maintain a stream of income to get me and my daughter out of that place.  Of course, 5 weeks there I was evicted.  Long story, but was glad to go!!!

The crazy thing with this path, it will always take you in the direction you need to go, for the growth you need, rarely in the way you want it to go, those damn preconceived notions we have.  But once you can really embrace what you don’t want to see, don’t want to deal with as a gift… and a precious, amazing gift… a time out to recalibrate and choose again… amazing things start to show up for you.  2 month after my release from this shelter, the greatest desire in my heart happened, my mentor in Australia came to visit me for 5 days.  There truly are miracles in wait the moment you get done being pissed and use the energy, the reflection for change!!!

Just sayin….

Now, my three crazy ladies on the pendulum.  I suppose since they were all on this gently swinging back and forth pendulum, their bell energy was lit up in gold energy.  I still had no flipping clue what this bell image meant and spirit started saying “the bell curve” what the hell is that??  I think I have heard of it in school when grading papers… but other than that… freakin clueless.  My second lady of the day sent me some information that I want to share here too:

Hi Lisa,
I think I do see the relationship between the bell curve and an actual bell.
The bell curve (or Gaussian function) is a complex mathematical function that explains a lot of natural phenomenon that seem random.  Things just do seem to fall into a bell curve, which is also known as the empirical rule.  Here’s a diagram:

So if this also applies to a person’s frequency and vibration, in terms of an actual bell, this could be thought of as how far their ringer swings:  68% of the people are going to swing between +/- 1 standard deviation.  Another 27% will be able to swing between +/- 2  standard deviations and can move around in 95% of the bell, and another 4.7% can swing between 3 standard deviations.  But the sides of the bell are beyond 3 standard deviations, and only 0.3% of the people can actually connect with the side of the bell.  But once they do (ring the bell), the frequency and vibration inside the bell is going to be drastically changed.
I see the rim of the bell as the “grid” and when people reach a certain frequency, they will connect with and activate the grid, which will change the frequency of the whole field (the bell).
Well, that’s my 2 cents worth.

(I so gotta appreciate those who can use their left brain and right brain together… my left brain is on permanent vacation, so thank you for this!!!!)

What I found interesting too, everyone that was on the pendulum, none were hitting the sides yet but all building “momentum” in a purposeful, rhythmical way for their next adventure.  Spirit even said several times when I asked why they aren’t ringing their bells… “it isn’t time yet.”  There was a funny energy package on the word time… not that it represent time itself, but that moment when all the energy is gathered for creation released.  Kinda reminds me suddenly of orgasm… ring my bell baby!! lol

I was also reminded about information that was coming thru… geez… last year I think?? When spirit started showing us the way the multidimensions of earth are constructed and the space/area many refer to as the “5th dimension” which to me, is shown more like a hallow tube (and yes, nothing is hallow, just need a visual for the mind) going down thru all versions of earth.  I think too, this is what many refer to as hallow earth, but I don’t know that for sure, my team never talked about a hallow earth so I dunno.  But thru yesterdays readings and that bell shaped, I kept remember that long forgotten information.

I had a small moment between appointments to actually take a bath and gather information about all this crazy, unexpected bell stuff and away I went.  Clarity was not the top priority on my teams mind… instead, they gave me another view of the lady who was next on my dance card (who never showed up, she thought her appt was next week… so many of us are having a really difficult time with time!!) but she was on the pendulum and she was stripping layer after layer after layer of this outer bell energy… it was beautiful to watch… but heyyyyyyy… I am more confused now than before!!

Lets just say, if we want something new to arrive in our life, we must make room for it, literally as well as frequency wise.  If we want it with all our hearts but do not put the action into its arrival, let me tell ya, the universe is a really good stripper/cleaner of energy too.

If I can bounce back to the lady who gave us the explanation of the bell curve… as we were talking, I don’t even know what brought this up, but spirit said we have two primary focuses in our distant past, Atlantis and Lemuria ohhh and we group a lot of stuff around “ancient egypt” but there were many other eras upon this precious earth and one main one we are actively bringing back is an era they called “The Galactic Kinship Era.”  That era showed up in my field of vision so clearly and excitedly.  A time when earth truly was a main hub of interaction, transport (coming and going) of what we now call the galactic federation (and then some.)

No wonder ET’s suddenly started showing up in readings last march en masses, reconnecting with their friends on earth.  Assisting, reorienting us to bigger, grander times yet to come!!

So in my crazy meditation that was too conversational (about that bell curve) for me to remember any significant details, suddenly there is Mikey Baby, that crazy dude we know and love as Archangel Michael.  His opening words to me, stunned me.  “It’s about time you seen me for who I really am.”  He’s what we would all and ET.  Of course, this knowing became so solidified in my and Kelli’s crazy and wonderful conversation (and lusting) around archangels!!  He did his very best to give us the name of the realm he hails from and the closest my vocabulary could come to its expression is “Angelica.”  And we wonder how we got to call them angels (well, I have always wondered that lol.)  Very much like calling humans, humans that hail from the earth realm.  Then we dietize ourselves or them… we are all gods tho!!

Their species are so connected to their hearts and their minds in such a wonderful partnership, which they have been (desperately lol) trying to assist us with to this day.  No wonder I have dubbed him my angel of quantum physics, he smart and loving.  Yup, yup, yup, dats what I want in a man, minus the wings… no wings or feathers please.

There was more, but dammit if my memory didn’t just get wiped!!

So on that note, I will leave you to ponder…

Big big big ((((HUGZ)))) of the new era of Galactic Kinship and smart, loving men and women to ALL!!! (giggle)

P.S. LAST SAY: Mothers Day Reading Special thru May 16th… Buy one get one half price on 15 or 30 minute sessions.  I have freed up space in the month of May to include new readings!!

P.S.S.  The power is within you, lets tap in and bring it out for full on use!LAST chance Super Powers Course starting in June, click here for details.











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