The first reading yesterday was given a message so relevant to each and every one of us.  The importance of it cannot be underscored enough.

But first, I notice a huge, significant change in the field.  The “platform” I refer to as the 5th dimension went form being black (unforeseen potentials) to a vibrancy of white like I had never seen before.  It literally reflected light back up to the person I was reading… and the details are becoming so much clearer! Hurray!!

Own Your Mastery 

She was standing  just outside the dome of energy I relate to the 6th dimensional energies/potentials and above.  She was radiant.  On the gold mesh like structure of the dome appeared a full length oval mirror of pure white light in direct alignment with her.  I understood this to be her mirror of entrance into the field.

I personally knew she was in perfect vibrancy to go thru the mirror into the field, but… ohhhh we pesky humans!  I could also see in her right temple this looping energy… her own thoughts holding her back from not only seeing how vibrant she is, but most importantly… from OWNING it!

We must stop playing our perceived shortcomings and issues from the past.  Yesterday, in the reading, I watched as the universe placed a white finger into her right temple and started to melt the loop.  It was wonderful to once again see the assistance from the universe to get us over our hump.

I understood so well, that once that loop stopped and she owned how far she has come in the field of Light, that mirror (which we all have one too) will absorb you into the protective field of energy within the dome.

Please let me be clear here…. talking over it with words that you wish you fully beleived but don’t is NOT the same thing as true ownership.  ”"Owning it” is an energetic vibration. Period.

We fast forwarded into the future to  the moment she “owned her mastery” and she was sucked into the field thru that mirror entrance.  (This would make a great meditation exercise for everyone!)  In the very moment she was sucked into the field, she instantly had a shovel in her hand and started digging in the dirt.  This showed every cell of her being was so ready… chomping at the bit ready to start creating and working in the new fields of light… she just had to get out of her mind to start!!

She had mentioned something about the summer… by this point I could already see her inside the dome of energy… working the new energy.  In the moment she asked about the summer I had seen a flower garden for her.  Everything she had hoped for was in bloom.  I heard the universe say (several times thu the day in various readings) once you get to this garden, it will never cease to exist.  Let me tell you… the depth of that statement… I was doing the happy dance for all of us!!

The next reading… my lord I really felt this whole day was like opening gifts from a santa clause who has been on strike for a very long time!!  The pure information, the understanding…. man oh man!!!

I also want to point out the divine order of these readings from yesterday.  In order to really use what is already within your field of Light, you must own your field of light fully without doubt!

I have always said, we need each other to unlock the fullness of the treasures that are each of us.  This reading was icing on that statement!!  I have said this before, I will say it again… you are the fertilizer of my life.  I take your fertilizer and blend it with mine and spread it out for all those who understand.  Synergy of creation…. creating…together as one!!

Opening to Your Treasure Chest!

Let me just share first, the profound understandings of this “wheel of life” I read from.  This was also stated in both of these readings and is soooo important to understand and feel within you.  This is the last cycle we will ever experience in this way.  Once you get inside the dome of energy (smile)… you will never leave, nor will life ever be the same (stuggle, saddness, all that will be a part of your / our history.)

But the thing that equally excites me… the harvest is is from every life you have ever lived up to now.  On this planet, on other planets… all your wisdom, all your perfected abilities will be fully yours to use.

To have full use of all that, we must be in a unified state of Being.  That means, my abilities grow and flourish by the use of yours, and vise versa.  This is no longer the time of one person getting it… because we humans have a tendancy to get it, then wrap it up and sell it.  You cannot sell what we are about to step into.  Ever.  In truth, you won’t need to.

So my 2nd reading of the day was a lady moving from the south field (full bloom) into her west point (harvest time).  There was such a fluid movement to her energy (of course the human inside her didn’t feel very fluid… pesky mind lol.)  I am grateful I can see your truth beyond the workings of the mind… gives me great comfort really!!

Anyway… it was an effortless (to her spirit) slide from around the orbit to the west feild inside the dome of energy.   Not a single break in the motion.  What I had seen inside the field for her… OMG made my heart dance with de-light!!

A big as treasure chest.  Just like you would see on a pirates ship.  It was filled with energy nuggets of every color, shape and size.  The chest itself was already opened for her use when she arrives (and I kept hearing the next full moon.)  It was opened facing the left field… for full use in her physical life.

Once again, spirit said, this must be shared for everyone and will never deplete.  I thought of my milk the other day.  I have been trying to stretch the resources I have…. my milk included.  I went to pour a bowl of cereal and my milk was sour.  Dammit.  I heard as I sniffed the yucky odor of the milk… “this happens when you try and store energy too.”  It goes sour??  Yes, actually, it does.  Her reading gave pure clarity to what spirit was talking about.

Before I get to the meaning of it all (smile)… I realized something that excites the hell outta me.  We are actually starting to get real, tangible information.  But it is not because of what I see so much… but what you ask and how I am able to see, hear and understand.  I really feel this is a brand new enhanced twist given by this recent full moon!!  But… YOU must ask the questions to get the answers.  Very much like meditation!

Well she asked a lot of great questions.  I am so accustomed to the field holding back any real substance to the question “what am I here to do” I was shocked she actually got a full fledged answer.  Which really shows we have opened a brand new door in the field of Light and Life!   ….happy dance!!!

She talked about having previous readings thru astrology and such and had been told by several she is here to learn about love and balance.  I personally got the craziest something or another in our now entwined energy field that is my body… like a poke from the universe.  We are all here to do that… and a door opened!  Phew!!

She started talking about this business she has been holding in her heart for 12 years… never seemingly able to get it off the ground (I can so relate to that, as many of us can!!)  It was something to do with a kitchen (sorry I cannot remember the full name.)  She even went to a culinary school that was dredful to help her culunary skills for this venture.

Now… what I didn’t tell her thru this reading, yet I must mention it here… as she talked about this spiritual kitchen of food stuff… I kept seeing her at that place called Faywood Hot Springs, in the kitchen area.  Something tells me (smile)… that is not off the energetic table!  ….more Happy dancing!!

Anyway…smile…. We started to talk about food, and eating light instead of food.  My memory went wayyyyy back to the first time Sananda showed up in my meditations.  The very first thing he ever told me was that we can eat light instead of food from the store.  Nice thought, if we ever got to the point of needing it… I will ask more.  Right now, I am not willing to give up my food, especially my chocolate.

I have decided, chocolate tastes the very best when it is accompanied by rocks!! (grin)  Must be the love!!

I am not even sure how all these details started to flow outward to an understanding that was unmistakable… It is from the very light we can create the food we desire.

It has never been about giving up our food… unless we want that.  But for those  like me who love to bite into a greasy cheeseburger, or a rich and creamy chocolate bar… forget giving that up.  I have my human suit on for a reason.  I come with tastebuds in my mouth… I don’t have that in spirit, not like this.  Taste, texture, aroma… my god, I am not putting down my fork!!

And we don’t have to!!   … happy dance jumping up and down with de-light!!

Thru our conversation I could see some things now I was way too excited to really see in detail yesterday.  Sananda was very present with that light he talked about.  Only it had something to it.  I have no clue how to put that “something” in words.  However, it equally reflected the energy I now see as the plateform of the 5th dimensional energy.  This is the true manna of life.

You can not produce more than you need/desire (in that state of Being, you wouldn’t even think about it anywayz.)

Creating a true and real kitchen of this food service, is indeed what she came to life to do, create, share outwards to those in a vibrancy to sup from such a table.

Let me tell you something that I really only now understand in such fullness.  She and I both felt the energy of the puzzle pieces we held together separately in our own understandings… snap together in such a fullness of light.  Our bodies tingled, vibrated and lit up the sky in understanding.  But she had to ask the questions to get to the answers that were there.  Thank god I have spent a million hours (ok, exaggeration by a wee bit) extracting tons of puzzle pieces I have yet to understand… except thru You!  And the field is lit up for such understandings….

Also tho….  Amazingly (smile) this whole understanding tied right into the sex thing too.  The very last thing I heard while in meditation learning quite vividly (blush) about sacred sex… was: “it is time you pulled the energy from the ethers and not from each other.”

Sacred Sex of Creation

Let me tell ya (smile) it doesn’t start with a partner, it starts within YOU!!

Part 2 will be written shortly.  Digest this information first… the next sharing is going to be long… we are starting from the beginning and heading into the prelude I spoke of yesterday…

Happy dancing all the way into the next sharing!!

I love y’all soooooooooo much!  And even more than that!  Thank you for filling my world!

((((((HUGZ))))) of wonder and De-Light!!

Lisa Gawlas

www.mysoulcenter.com/seedsofshambhala.html

Gotta love being schooled!

I really went into meditation thinking about the melted heap of human we have become and my ever burning question… but now what?

It is funny, I cannot remember most of the details of my meditation that was well over an hour long… except what I am about to share.

I remember standing in the field, thanking the guardians and the new moon for everything.  All of a sudden my whole body became like the blades of a hellocopter… spinning so fast that I started to plow down into the dirt I was standing on.  The spin got faster, I went deeper into the earth…. odd that I could even see the dirt and rocks flying upwards onto the ground as they made room for my super spinning body to go deeper.

Somehow, my arms became stretched up over my head like a ballerina pose but spinning at warp speed.  As soon as I was just fully under the earth… that is all I remember.  The only thing I could feel was… I got planted! lol and everything before and after that seems to have been wiped from my memory.

Funny, I just remembered my moment in meditation from the day before: “I want my two feet firmly planted in the energies of Shambhala.”  Seems the whole body went with… (smile)

The circuit breaker for my bathroom blew out shortly after this meditation.

I spent the day out in town and about 4pm I got the surprise of my life.  My son’s text ringtone started playing.  I thought my phone was spazzing… but sure enough if he didn’t ask if we could talk.  That alone felt like a miracle!  We haven’t really talked since before I left.  We talked heart to heart for over an hour.

As I woke up today, I was just very disoriented.  Ya know that feeling when you go to sleep in a strange bed and you wake up wondering where you are.  That is how I felt as I woke up… had to really orient myself to here.  My head was pounding and my neck so stiff.  Ohhh that medulla…

But if my internal energies aren’t enough to make me wonder what happened… my phone does.  I have an Android Galaxy and had purchased two over sized batteries so I can actually have back ups and longer usage of the battery installed.  I have noticed in this last week or two, some readings suck out my battery juice like crazy.  I do understand the energy we had created and used in the readings so I wasn’t too baffled each time it happened…

Today tho, I had a battery on the charger, fully charged since yesterday and the one in my phone, dead.  I took the fully charged on off the charge and swapped them out.  My phone gave me an alert that my battery is critically low.  That is impossible.  I took it out and put it back in… now it is about a third full of battery juice.

I also noticed via spaceweather.com that not only was yesterday the new moon, there was also a partial solar eclipse visible only in space.  The energy of the new moon fully powered by the energy of the sun.

And I feel every ounce of it today.  There is a sharing I am going talk about tomorrow… I started to share today, but my poor head cannot handle the energy of it right now.  It is about sacred sex.  We are starting to get what the guardians are calling “the prelude” of its fullness.  I will leave you with this thought from the guardians about our sexual power:

“Humans are funny creatures.  They get a glimpse of a potential and think that is all there is to know.  Then they put it to market creating their own idea’s around it to sell it.  Just look at what they have done with Reiki in the field of energy work.  Thru the shear design of the packaging, you limit yourself.  Same with Tantra.    Truthfully, humanity knows very little about the fullness of either energy. “

….present company included!

Until tomorrow… enjoy this day of deep and utter integration!!

((((((HUGZ)))))))

Lisa Gawlas

www.mysoulcenter.com/seedsofshambhala.html 

I pray I can make this as understandable in my words as it is an understandable expression of energy within me.

I have said many times now that I feel like I am right back at the beginning of my “awakening” to this spiritual path.  But instead of flailing around in the dark… I do get it.  I listen very carefully to things that is shared thru my blogs.  I live in student status, even when it appears I am wearing a teachers hat.  Appearances can be deceiving (smile.)

There are many gardens being planted in this moment in time, each with it’s own vibration, it’s own learning lessons.  Each holding so much value to the All of creation.  But, no two alike.   We are in a diverse field of creation.  Nothing is withheld from experience.

In todays moment in time, the information coming thru is vast.  All valid, even those channeling their ego’s are creating….something.  Discernment is more important now that it ever was before.  I personally, have been placed on a full fast of reading other people’s information.  This was so in my beginning, and is back once again.  Scrambled brains, blurred hearing… nothing other than my own field of Light gets in.  I understand now, it is simply to avoid cross pollination within my own field of growth.  (If You can look at this whole thing like the current uprising about the Monsanto seeds… GMO’s run rampid in many gardens… unknowingly.  Don’t be upset with them, they are the greatest mirror of our planetary life. )

My added information comes from You.  You, in our readings and exchanges, are our greatest source of wealth that I know of.  You arrive in pure Light and thru our exchange I can read the wisdom of your soul.  You are more important to my daily food than any outside channel will ever be.  Be that important to yourself as well. (smile)

I so remember something Kryon said some time ago, the human can choose to walk 2000 steps or 2 steps to get where they are going, all is celebrated by spirit.

For the country girl within, I like doing the 2 step, the 2000 step is exhausting!

For two days now there has been a storm in the air.  Sunday, somewhere in the mountains we had another snow storm.  I am starting to see a pattern.  When we have a storm, it takes my cell signal away.  Yesterday, the most wonderful intense wind storm rolled in, circled the house several times… the energy… phew!!  Completely took the internet away for several hours.

In a conversation I had with one of my students earlier in the day yesterday, we talked about the air.  The very air that is always there for us, feeding us Life. How much we take it for granted.  Do we ever really appreciate the abundance of air around us?  That never leaves us?

I know I sure don’t… or at least didn’t.  But… get this (smile)… is the very tool of the alchemy we seek.  The very manna of life.

We seek abundance, yet we wake up in it every single day and don’t even notice.  The air itself is pure potential.  Pure energy.  It is what produces life.  Just feel with the depth of that statement for a moment.

For two days, mostly at night when my brain is winding down… I noticed something in the air.  That feeling that comes after a really intense electrical storm… there is a crisp clean energy to the air.  I was actually breathing it, walking around the house trying to find the source of this air change.  It is only today do I really realize what happened.

On Sunday we had a snow squall.  The wind was blowing the snow in a horizontal direction from the left side of the field.  Literally.  Shortly after that, my cell signal disappeared for the remainder of the day.

Just witnessing the short but intense moment I could feel my own energy in my body expand with it.  Crazy as this may sound, I didn’t pay any more attention except to thank it for the experience.  It felt awesome!

At least, until we had this conversation about air.

We are such funny creatures… always looking every place but in front of our noses… in our very lungs… to create.

The air has no bias, no agenda.  It feels with your core energy and produces that for you every single moment of every day.  We humans talk a lot.  Think we know a lot.  The air could care less about your words.  Unless of course… they amplify the core energy running thru you.  Your truth.  Not someone else’s… not pretty concepts… Every single action you do, or don’t do, is amplified by the very air around you and creates or recreates your day.

Pay attention to the air around you.

The last reading of the day really took me by surprise.  I checked my phone calender about 20 minutes before it was time to place the call.  I just wanted to be sure I was remembering the time right.  I was.  I had time to do dishes.  Yay!

There is something about the water here… maybe it is the shear amount of sulfur and other minerals within it… I don’t know.  But the moment I started to do the dishes I had seen her body in the field… meltig like she was a candle.

Now I know that the field is once again changing.  It was in such an intense spin yesterday I could not look at it.  It literally hurt my head to get in the spin.  Altho it was spinning like crazy in a clockwise motion, there was an added thing to it that I sure don’t understand.  The top was completely open, and the gold herring bone energy was moving slowly, but rhythmically up and down.  Reminded me of the ponies that move up and down on a carousel.

When I called her, the image was still as I had seen it.  Melting.  Her body was like a thick whipped cream substance, and the cells of her body like pastel colored energy… all melting back into the ground.  Formles, except for looking like a glob of melting candle energy.

Even that gave us a greater understanding of us, the human.  It is our very skin that holds all the energy of us within us.  The cells of our entire body hold energy.  I believe science placed that energy at 1.7 (I think it is amps.) in a single cell.

Other than her melting process… not another thing was revealed.  What I didn’t understand yesterday in the exchange… I do this morning.  She has not decided yet.

Now (smile)… let me open this crazy box.  It’s a big one!

She reminded me of a dream I had shortly after really getting involved with meditation.  The dream was so vivid I remember it like it was yesterday and it was 11 years ago.  In the dream I was in a house.. the house was empty but also looked like a maze.  I could see the walls, but they opened into each other so I could see all the rooms and all the walls… and it all started melting.  I watched the walls drip down like candle wax.  There was no fire at all, just melting.  Even as I remember it now… the colors of those walls were exactly the same color has her in the field.

I ran to my mentor at the time to tell him of this crazy and (to me, then) scary dream… He told me that it was showing the the reality I had created for myself was dissolving (crazy lost catholic girl filled with anger and issues…bah-bye.)

He was indeed right.  Everything about my world changed.   Everything about me changed, and changed again, and changed again… and is changing yet again.

This time tho, it is not the world around us changing as it is US!!  Our concepts of ourself.  Now here is a crazy thought… even the use of our abilities keeps us limited in our concepts.

For example… I know what I can do, I don’t know yet what I can’t do.  So, the habitual human in us is using that air to recreate what we know… rarely giving in to what we cannot do.  Swallow that thought in deep for a moment.

I have been saying for many months now (and not really listening to well lol) that what got us to hear is not going to work…there!  Dammit!  But until we let that go… I mean really let that go… life cannot recreate your form into it’s next expression.

So how does one do just that.  Letting go that we think we know something.  Because the best of what to come is unfathomable to our conscious minds.  If we think we know what that is, we simply are recreating from old concepts, idea’s and even information others may have about what that is.  At the end of the day, in truth… no one knows.  But the loving universe will let you recreate what you think you know over and over again… until your exhausted and willing to let go. (welcome to my February lol)

As I slipped into my meditation yesterday… I was reminded of something long ago.  When I first started doing meditation, I spent weeks drinking in as much light as my body could hold.  I got to the point that the moment I was in meditation with my first breath my light field was as far as I could see.  I just layed there… waiting.  The first thing I seen beyond the pure light I was accustomed to drinking in was purple swirly things.  I enjoyed watching it because I knew I was not creating it.  I would spend an hour just watching the purple swirly stuff… and then one day, much to my surprise something new was added.

A very simple line drawing of an eye.  The eye always came in from the right and floated slowly over the the left, disappeared and floated back in from the right.  Hours and days I watched this.  Amazed that I am seeing anything that looks like anything.  I sure as hell didn’t think it meant anything.

After many days of watching this floating eye, a new pencil drawing type image came in.  It was a female face with exaggerated puckered lips.  She floated in from the right.  On the left was a male face, same kind of puckered lips.  They would float into the center and kiss, and a heart would float up from their kiss.  This was kewl!  Simple… but kewl because once again, I knew I was not making it happen.  I thought I knew what this one meant… I was going to meet a man!

Yeah right!

When I had seen the eye of ra in a picture, I knew that eye!!  It was the very same eye (minus the swirly thing at the bottom) that i had seen in my meditation.  Ok, I am Leo, been a sun goddess all my life… I thought nothing more of it.  At least… not until now.

I really assumed too, that the man of the kiss was my mentor at the time.  In an energetic, teaching way, he was… but I eventually learned that visual was all about me falling madly and deeply in love with me, unconditionally without judgement!  We so seek outside of our selves for any sort of fullfillment… even, no, especially that divine love.

When I sat down to put my page together for the hypnosis “planting” I just assumed it was only that one session that would be needed.  But the moment I sat down, I was shown the energy alignment of March 13th and heard so clearly that that alignment is the eye of horus.  Well who the hell is horus!?  I am not much into any kind of mythology… so I googled it.

I so love the field of light that really gets this human.  Had they said the eye of ra, I would have completely discounted it as my own bias.  But it is one and the same.

It wasn’t until my meditation did I so fully get the 3rd in the series… the divine counterpart grid activation.  I suppose I have really thought the world manifested for us… not fully realizing that it manifests thru us.  Without our active participation, it is simply a potential of what could be.  WE bring it to life.

There is so much more I have to share, but I am already giving you a small novel to read and process.  Perhaps I will do a part two later today.

I do want to leave you with something… an exercise.

Tomorrow is the New Moon.  The energy of planting the seeds of our desires.  Most people spend time planting what they think they know or think they want, and indeed, it does grow.  But… what if… what you have worked so hard for is beyond your human concept.  Do you still want it?

Last year, as I was living off the grid on a mesa in S. Albuquerque, I went out on my porch to breath in the energy of the new moon.  The moon said it had seeds for me… seeds my conscious mind could not fathom, if I would consider breathing it in.  Who am I to say no?  I did.  With a twist… the first time I had ever done it in my life.  I stood and breathed in a moon I could not see, seeds I had no idea what they contained and in the exchange… I breathed me into the moon.  There was such a reverence that ran thru me.  An exchange that changed me in that moment.

At the end of my meditation yesterday I was asked once again “what do you want.”… I now get it.  I want my two feet firmly planted in the energy of what I refer to as Shambhala.  Heart open.  Period.  That is truly the only real thing I want for my mundane life.  Even if I have no clue what that looks like.

A month or two later… I was doing readings again… in a way I could have never imaged.

So in the energy of the new moon… let it plant seeds beyond your consciousness.  If you have a quartz crystal, pull the energy into the crystal, then imagine you plant it in your field of life.  The crystal amplifies the energy of the seed.  If you plan on doing the first hypnosis session this Sunday, pull the seed energy into the crystal and wait to plant it in the fields of Shambhala.

In deep and ever loving gratitude to all the seeds of my life.  I love you so much!  ((((HUGZ))))

Lisa Gawlas

www.mysoulcenter.com/seedsofshambhala.html

I know for me personally (and I share it because I am sure many of you are feeling this too,) I feel like internally I am changing to beat the band.  Externally tho, it is as if the world has come to a stand still.  I think instantly of the gyroscope energy.  I cannot say I understand it, but it feels so purposeful.

The day before yesterday, everything in the field was so vivid, as if it took its colored lights and intensified itself.  With every appointment we were able to move into the center of the field, each one with their own exercise in adjusting to it, merging with it.  Yesterday however, my first reading the feild was barely visable and my client was standing way up top on the Mesa Cliff, as if she was preparing to jump into the field.  She was completely black (meaning, unaware of the what or why.)  By the 2nd reading, the field was no longer visable to my eye.  The third one… I had no cell signal for the rest of the day.

However, internally, it was one of the most productive days of understanding for me.  Kicked off really by Stefan’s reply to yesterdays sharing.  I also pay attention to the words that come thru me for use over and over again.  This weeks theme seems to be “garden.”

Synergy: Also called: synergism  the potential ability of individual organizations or groups to be more successful or productive asa result of a merger. (from dictionary.com)

From the moment I arrived here in the energy potential of Shambhala, everything has been about synergy.  I never seen just one Guardian but a whole group of them.  I have never seen just one flower (pansy) but a whole bunch of them.  Even when I got here, it felt like the field wanted everyone here upon, not just me.

Shambhala, tho currently an energetic, it is still a community.  A gathering together of pure potential.  What we have done so far is very much like the sharing from before about putting the seed in your mouth to get your DNA embedded in the seed.

We have indeed established a community here.  Even if it appears to be in the ethers, it doesn’t make it any less real.  So many people have contributed money, rocks, love notes, offerings, assistance…. that is what a community of love is.

And now the field has morphed into an opening of potential.  There seems to be acceleration dates to help us with this.  Please know, I know nothing about astology or planets, I can bearly keep up with the ever changing language of light… but yesterday, in the massive downloads that was taking place within me, this coming weekend is one of those power dates.  Feb. 25th and 26th it seems the crescent moon, venus and Jupiter will be snuggling up together.

We are going to use this energy to plant our seeds (our personal and collective DNA) into the field of Shambhala.  I put together a group hypnosis package: www.mysoulcenter.com/seedsofshambhala.html that will be done via skype.  Group awareness is important.  We germinate each other from the experience.  If you cannot join us, please be in meditation with the intention of joining us.

But I equally know, that is simply the beginning.  We need to water and tend this garden together.  Long ago, I put a community forum together.  It has stood vacant for many many years.  It has since been bought out by a thing called yuko… but it is still functional.  So I am getting out some paint, and lets bring it back to life together.  It is located:  http://spiritualawareness84170.yuku.com/  I am amazed that it is still getting an average of 69 views per day and since it’s creation close to a half million visits.  Others are looking… we all need to be there as we grow this profound garden of Shambhala…together.  A synergy of creation like never before.

Here is a thought coming thru me.  YOU are the greatest seed of potential of all the earth. YOU.  How often do you stroll to walmart to see where there may be other seeds, because you discount YOU so much.  Better said (smile)… how many of you are seeking the seeds of your own truth thru other channels?  In doing so, you negate your own inner wisdom.  Harvest from within!  YOU are your greatest channel!!

The push and pull of planets.

The planetary alignments are very much like our human alignments.  It creates a push/pull affect on the energy fields.  This is where you will notice the synergy.  When you are near someone of such like vibration, your whole Being knows it.  It is like pulling from your own energy field the flowers of wisdom that lay within.  When you are near someone outside of the vibration, it is like a pushing away from your energy field.  These moments, relationships, are very important for you to become aware of.

We have another major alignment coming up on March 13th.  We (the Guardians) have named it “The Eye of Horus.”  We are going to move you thru the eye of the needle.  (More to come on that, when I can wrap my head around it.)

Now that the guardians have released my energy field (smile)… I want to share a thought with you.  Something that was stated as I came out of my (scattered) meditation yesterday.  ”The Last Supper” is not what we think it is.  It had nothing to do with an actual supper.  It was the last time the group was within the 3D fields of life.  12 is a vibration, not the literal number of participants!

Also, as I was putting the Hypnosis Trilogy together yesterday and was pondering the Equinox (3rd one) event, I heard the guardians say that WE will activate the Divine Counterpart grid thru this event.  Let me tell you, I went searching for Thor’s hammer to make sure I am prepared (smile.)

I am going to close on that note for today.

With ohhhh so much love and super excitement for the days and weeks ahead!

((((((HUGZ)))))) of pure merger,

Lisa Gawlas

www.mysoulcenter.com/seedsofshambhala.html

Those fears and worries laying deep at my ocean floor, completely disturbed and moved up to the surface!

Funny how we don’t notice the sediment at the bottom.  Those tiny specks that fell to the bottom of the emotional ocean thru all the clearings.

Yesterday within me was the most intense, I suppose.  My own energy field must have been pinging to beat the band, my computer kept completely turning off.  Finally, I checked the plug to see if something was the matter, it was so freakin hot.  I decided, not going near the computer for the day.  I took myself to the couch, put on Netflix, picked up solitare on my phone… and purged for the entire day (well, after my appointments of course…smile.)

Swallowing or ignoring those pesky fears simply create a thick sediment on our ocean floors… and for as long as there is sediment, there will be something in our lives to stir it up… for me, I suppose that is both February as well as Jorge!

I have got to smile at my own crazy inner processes… I am starting to recognize when I am making a major break thru within myself, I start thinking about leaving the earth and going back Home.  Happy to have been here, happy to leave here!

I even broke down and got out my pendulum… I haven’t done that since the first couple of days I moved into this new place.  I suppose I just wanted a visable way for Arch Angel to hold my hand, and the pendulum does that for me.  Of course, then I just wanted to kick him in his energetic hand!  He kept saying: “Live in the present and I always have your back.”  blah blah blah.

I suppose the day before gave way to the flood of yesterday within myself.  My sister sent me a facebook message that she has developed a new tumor in her body as well as a node in her lung.  Granted, I am not close to any of my siblings, haven’t been since I was 8 years old, but something about her news triggered the child within.  Then the adult had to ask, what the hell am I doing?

I am so far away from my blood family, kids included.  I have, for all intense and purposes, taken myself completely out of my old life to live a new.  Pissing off a lot of people that I love deeply.  My spirit took me back to the first couple months of realizing the depth of who we are thru my bathtub meditations.  Reminding me of what fueled my fire, my journey to here… I wanted to help humanity know… 11 years later, it is no longer just a burning desire, it’s a freakin volcano oozing lava lol.

I took a meditation shortly after spirit reminding me why I am doing what I am doing… (and I surely don’t even know what that is!! lol) and I pretty much cried in my tub.  And then, out of the pure light… Sananda showed up.  I have not had any aspect of my “team” individuate themselves in my meditation god, many years now.  So to say I was suprised would be an understatement.

He was carring this… clothe thingie that glowed of amazing white light.  I swear it reminding me of receiving the sacraments in Catholic Church.  He placed this clothe thing down on the corner of my bathtub, there must have been a bowl or something on it that I couldn’t see thru the radiance of the white light and he dipped his energetic finger in it, then made a plus sign on my forehead.

Of course, my catholic rebelion moved straight up to the surface and I asked him why are you doing that… I don’t want the sign of your pain and suffering on my forehead.  He said I did not make that kind of cross on you, he told me to think “southern cross and as above, so below.”

He then put my brow chakra into a clockwise spin and was gone.  Funny how my ow gunk was there even in that baffling moment… I was so pissed off for believing the catholic religion when I started to really learn the truth.  I was really pissed at me for believing something so blindly…

I have made my choices and will live with them.  99% of the time, it is a great energy within me… that freakin sediment tho… there is always a foot to kick it up… and it swirls around to be delt with. Dammit!

There is only one way I deal with my gunk… that is deep within myself.  Please forgive me if I cannot deal with your gunk too at the same time.  I have so many emails laying in my in-box… we are all going thru this moment in time.

Funny,  I had written about the February 15 dateline many many times… the releasing of all the ego gunk… well, I have been waist deep in mine.  I never even got the connection until today when I awoke.  Dah!!

I did listen to Arch Angel Michael tho… When I was out in tomorrows moment worrying about bills, I brought myself back to the couch, to netflix and my game of solitaire.  When I was thinking of yesterday, my sister, my parents, my own children… I brought myself back to the couch and anchored.

It really is amazing what clarity you can receive when you are not running amuck!

My core issue came zooming to the surface in an instant… not the fragments but the truth now staring me straight in the heart.  Failure.  Dammit!

Of course, the masked illusion comes from the fragments spinning in my brain: failure to pay my bills, failure to get my son talking to me again, failure to help my sister… that’s all particle from past and future… what is really happening in my present.

I don’t know how to plant seeds!  Not mass seeds.  To plop one seed in the ground today, then another tomorrow… really does throw everything off balance.  If you ever have done any gardening, you can understand this.  To put one seed in the ground each day, you would still be planting at harvest time.

There is a preciousness to staring your fear in the eyes.  It really makes you reach deep inside of yourself and pull from your strength.

I brought a rich and diverse skill-set to this place.  I have been groomed by the universe to be here… ready to put on my farmer Lisa clothes!

How did I forget about hypnosis?  Hell, I have had the book “Mass Dreams of the Future” (written by Chet B. Snow) in my mind for a couple weeks.  It is a book of hynosis experiences of clients he took into future potentials.

I thrive in group hypnosis.  Especially taking the group back Home to Spirit.  The experiences, information, transformations people come back with… changes me!

Once I let go… I got my new working orders (well, not orders, but insperation.)  Group hypnosis via skype.    I will be putting the page together later today on my site with full details and dates.  it will be on: www.mysoulcenter.com/seedsofshambhala.html

It is amazing how freeing life is when you look at your greatest fear and kiss it back into Heaven!!

I love you all soooooooo much!  Thank you for holding my hand and my heart thru this massive transformation that is tilling the soil of life from the heart out into created matter!  The field is ready and so are We!!!

((((HUGZ))))

Lisa Gawlas

www.mysoulcenter.com

I did take Arch Angel Michael’s

I have been excited every day this year.  Everything gets fuller, richer, and there is so much more to understand now.  But I don’t feel any longer that is what spirit was really staying… the universe is so tricky!!

Yesterday as I wrote my blog, I could feel everything has changed….again!  I am finding, inside of me, these changes are no longer subtle, but intense and directive.  Truthfully, I am only doing about half of what is asked of me.  We really do have free will, free choice…

Do I fully live all that I share and understand… hell no.  I really do have one foot planted in worry and the other in the energetic heaven being reveled.  My choice.  For close to a week now the “Guardians” have wanted to give a message, a direct channel on the Shambhala site, I don’t follow thru mostly because every time they start direct communication they talk about “me” in 3rd person.  I don’t like that.  My choice was not to ask why… truthfully, I already knew… just don’t put it in my face (smile.)

Responsibility.

I also choose not to share a lot of the communication that was coming thru my sharing yesterday.  Personally, that chick with on foot in the field of worry… has no desire to be responsible for learning how to plant flower heads.  I see that energy I refer to as Shambhala as the most sacred, loving thing I have ever had the pure privileged to view and feel and even understand.  To share is one thing… to put my shovel in the dirt and break ground… not so ready for that.

Seems the field has free will and choice’s too.

The moment I picked up my phone to dial my first appointment yesterday, my cell signal went away.  I rebooted everything and it did not return.  30 minutes later… still no cell.  Dammit.  This time, I felt it was purposely keeping me from making a phone call.  I felt my bathtub calling my name.  I sent an email to my first two clients and ran a bath.  I sure as hell didn’t except what I got!!

My meditation opened with me standing in the field… I was just standing there facing the Mesa Cliff.  I suddenly seen my rock man (smile) moving out of the base of the Cliff.

I had seen this man shortly after I arrived here in this new space I call Home.  He emerged as if he walked straight out of the rock formation of the Cliff, when I asked about my own Divine Counterpart.  He might as well have been chiseled from the rock… Native no doubt.  His face and body so beautiful.  He has shoulder length wavy hair that enhances his chiseled facial features.  Until yesterday, he has never crossed the river (which is about 90 feet from the Mesa Cliff).

I seen him come out of the Cliff in all his chiseled beauty, just as he crossed the river, for the slightest instant he turned into the fire lion then back into his human image.  Maybe he needed his lion body to jump the river (tho it is shallow enough to walk across, barely ankle deep.)

The closer he got to me, the clearer his face got as well.  He is just so beautiful.  I guess my own mind went on a little tangent… he looks so young… maybe 30′s?  I do not have cougar blood in me (grin)… but man I could sure change my mind for this yummy peice of rock man!  His body was as chiseled as his face… my body, well I sit on my ass for a living… and it looks it!

Funny the deep running processes within ourselves that we do not ever pay attention to… until we do.

He came running up to me standing there still as a statue… when I realized, I was asleep!  He put his hands on each of my arms and started shaking the hell outta me… saying, over and over again… “wake up, wake up.”  Am I sleeping?

He said that just because your aware of something does not mean you are awake within it.  Huh?

I tried to change my meditation… and to a degree it worked.  The moment I let my guard down (yeah, we have free will in meditation too… but so does our team) I was right back to being shaken awake by my rock man!

Dammit!

With his face now in mine, there was something so vaguely familiar about the cut of his face… even the flow of his hair.  I asked him his name, he replied Jorge (hor-hay.)

OMG, now I remember!!  He looks almost identical to my first boyfriend who happened to be named George!  My god the flood of memories came rushing thru… I dated George from age 14 thru 17.  We broke up because he started to talk marriage, I ran off to the Navy.  Love.  Blah!

George was my first experience with being loved.  Even tho he was 16 when we met, and so tall and handsome… I was 14 and fluffy… he allowed me thru our 2 and a half year relationship to vent every piece of anger I ever stored up inside of me about love.  I beat the shit out of him.  I am sure he still carries bite marks from my anger.  He was an amazing aspect of my life.  Of course, like most anything, you don’t really appreciate it until you throw it in the garbage.

So rockman… what are you doing looking like a my George and even using the spanish name of george?  My George was a Leo too… that lion energy.

What the hell…………..?

Jorge told me that a farmer gets to know it’s soil before it every goes to planting.  I must spend my time today (yesterday) outside in the field, getting to know it.  ….I never said I wanted to farm!  But I suppose, by virtue of living here and reading here… it is simply my (our) next step.

I agreed.  What else could I do?  Besides my meditation was now haunting me.  How dare I even attempt to help anyone if I am still sleeping.

Aware is not awake.

Dammit!

Of course I still had no cell signal when I got out of the bath.  I sent an email to my two appointments, explaining what just happened and I knew when I came back out of the field, I would have a cell signal… which I did.  What I didn’t have was use of my brains… again!

I went outside, eyes wide open.  Looking… feeling…

The field was more alive than I have ever experienced before.  Aware.  Fibrous, loving.  I could feel it as I moved.  I walked very slowly, taking in everything.  It was as if I seen the backyard for the first time.  I suppose, thanks to Jorge, I was.

I started to see these threads of energy… soft pink and blue… everywhere.  I walked to the river, as I got to the clearing, I swear my heart would burst open from seeing the Mesa Cliff.  I sat down on the tree stump I carried to the river’s edge shortly after I moved in… so I can sit and be.

The whispy pink and blue energy was everywhere… in the clouds, on and in the Cliff… it looked so real.  It was all in gentle movement… like wispy threads of energy… soft, gentle… present.

I noticed that the red clay sediment left an interesting silvery pattern in the water since I last came to have a sit.  The pattern was exactly the same pattern of the clouds the very first day I came here to “look.”  I took a picture of the clouds that day… they took my breath away and sealed in my “yes” I will move here with no money choice.

As I stared at the familiar pattern I kept hearing “as above, so below.”  I thought of the dimensions we are now bearing witness too… the relevance in the patterns.

As I sat in a state of Being I have never felt before… in body, not in body… I heard the river ask me to go get my camera.  Really?

The day was overcast due to snow clouds in the sky.  Without the suns energy in the river, I could not get a good picture of the formation under water… I suppose there is something about having a camera and being asked to take pictures that makes a person much more aware of what they are seeing.

In my slumber (smile)… I take the landscape for granted.

I noticed there earth was cracked as if it had been dehydrated for a long time… yet, it was also wet.  I thought of the lady’s reading who was standing in the south point the earth cracked, dry, gray (ours is red) and then the water from the golden ball of energy being gently released…

Just above the cracked earth, I had seen soil that had all these tiny little impressions… as if pressed down to put a seed into it.

All I could feel thru all of this, was being spun whole into the threads of the pink and blue energy.  My movement was as if on a cloud of energy… flowing… feeling…. absorbing.

It seemed everything wanted it’s photo taken… and it was as if I had seen everything for the very first time.  As I walked from the river back towards the house there are these trees…  They caught my heart the first time I sat outside. A crow showed up, made its caw in the air and then circled around these tree’s long enough for me to notice the importance.  When I acknowledge them.., the crow flew away.

At the foot of theese tree’s are also where the “reflecting pool” is located.

As I walked over the little hill to the backyard, the sun was shining thru the tree’s in a way that once again, took my breath away.  There was magic happening.  I took a picture.

When I uploaded this picture onto my computer, I could see this blue ball of energy at the base of the tree to the left.  There are no rocks there, nothing but tree limbs and old leaves.  I zoomed into the orb and I could make out a face.  Eyes in the blue ball of energy.

I cropped, enlarged by 400%, then added light…. I hope I don’t loose resolution in the upload here… I did sharing it on facebook.

Aware is not awake.

Those words haunted me all day, as did Jorge shaking the ba-jesus outta me telling me to wake up.  I never felt alseep… but I was!  Maybe even still am today.  I’ll let you know (smile.)

I started to realize something yesterday as well.  Something I know has been happening with intensity since moving into this field of energy… but it became vividly clear to me what was happening within myself yesterday.

I personally don’t like doing drugs, not even… no especially weed.  I never liked the way it makes me feel.  My brains slip into a non-functioning process that I cannot even hold a coherent conversation… external listening becomes my greatest challenge when stoned.  To talk or try and communicate at all, is a forced agenda… it feels so unnatural to me.  And the freakin crickets in my ears.  I hate the buzz… the ringing sound that happens when I get stoned.  The last time I choose to smoke weed I was about 19 years old… and did simply to be cool with my friends.

I fully realized that whatever is taking place inside of me thru the readings, or a super conscious walk in the field… has the same exact affect as smoking weed!  Minus any paranoia (smile.)

I did a little research last night on THC and the effects of the brain.  It affects the neurotransmitters.  Yup… so does drinking this light!!!

But, the difference is, it is not for escaping… but for processing.  Changing.  But… it really kicks my day in the ass.  If I don’t get to emails before my first reading… there is nothing left of me to work with after my last reading.

I truly feel most days, like I am coming a part at the seems.  I suppose I am.  Good thing there is thread out in the field to be sewn back together with (smile.)

All day long, in my deep inner processing… I pondered the sleeping and my first love George…

This morning… I get it.  Looking into the eyes of Pure, Unconditional Love and it beckons to you… to work, play and consummate this union… Can I run please?

It is so much easier to watch a TV show… than to be the charactor in the show.  Aware of what is happening… but not awake in the role of having to Be that charactor.

Of course, this TV show is a love story.  A trust story.  An intimate story.

With any relationship there is responsibility.  A merging into the full union.  At the end of my day… I don’t feel worthy.  Not that I don’t deserve this, god knows.. I do… WE ALL DO!

Who Am I (we) if we don’t have something to worry about… to struggle with.  I sleep soundly in my worry and perceived struggles… even in reflecting the language of light back outwards… I worry I taint any part with any of my own bais… and so, with this worry… the Guardians have to refer to me in the 3rd person… that aspect of me that still sleeps.

To grow this garden we must be fully the garden itself.  Clear.  Integrated.  Ready.

The farmer, the seed, the City of Light are All One.  And I will close this post with a question asked of me last year… for it is really asked of all of us:

Would you let it all go if you knew you could have it all?

Let the planting begin!

With love of pink and blue threads fo shambhala ((((HUGZ))))

Are you ready?

Lisa Gawlas

www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html

The day of readings yesterday, took an interesting turn.  A turn I didn’t even really get until just now as I sit and feel what and how to share.

First let me share the field itself.  Within a 3 hour span it changed rapidly in the landscape of readings.  Which also means, we the human, are changing that rapidly too.

My first reading of the day really set the pace for the rest of the day.  I seen him just coming out of the West point in the band of energy that goes around the dome/massive orb thingie that is now the “field.”  Everything has changed so much I wasn’t even sure how to orient myself to understanding at all.  Everything was black… meaning simply, in a reboot stage of the unseen.

We talked about the energy of Feb., about that black band and indeed it was in the snapping stage.  Unleased, but still in the moment of completely unleashing.  (Hard to explain.)

Thru our conversation and his wonderful questions, we started to get the information that the “field” will simply pull you into it.  Like… merging into it.  There was something about the next 3 days.  I thought of my meditation instantly.  I was placed in a different time line once I came out of meditation.  I thought to myself… well, if we can go back in time, then lets move forward in this reading to the time when this dome thing will let us in.

This is the first time I have ever seen myself on the field with a client in their reading.  We were on the point in that orbit band thing where he showed up initially, with the intention of moving inside the dome of energy.

We oozed inside.  Like a magnet pulled us in.  We both stood there just inside of the dome and I was in awe of what I seen and felt.  It was the thickest pink energy I had ever seen.  It filled every nook and cranny the eye could see, except the space that was us, we were beaming white lights in a field of rich pink.

From this reading on, for most of my day, I kept getting a whiff of roses under my nose.  I have been burning lemon eucalyptus oil, so I knew it wasn’t coming from my oil burner!  I realized the smell was coming from the ceiling down.

Another reading 3 hours later, the same feeling was in order to get any other information we needed to ooze into the dome of energy.  Again, I was right there on the energy band with her.  She too, was on the West point area.  West representing fall, harvest time in your life.

This time tho, before we even oozed in… I could see the strangest image.  I really don’t understand it… but it is like the inside of the field collected itself into a form.  A pink form and a light blue form.  These forms looked very much like two fishes standing upright on their tails, butted up next to each other and then merged into each other at the belly.  The heads of these fish were sticking up thru the top of the dome, the belly and tails inside the dome…. directly in the center space.

Once we oozed into the dome, I didn’t see the pink and blue fish any longer.  Instead I had seen what looked like a red carpet (but more than that) rolled out from the West point to the center of the dome.  We glided together to the center and there was a huge pile of those pansie looking flowers.  I mean a huge pile!

The air/energy in this place was wonderfully thick.  There was substance and aliveness to it all.  But yet, I didn’t understand a thing about what we were experiencing together meant to either one of us!

We talked about her business and the difficulties she had been experiencing putting together.  Obstacle after obstacle.  She has been an “energy healer.”

There is not a thing to heal in this energy field.  It is vibrantly pure and perfect.

This was a huge understanding for us as we were getting all this information next to the huge pile of flowers.  Let me share this understanding as clearly as I can, it is really important.

Our choice point:  

To stay behind to help others moving into the higher dimensions.

To go into the new energy field and create the pathway for others.

Trust me, both are needed!  Neither choice is a right one or a wrong one.  But, be clear within yourself where your energy field is.  Those who will help others move into the higher realms of living, still have things to do within their own energy field to fully vibrate with the 6th dimensional energies and above.

Those who have a fully cleared energy field, really need to be working in the new energy field.  Our numbers are much fewer than those who now stand on the 5th dimensional platform (Christ / Unity Consciousness.)

Your soul energy does have a little something, something to say about your choices (smile)… remember, we are now in partnership.

We heard that her powerful energy work must be used to create.  There are others who will be working in the field of “healing.”  Then she told me her business name… I repeat it here because my god I love how it feels!!  Energy Dancer.  Even now, those crazy flower tops rain down from the sky all over that  name!!

I heard the field say that to try and put anything together now would be useless.  Too much is still changing.  But by Saturday, we will have a clearer understanding of what our part is.

I wish I would have thought, in the moment, to simply move into Saturday.  This thought just arrived now!!  Like I say, I am really slow on the uptake!!

But, in the clarity of the morning, my lord I missed a lot of information yesterday.  First one being… choice points.

When we hit a particular “season” within our lives, we have a choice to make.  Keep going round and round in orbit (smile)… or ooze on into the field.  (I will get back to this in a moment)

My first morning appointment… he was already out of the west point moving along the band of energy around the “field” and we could only take a peek inside… so when he hits the north point, he will have a major choice to make.  In or out…. of course, all depending on his choices while orbiting over to the north.

The other lady was directly at this west point so we got full access (if we can call it that) into the center of the field.

Sheez… I think my job just changed lol.  I am not even sure I like what I am hearing now…

I have set up my readings, really, as a voyeur.  I look at your light field and relay as much as I can back to you.  Now we are going to get really interactive with each other.  (Pardon me while I have my own personal melt down over here.)

Now I am getting information on the flowers.  The flowers are you.  The reason I see them as flower tops as opposed to with stems and stuff…. is because no one is planted in this field yet.  (Of course, how can we be since it just emerged in readiness for planting.)

I suppose this gives me understanding to a vision I had (still have really) yesterday.  I could see the “look out” up on the Mesa Cliff (whom I call Jemez) in a radiant flow of pure white light, signaling with his hand to come hither.  He stands facing the south, I suppose calling Home all the flowers of Shambhala.

Everything we have done together… fertilized the ground for rapid growth.  We are now in our planting season!  I suppose that is why we got water in the field not too long ago!!

I never said I wanted to be a farmer! (smile)

I am going to close on that note and just process for a wee bit.

Big big ((((HUGZ)))) to all the flowers of Shambhala!!

Lisa Gawlas

www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html

This picture was taken with a regular camera in Crystal Lake, Texas on 2/11/12 at 2:30 pm.  This is right close to my meditation experience yesterday… at least in imagery!!  Phew!!  

Everything that I had seen, felt and understood yesterday (Feb. 14th,2012) was extraordinary.  I really intended to write about everything yesterday afternoon, but once I got out of my own meditation after the readings… I just couldn’t.  I pray I can share all the details of what I do understand and make clear those things I witnessed but don’t understand….yet.

This is going to be a long sharing!! (smile)

Once I oriented myself to the field in the morning I could see a steady stream of hearts raining down all the on right side of the field (emotional, spiritual side.)  I thought that was kewl considering it was Valentines Day, a day where love is very present in the minds and hearts of humanity and the field reflected that back to us!

Yesterdays reading started out as a strong communication from the field of Light.  At first I didn’t get it, but as I got deeper into the reading, it started to become clearer.

I tried to dial my clients number like 6-7 times, each attempt, the call looked like it was going thru then just suddenly ended.  My calling signal was strong, so was my internet, so I was puzzled.  I rebooted my phone… the call took place with ease.

I realized this is exactly what happened energetically yesterday, more than likely starting the day before.  We ALL have been rebooted.

I could not get a clear view of the field, which really disappointed me.  The day before I could (barely) see the two balls of magnetic energy (earth and sun) large, co-mingling within each other, but the energy was so faint it was hard to make out what was happening.

I could see my client on that outer band of energy, the orbit field if you will.  This band of energy was black as was my client.  In the moment of the reading, I didn’t understand about the “rebooting” but today it makes sense.  When I see black anymore, it has to do with information/light being withheld.  Nothing anywhere near this new field of energy can be negative or harmful… so black never means that at all… unless you are outside of the field… way outside of it.

I could not get a discernible view of the field either.  It was still doing whatever it was doing the day before.  That is… while I was looking directly at it.

We switched our conversation to February’s energy.  She, like so many of us, are just over the waiting to see whats next for us period and wants to get on with it already.  This amazing and clear description of what is happening for us came thru the conversation, for which, I am so eternally grateful, as I hope you all are from it as well.

The Thanksgiving Feast

For the last several days now I kept hearing randomly “the last supper,” I never even got the correlation until just now.  (Let me just interject here, those bible stories, most of them are metaphors not literal occurrences.)

From my ladies energy field this amazing understanding came forth.

We can look at this very moment in time in our lives as the moment just before we all sit down to a Thanksgiving Feast.  We can smell all the aroma’s of what has been prepared and our stomach juices are churning with hunger from the knowing.  This really is an exciting time!

All the food has been cooked to perfection (thank you humanity) and as I type, is in the midst of being put into its proper dishes (locations) to go onto the buffet table (high energy fields of life).

This is the moment where the hunger is the strongest.  Just coming out of the oven, not quite on the table yet.

I could see us sitting at the table of life with a fork in our right hand and a butter knife in our left hand… ready!

We were both getting giddy like two little girls!

We talked about the energy at the end of February and I could see us (not just her and I, but all who have worked to resonate fully with the “field,” in the belly of the fire and like any good thanksgiving feast, I think we ate way to much.  You know that feeling so stuffed you feel like you would burst.

Well, the energy burst!

But the perspective I got to experience was delicious!  Being in the belly of this massive fire (which I just now fully realize is the kundalini explosion of earth and sun) we went flying on our own silver spark (thread?) of energy into March.  Phew what a ride!

Then we talked about March a little bit… it is present now it a dome of vibrant yellow energy.  As we talked about it a new detail was added thru her stream of energy… those little flowers I have been seeing now for a month… it was raining down from every area of the dome of energy called March.  Just flower tops I might add, no stems, no nothing but the soft colored flower tops that remind me of pansies.

We were so excited!!

I do want to point out… when I see February and March’s energy field, it always is on top of the Mesa Cliff just to the right of center.  When I see “you”, you are always in the backyard in the “field” or somewhere around it.

As I was looking and reveling in the energy of the end of February into March, out of the corner of my field of vision, I could see the two massive orbs of energy… the magnetic grid of earth and the magnetic grid of the sun formed souly for us on the plane of created matter.  It is now the full size of the field (as opposed to smaller balls of energy forming…)

Something was happening in it that I could not quite discern.

My next reading was so flipping different from the first.  Geez, I have got to orient myself all over again.  Don’t think for a minute my job is easy… Holy shit it is not!! (grin)  …but it is fun!!

The moment her phone started ringing… holy freakin cow batman… the spin.  She was a blur of energy spinning so rapidly just at the top of the co-mingling balls of energy.  I thought what the heck am I seeing.  I know human soul energy when I connect to it… and this circular blur of energy was her.

I could see a super fast moving band of energy inside the field and somehow, whatever was happening was purposeful to the two balls of energy which now make up the field.  The spin of this energy was so perfect and so fast one would never know there was actually two energy vibrations taking place within the spin.  It was silver (earth) and gold (sun) blended so amazingly perfect that you would never have known it was two colors.

We talked about her emerging love life (smile)… even tho they have not (yet) merged their human bodies, they indeed have merged their spiritual bodies and together are spinning the hell outta our mom and dad (earth and sun).  I knew to the vaguest degree of understanding that what they were doing energetically was creating the manifested energy field I am calling Shambhala.

It was funny to hear spirit call her the Master of Torque.  I heard her energy referenced by the word torque over and over again that we have dubbed her lady torque!

I tip-toed to Wikipedia just to get a good definition of torque for this sharing:  Torque is a measure of how much a force acting on an object causes that object to rotate.

I have a feeling… we will feel the earth shake when she and her divine counterpart merge their physical fields of energy together in March (big toothy grin here.)

I was going to write a blog after these two readings, there was now so much to share!  But my flipping bath tub started calling me.  I had an hour and a half from the torque lady to my next appointment…  I kept feeling that my meditation would give further understanding of what is all happening.  It should have come with a super warning that the rest of my day would be blown!

The Orgasm of Creation

It took me a little bit to figure out what on earth am I doing in meditation.  It is funny, right now all I can think of is the “seed meditation” on my website.  We (I) am so accustomed to viewing the field, what is taking place, I sometimes forget, I am also the field itself.  So instead of trying to see what was happening on earth, or on the feild, I changed my energy focus to “where am I at in the field.”  Strange what took place next…

I was in the middle of the two huge balls of energy.  They were pulsing in unison together… as was my body.  Phew!

Usually… I have one aspect in the tub, aware of being in the tub, the other out exploring…whatever.  I left the tub!  I was god knows… throbbing ball of massive energy.  Then a form took place… strange form really.  I could see/feel/be mother earths energy, the silver ball… she turned into wonder woman.  Red, white and blue crazy outfit and all.  She was huge!

Then, the golden sphere of energy (sun) turned into batman.  Black cape and mask all the way.

Then… it gets really strange.  The two were standing face to face together, so large… holy cow.  Even tho I was “seeing” wonder woman, I was hearing “Sheena” (who the hell is sheena?) and altho I was seeing batman, I was hearing “the masked warrior.”

Then… this…. geez… rod appeared between sheena and the masked warrior (smile)… Maybe a universal penis?  It was not directly attached to batman (trust me, I was looking!! lol) but yet… somehow, he was in charge of it.  wonder woman and batman did some amazing things let me tell you!  He told wonder woman what position to take, and she did.  The body forms seemed to take on geometric lines… but man oh man… I could feel every thrust happeninng between the two!  Phew… tough to be me!! (blush)

And then it got even weirder…smile…

Wonder woman turned into the OMG an amazing pink rose, but that description is not complete, and truly I have no words of discription that would even come close.  The intensity, the lines of form… phew.  Then batman turned into a massive violet rose, again, like mother earth, beyond discription.

Their energy was reaching a fevered pitch (ummmm… so was my whole flipping body) and the two rosed merged into one… it became this interesting lavender (sort of) color… and then everything exploded thru my own solar plexus.  The energy of the orgasm itself turned into a beam of light, and in the light was this calm… very odd calm…. equally tho, a beam of Light like I have never seen before.  It was as if my whole solar plexus area became a halogen lamp.  Pure white light.  I took a trip upwards to see where it went.

I cannot even put this into context.  So please, bear with me.

As I moved up this beam of light and emerged into what looked and felt like… space colored the same color as the merged rose…. a whole new network of fibor threads started springing out from everywhere.  All I could feel with it was like the neurons of a brain.

I was in awe and had no clue what I was witnessing, so I simply asked… what is this?  I heard back so clearly… “it is the mind of god.”  Huh?  What on earth does that even mean.  Again, I heard back “You cannot even fathom what it means.  Humanity has had idea’s but are so inaccurate in their ideas.”

Well then…. why show me!! lol  Actually, it was more than showing me… I felt it all.  I felt the aliveness of it, the pure essence of it.  The wonder of it all.

That was the end of that.  Or maybe… really…. the beginning!!

Once I re-oriented myself back into the bathtub… I couldn’t move.  I was truly a wet noodle and had no sense of orientation to my own physical body, tho I seen it, was in the water with it.

I thought about the time… my god I don’t want to be late to call my next appointment.  I knew I was in that bath for a while… my water was cold.  I knew she would undertand if I called her late… but what do I tell her, I was in an orgasm flow with the sun and earth disquised as batman and wonder woman saying they are sheena and the masked warrior?? lol

As I found my way out of the bath I can tell you I was really really disoriented with my own space and time.  When I seen the clock I still had a whole 30 minutes before the call… impossible.  I know I was gone longer than 30 minutes in my world… and the moment I had that thought I heard back “you don’t think we can place you back in a timeline that fits your schedule?”

Huh?

I suppose I knew it was possible… I have gone thru warps before… but this… this is different.  I was different.

All I could do for the rest of the day was literally vibrate.  Every cell of my body was dong some kind of weird happy dance.  My brains, non-functional at all.

I couldn’t do much for the rest of the day except…. expand.

As I went to sleep last night I heard:  ”the field changes because of what we (humanity) does… the moment you look at it, it is put into form and expands thru us.”

I also understand that mother earth appeared as wonder woman (she really is, isn’t she!) and father sun as batman (still figuring that one out, don’t have a big connection to batman.  I was sheena (queen of the jungle… tarzans counterpart lol) and I found an interesting tidbit about the masked warrior on wikipedia:  The world of MASKED WARRIOR X can be described as cyberpunk, where sportsmen are given cybernetic implants to enhance their abilities. 

I looked at the news this morning to see a 6.0 earthquake off the coast of Oregon (USA) last evening at 7:30pm PST.

The things that make ya go…. hmmmmmmmmm??

I want to share this thought that steamed thru me 11 years ago as I was having an online discussion of sex:

With Ecstasy to all!  I hope your Valentines day was orgasmic!!!

(((((HUGZ)))))

Lisa Gawlas

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The day itself felt… strange, odd maybe.

For two days now I am back to hearing that question “What do you want?”  All I could possibly think was “what more could I want?  I don’t flipping know!”  It seemed yesterday, the question came rapidly over and over again with an intense feeling to be answered.

After I finished yesterdays blog I sat down to reflect on all that I wrote.  Suddenly I remembered two aspects I had forgotten from  the day before (or was it the day before that… time, geez…..)

I was sitting on my lovely couch (smile) just processing when all of a sudden I could see a huge etheric gust of energy wind blow straight into my windows from my front yard.  I acknowledged it as an intense “wind of change.” and then I immidiately heard… “The ground below you has expanded.”   What the heck does that mean?  (I ever did get a direct or even an indirect answer.)

One of my readings shortly there after was very odd.  Keep in mind this was the day before seeing the martini glass shaped fishnet looking thing…  The lady I was reading for was about 5 feet under ground in the center of the field.  Her hands upstretched towards the surface of the earth.  I was clueless to understand it.  I have never seen anyone in the earth… what the heck does that mean!!  I did get a sense of relationship between hearing “the ground below you has expanded” and her image, but not with an understanding of what it means to any of us.

Yesterday, I really understood both (not tangibly, but relatively.)  It has everything to do with the magnetic sphere of the core of the earth moving her energy to the field of matter for creation to use with the magnetic sphere of the sun.

My constant question is, what does that mean to us… the human!?

I was so looking forward to doing readings to see what we can see in the evolution taking place.  No signal, no readings.  Dammit!  I suppose it was needed, I felt very much like those snow clouds… puffy and full, my own signal not very clear!

Every day in my life is like a Thanksgiving Feast.  I wake up and digest (write these sharings) everything from the day before, leaving room for more food.  I read emails, read amazing meditation experiences, do phone readings… all of it is ingesting more and more light energy into myself.  I suppose (smile) I get to a point where I need a full extra day to digest.  Yesterday was it for me!  I had hoped I could pre-plan these extra days by taking days off on my schedule… not even!

So I was processing to beat the band yesterday.  Stringing together so many things over the decade that I have been able to witness either in my own meditations, readings or massages… it was all coming together finally!  Sorta!

I started to remember when I had first seen the emergence of the new (to me) chakra I call the sacral-plexus, located directly between the sacral chakra and solar plexus in the middle of the abdomen.  I started seeing this two – three years ago on folks on my massage table.  Not everyone had this visible (to me) chakra, only a handful of people thru the years really.

As the chakra became stronger and clearer in my field of vision, I started to understand a little bit of its meaning.  It (the Sacral-Plexus) is the convergance point between the energy of the soul and the energy of the human.  (where spirit meets matter unrestricted.) It becomes activated (umm I am able to see it) when the person has a true shift within their energy field.  That is to say, there sense of self no longer stems from the world around them, but from the spirit of all life flowing thru them.

I want to be very very clear here too, it has nothing to do with being consciously on a spiritual path.  90% of the people who ever got on my massage table were no where near conscious of their spiritual path.  But there hearts… so utterly leading the way thru their life.

Sometimes… often times,  the word “lightworker” breeds some serious arrogance off the tongue.  It is, after all… title for the most part.

So anyway… back to the point (smile.)  Yesterday I started to really see a correlation between the golden ball of energy (solar plexus) and the emerging silver/platinum energy that is forming (sacral chakra).

Funny, when I had seen this new chakra it was always orange-yellow.  Today, as I write about it, it is (or will be) green and yellow.  (heart and soul)

As the earth and suns magnetic fields merge, so will the energy from our own bodies, creating a massive power center within the capable and transformed human.  It is thru this energy center we will bring in and utilize the power of Shambhala.

I have got to say something here, something I feel is so important, maybe, the most important thing to understand, if your hearts desire is to truly live Heaven on Eearth AKA Shambhala… which let me tell you, is NOT a place.  It is a pure vibration.

In this last year of doing readings again, so many people have told me about what other readers have said about them… about their energy, potential, purpose… etc.  Wipe your mind clear of all that.

Those were all readings from the old earth, which is still very much alive somewhere in the massive timelines all happening.  It all helped you to get to here… celebrate that.  Then take off the coat of what you think you know, so you may be completely bare.  Completely new.

This is one main reason I still take a bath meditation.  I can hear the field, my team, hell even my toaster (smile) without being in meditation.  I live there as a permanent resident now.  But my bath… still the most sacred thing in all this world to me.  I get naked, humble and immerse myself into the All. I am completely and utterly in love with the field of Light, with Life.   In that place, for me, it is like whispering to your lover…

Later in the afternoon yesterday, finally giving up on the fact that I will have no cell signal or functional internet and do no work for the day, I took a bath.

Well, my lover, lover ( hear shaggie sing those two words lol) was insistent on asking me once again “what do you want.”   My first question back.. “is this a trick question?”   In a way… I really think it was/is… maybe.

Once I reached deep enough to get a reply from within me… I felt it.  I started to reply “I want to be taken care of.”  I no sooner got half the words thru my mind and I had to retract it… I am so taken care of.  More than I could have ever hoped to be.  Ok, lets change the reply.  I want to have all my needs met… again… the sentence dissolved into the confirmation that they are met every time I have one.

I really started to understand something… and I pray I can relay this efficently.

Life inhales and exhales all the time.  In and out, in and out.  So does the resources available to us.  Not more, not less.  Always in the moment and always an equal exchange must happen.  Bring in, send out.

I was thinking savings account (smile) the field was thinking, what do you want today?  A burger?  A movie?  What??

I realized something profound in my bath… the only time money moves into my life is when I am not sitting on what I have for fear of not having the money later.  The moment I am storing up (again, worried I won’t have enough to pay…whatever) there is a deep and loud stillness in my bank account.

We have been programmed to “save for a rainy day” (it doesn’t rain in Shambhala…smile) or sacrifice our daily wants for our monthly needs (again, fear.)  There is no excess in Shambhala… but also, no want either.  Have all you want every day, but you cannot store it up so you will have it also later.

I thought about this last year… I had a savings account pretty much all year long.  Not a huge savings (at peak, it was $700) but enough that I could breath thru a month with a reserve to pull from if I needed it.  Funny how our minds work.  I could see the reserve, I knew it was there… therefore, I breathed easy even when sales were not forth coming.  Both times my savings account hit that magic mark… it was because my life was about to change and I needed the money immediately.  I moved to VA on my savings and back to New Mexico on a replenished savings.  December stripped me bear financially… so I could live this new way.

Who said I had to like it???  lol

I am realizing quite clearly now, the field only asks me what I want when I am depriving myself of anything.  I really want to go food shopping… but insurance is due this week.  I do have plenty of food… just want a wider variety is all.  Since, to me, that is a frivolous want… I do not follow thru on what I do want…. again, with the fear if I spend it on food I really don’t need, I may not be able to pay my bills.  Ohhhhhh the survivor in me is deep!!

But changing….

I got out of my bath feeling a shift within me.  I still pondered it all… and then, about 9pm last night… something… I don’t know happened?  All of a sudden my calling signal came back, the show I was watching for hours and was only 10 minutes into started streaming regularly… but I also felt it and have no way of discribing what I felt.

This morning…. even stranger.  I was in busy dream state.  I was actually dreaming of everything I processed yesterday but at the same time, seeing it come to life in real time in life itself…. when I swear to god something shook me on the shoulder as if to wake me up… with the words of gentle excitement that said, clearly:

“Wake up, it’s all changed!”

I did wake up to snow on the ground!

With pure wonder-filled ((((HUGZ))))

Lisa Gawlas

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I heard the guardians say it is less the field that is changing as it is humanity that is changing.  The field is morphing to hold the expanded consciousness of humanity.

I suppose this seeded my upcoming readings for the day.  Phew!!

My first reading of the day, I had no idea what we were going to witness.  I could not see the field before her appointment… but once she was placed in it, it all became crystal clear in my vision (but not even close in my understanding of what is happening really.)

The first thing I seen was a gold ball of energy in the northeast area of “the field.”  I knew it was that dome of energy I had seen for some time now, but now it is a concentrated ball of energy… about 10 feet high and 10 feet in circumference.  Please don’t take any size literal!  It is simply showing itself as I can understand it (and trust me, these days, that just barely.)  To put this into scale… the field I see is about 1000 feet in circumphrance, so I was suprised to see how small this energy ball… looking very much like a vibrant golden torus thingie… was.

It took me a little bit to find the lady I was reading for… my entire scope of vision was fixated on the ball of energy.  But alas I found her… standing on the South point of entry on the field.  What I had seen infront of her, within the space of the field, surprised me.

The ground was gray dry dirt.  Like it had not been watered in forever.  Her team stated several times, this was not a reflection of her at all, but moreso, a reflection of humanities emotional field.

I am at the point I really don’t even know what to do in readings anymore.  Everything is changing so fast as is the orientation of it all.  So I had to ask, well is the south still summer/full bloom… if so, it surely didn’t look like it!!

And then I had seen the slightest (so slight I missed it til this morning) shift from that gold ball of energy and a stream of silvery blue water filled the entire field area.  Not deep, maybe 2-3 inches deep.  Various colorful flowers in the water.  I suppose those pansies I have seen in the water here in the back yard.

Then she told me she was from Texas, I had to smile as I think of the drought in that state and it has been raining lately and instead of grass growing, flowers were popping up instead.

I did understand an extra tid-bit… that this field, altho set up like our earth seasons does not move in the space of linear time like our seasons do.  It has no real relevance with our “time.”

The only real thing I could understand with her reading, was that this golden ball of energy is still growing.

Now feeling completely lost in what any reading was going to produce in understanding for the client, I connected to my 2nd reading 5 minutes before I dialed the phone.  Just to see…

I could see him standing at the top of the Mesa Cliff, drenched in the glowing yellow-orange energy of what I refer to as “The morning Light of Shambhala” and I could see the field below him, looking very much like it did for my first reading.  And then he jumped off the cliff… all I could think within me was holy shit what are you doing??

When I called him, the image repeated itself… only I realized something, in his nose dive down into the field… still aflame with all that shambhala energy thru his body… the image itself stopped half way down, as if he is suspended in air but yet in full nose dive!!

I did hear something incredible his team had told him.  Bear with me as I paraphrase…

He was taking a leap of faith into the unknown.  That seems like we all are doing this… but, I did try and read for him last week… I got nothing, so we rescheduled.  Now he could have very well leaped last week when the field still had form, or have waited until the next reading when the field has filled itself out into it’s next expression… but no, he chose to nose dive into nothing and everything completely blinded folded!

I could feel the energy of this communication to him… the awe of the universe within it.

Last, but my goodness gracious, so far from least…

Again for my third reading of the day I wanted a pre-connection.  Things are just way to weird in reading land and I want to orient myself to the client before hand… sheez!  I was sure I must be on overload because all I could see was a vortex looking net now in the center of the field.  I say vortex looking because there was no spin to this image… and it indeed looked like a really loose net in the shape of a martini glass.  The girl was inside this net like a fish.  One (umm like me) could think… trapped.  I was sure I was seeing inaccurately so I let it go… cleared the space of my field of vision and called her.

There she was, in the center of the field, in a martini looking fishnet, immobile!

I could see the golden ball of energy in the NE field, and the gray dry dirt on the field… and how her.  Where on earth is this imagery coming from and what does it mean??  Why only her and not the precious two readings.

Once I got out of my mind with all melting down I was going thru (smile)… I started to feel the understanding.  I am going to do my best to simply put this in story form.  It is too important, and really, wayyyyy toooo exciting to not understand!

I have mentioned some time ago, that there are (at least) two missions here on earth.  Those who came to work with the sun energy, those who came to work with the earth energy.  There are many many different aspects of work happening within both fields… (that is to say, not everyone’s task is the same.)

She is working with the magnetic field deep inside the earth.  With the golden ball of energy… the magnetic field of energy representing the sun, the earths field is now becoming tangible in our field of created matter.

The two readings prior are aligned with the sun energy, this lady was aligned with the earth energy.  I can even see divine order taking place in the appointments for the day.

From what I understand (again, barely and sure to evolve and change each day) that once the magnetic field from the core of the earth morphs into that ball of energy like the sun, they will expand and interlink.  All I could feel in this sharing was truly the divine counterpart.  The sun and the earth in the fields of created matter, united in holy matrimony.  (The field too, is quite adamant about using that expression – I tried to change it as I typed, not even lol.  So I looked for the true meaning of matrimony via websiter… had to smile: “matrimony” is made up of two Latin words,from matrem (nom. mater) ”mother” + -monium, suffixsignifying ”action, state, condition.”  )

All life springs from the mother (earth) coupled with the passion of the father (sun)…

My big (unanswered) question at the fullness of this understanding was… (smile) Does this mean we can finally meet OUR divine counterparts???

We will see!!

Lotsa love and magnetic attraction to all!

((((HUGZ))))

Lisa Gawlas

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